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anoreixia nervosa - feel like giving up
hey,
im 19 and i feel like my whole life has been taken over by anorexia.
everytime i look back at something ive done, it always has part of anorexia in it :(
for example, when i was about 8 years old, i was in my lesson at school and i just felt so big compared to everyone else (looking back at photos i was one of the smallest).
in comprehensive school, i can remember taking my whole dinner break just to eat somethng little because i was so worried about it. but must of the time i didnt eat anything, so i can just remember having friends/ teachers trying to persuade me to eat, it never usually worked :(
and even at my past jobs! i can remember secretly doing sit ups and star jumps whilst working :( ... my last job was in an arcade and golf, so when i was in the golf hut... i used to do it then when there was just me in there.
i just feel like ive wasted most of my life to this, and i just cant seem to recover :( ive been trying to recover on my own for all this long, and it does work for a space of time... but as soon as i can notice the weight gain or when something stressful happens in my life i just relapse completely and i find it so difficult to gain control of my eating again.
its like an ongoing battle with myself and i just feel that if my whole life is going to be like this... its pointless with me being her.
what shall i do?
please dont say go to my GP because im currently a student nurse and i dont want this to be on my health records as it could jepodise my place on this course
please help
anorexia nervosa - feel like giving up
hey,
im 19 and i feel like my whole life has been taken over by anorexia.
everytime i look back at something ive done, it always has part of anorexia in it :(
for example, when i was about 8 years old, i was in my lesson at school and i just felt so big compared to everyone else (looking back at photos i was one of the smallest).
in comprehensive school, i can remember taking my whole dinner break just to eat somethng little because i was so worried about it. but must of the time i didnt eat anything, so i can just remember having friends/ teachers trying to persuade me to eat, it never usually worked :(
and even at my past jobs! i can remember secretly doing sit ups and star jumps whilst working :( ... my last job was in an arcade and golf, so when i was in the golf hut... i used to do it then when there was just me in there.
i just feel like ive wasted most of my life to this, and i just cant seem to recover :( ive been trying to recover on my own for all this long, and it does work for a space of time... but as soon as i can notice the weight gain or when something stressful happens in my life i just relapse completely and i find it so difficult to gain control of my eating again.
its like an ongoing battle with myself and i just feel that if my whole life is going to be like this... its pointless with me being her.
what shall i do?
please dont say go to my GP because im currently a student nurse and i dont want this to be on my health records as it could jepodise my place on this course
please help
RANT ON ALOT OF STUFF. (Read Detailz Plz...)
Okay, so herez MY rant on a few thingz that are KILLING QFeast... Plz, don't get offended by them. Okay, Here we go!!
1.) ONE DIRECTION. Seriously? I Know you might like them & they're extremely popular, but, would you please, SHUT UP ABOUT THEM. They aren't everything! Theres 500,000,000 Quizzes & Questions about them!!! What about them is so freakin' great?? & Why does it make Louis sexy just because he likes carrots?? I Like carrots, does that make me sexy? No. It dosen't. I like 1D, they're okay... But they're just soo over rated!! I'm not a Directionater. I'm a fan, they're just getting so over rated & over used. I Don't wanna sound mean... But it's true...
2.) THE HUNGER GAMES. I Have NOTHING Against the Hunger Games, but theres soooooo many quizzes & questions about it!!! I Don't see why it's so great. If you like The Hunger Games tell me WHY You like it.
3.) HATERZ. 95% Of the time, when someone quits, it's because of a Hater. If you don't know what a "Hater" is then a Hater is someone who isn't nice to other users & cyber bullys them. Heres some reasons some why some people hate... They get bullied at school & take they're anger out on us, They don't like your quizzes/questions, They're just naturally mean, They're jelous of the person they're hating on's popularity.. If your not gonna be nice to other users, GET THE FUDGE OFF QFEAST.
4.) "DO YOU KNOW ME" QUIZZES. These get old. & How do you expect someone to pass?? Yeah, YOU CAN'T PASS THESE KIND OF QUIZZES. If your gonna make a scored quiz, MAKE IT ABOUT SOMETHING PEOPLE CAN ACTUALLY PASS.
5.) QUITTING. This is STUPID. Just because someone isn't on for a while dosn't mean they quit. People have lives!! They don't just play the computer all day!!! Most people quit because of Haterz. Well gess what, THAT'S THE STUPIDEST THING I'VE EVER HERD OF. DON'T LET ONE OF THOSE IMMATURE LITTLE BRATTZ MAKE YOU LEAVE OR KEEP YOU FROM ENJOYING THIS SITE!! UGH.
**End of Rant. I Might make a part 2. Btw, PLZ DON'T GET OFFENED BY THIS! I'm not trying to offend anyone!! Okay? Peace Out.
~DJearworm
Wats your fav. jb song off of believe
All around the world, Boyfirend, As long as u love me, Catching Feelings, Take u, Right here, Fall, Die in your arms, Though of u, Beauty in a beat, One love, Be alright, Believe, out of town girl, she dont like the lights, Maria
Why is everyone soo addicted 2 One Direction??!!
