how u feel when u apoligize for a fight or bad thing ill feel way sorry and want to be bff cause this thing is crazy

I dont say sorry because i dont start the fights i get into the other person do so why say sorry if i didnt say nothing to her or do nothing she should be the 1 saying sorry.

I feel nervous and out of my comfort zone. Because there is always the feeling of 'what if I say something wrong' or 'what if she/he doesn't forgive me. But it doesn't matter in the end, because you apologized and thats about the best you can do. If they don't accept then, oh well. They just lost an amazing person:)

I don't apologise because it's their fault for making me upset. I don't forgive or forget.