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Horrible...
So... I don't know how to say this... But, I think I'm becoming depressed. I feel like I'm helping everyone else, and then forgetting about myself. Then whenever I try to help, something bad happens, and I blame it all on myself... I feel like I was being a horrible person and just stood there to watch it. I'm loosing people in my life very quickly and.... I'm not gonna start self-harming, that would be stupid of me. I'm not gonna try suicide, I don't want to leave the world. But I feel like no one cares... And if they do, I ruined it. I ruin everything... I'm being a horrible friend to... Everyone... And everyone that I've lost touch with... It was my fault they left... I'm a pain in the arse to everyone... I may seem a happy cheerful person all the time to everyone, but it's only because I don't want to show my sorrow. I don't want to show any pain or loss... Please... Give me something. If I'm sad or mad at the world or myself, what can I do to reassure myself I'm fine? What can I do to know that it's not my fault?
But.... Just know that I'm not giving up until I know it's all over. And it's not over yet... Nowhere near over.
Oh, and, Emma. If you read this, please don't talk to me about it outside of Qfeast. I'd rather keep this here than spread it everywhere. Don't even tell Kate unless she has a Qfeast account too. Thank you, and sorry.
is it possible to be turned on by a smell?
I was mowing my Uncles yard the other day, and needed to use the bathroom,so I went inside, the house had been abandoned for about a year almost due to marriage issues between my Uncle and his now ex wife, however I am getting off topic here, so I walked into the house, and there was just this absolutely amazing smell, like a new house smell almost, it smelt soooo good, to the point I got addicted to it somehow, it became Euphoric, I felt actually kinda aroused by it, is this an uncommon thing? now, it was strongest in the back room, my cousin's old room, she is a year younger than me, but I always thought she smelled amazing, and as embarrassing as it is to admit, I think I had a crush on her when we were little but that was YEARS ago i'm 17 now & she's 16, could there be any potential correlation here?
Is there something seriously wrong with me?
so last year I went through a really bad heartbreak, and it seems that now everytime I see a really pretty girl/woman, I feel my heart drop, like I feel attraction, but at the same time I also feel overwelming depression because I know I can't have her, but it is not just one woman, this happens with women who I just happen to see in walmart, or around town, it's even worse if I know them personally, cause then I stalk their facebook and other social media profiles, why? because it seems that looking at their pictures has a euphoric affect on me, idk y, I just do it, and I wish I could stop, but nothing I do can stop my problem...