Why?? I mean, i like them, they're okay. BUT WHY IZ ABOUT 75% OF THE PLANENT SO ADDICTED 2 THEM??!! THEY AREN'T ALL THAT!! Also, Why doez it make Louis Sexy Just becuz he likez Carrotz??!! I Like Carrotz, doez that make me sexy?? No. It Dosen't. & Whatz up with the Corny Fanfictionz?? Many of them have like 3 kissing scenez in them... Just 4 the record, THAT NEVER COULD HAPPEN. Sorry People, But know matter how much you wish it, Know matter how much you dream it, no matter how much you write it, Harry, Niall, Zayn, Louis, & Liam will Never kiss you. NEVER. COULD. HAPPEN. Sorry, thatz just the factz. Remember, I'M NOT HATING ON THEM. I'M A FAN. I JUST THINK SOME PPL ARE OVERLY ADDICTED 2 THEM. & THEY'RE A BIT OVER RATED. I'M A FAN. OKAY?? YOU CAN CALL ME A DIRECTIONATER ALL YOU WANT. I DON'T CARE. Peace out. ~DJearworm
"It's Gotta Be YOU!" A One Direction Love Story (chapter 2)
As you were sitting on the hard, cold bench, you could just feel the crimson color filling your cheeks. Why wouldn't they be red? I mean, seriously. You just walked into your best friend's house, scared to death because you thought her Dad was dying, just to see a bunch of people staring at you in your pj's WITHOUT a bra, when about 99% of them have never even seen you without lipgloss on before today! Talk about humiliation! 'That's it!' You though angrily as you grabbed your phone out from your back pocket. You hit the little envelope button, indicating you wanted to send a message. You punched in the letter A and the first name up was Addie. You selected her to be your recepient and typed, *I CNT BELIEVE U!!!* as you screamed it aloud. "Can't believe who?" you heard an adgitated voice say, and tears streamed down your face as you bluntly said, "Oh great. Another person." and walked away... "Sounds like you're having the same kind of day I am!" the person replied. After about 4 or 5 steps you stopped because you thought you recognized that voice. 'Is that Addie?' you thought to yourself before turning around. Think again. Addie doesn't have a British accent... or 8 inch heels. "Umm, do I know you?" you said causiously, hoping she wouldn't notice how underdressed you were for being out in public. "Actually, no. I don't recall meeting you.. and believe me. I'd remember... uh, whatever that thing is on your head." she replied, pointing out your messy bun. "Uh, ignoring that! So... why do you seem so familiar if we've never met?" you asked, getting a little exasporated from her attitude. "Oh, PLEASE! Not another fan! Here. *spits lugie on the floor, just barely missing your foot* You can sell it on e-bay. HAPPY? Now get out of my face before I have you arrested." by that last remark you could remember EXACTLY who she was. "Ohhhhh, you think I'm a fan! Yeah... no. Now I know who you are though. You're the girl that got DUMPED LIKE THE LITTLE PIECE OF TRASH YOU ARE by Zayn Malik for being way too clingy and having a tiny case of the Sticky Fingers! I remember you completely!! Miss Rebecka Tilton from the June issue of People magasine. Changed your hair color? Got some fancy-shmancy blue hi-lights? Don't worry. The paparazzi will still find you!" you exclaimed with a little smirk and a scrunch of the nose. You loved seeing how from the beginning, Rebacka had this shocked look on her face that slowly changed to terror and then agony and tears. Okay, so maybe you were a little harsh. But for someone that low to practically SPIT on you- she deserved it! Well, that's what you thought anyways. You started to walk off and saw Addie staring at you with her hands on her hips. She was PISSED! "Wow,____. From whiner to bitch in just 5 seconds. You know, I read your text thinking you were hurt!" Then you tried to defend yourself by saying, "But when I read YOUR t-" "Um, DON'T interrupt me!" Apparently she wasn't finished!..? She crossed her arms and started walking closer to you. "So I look all around, trying to find you, and here you are! Just thrashing your words onto an innocent bystander! So no, you're deffinitely not hurt. You're just in the mood TO hurt! And by the looks of her, I think it's pretty safe to say 'mission accomplished!' I see how it is." Addie said, then ran over to Rebecka to see if she was ok, shooting you a dirty and hateful look as she sat down. Apparently Addie didn't see what happened BEFORE you went off on your little tangit, huh? Bet you're wondering how that's gonna work out for ya...
THAT'S IT FOR CHAPTER 2! HOPE YOU GUYS LIKED IT! 5 COMMENTS AND I'LL WRITE CHAPTER 3!!! (1st person to comment gets to be a character in the next chapter! Congrats to DJearworm for getting to be Rebecka Tilton today! [and the snobbyness is nothing personal, i swear. just needed a bad character for the storyline] )