Posting to twitter is like posting to an empty void for real.
peachytea
Could kinda say the same for qf but yeah.
on August 09, 2024
on August 09, 2024
I'm always being spammed by people with messages on various social medias and sometimes it gets a little bit overwhelming, I'm already easily distracted so replying is kinda hard sometimes.
on August 06, 2024
on August 06, 2024
My dad died a day before my birthday so it's going to be a little weird now.. I still miss him a lot sometimes. It's also been a year since I confronted my abuser.
on August 06, 2024
“At the foot of the bed, knocking door to door
Eyes puffed up and so red and my body's sore
And I've done it all again as you're ripping me to shreds
Shreds, shreds, shreds
I feel nothing
Throw me in the backseat
Use me how you need See More
So long as I'm your favourite toy
Washed up
I'm cold and I'm alone
There's no one around to phone
But at least I'm your favourite toy
Can't you see I don't give a fuсk?
I don't want my body, don't want my luck
I don't want my stars, they're all yours to keep
And on the way out I won't make a peep”
Eyes puffed up and so red and my body's sore
And I've done it all again as you're ripping me to shreds
Shreds, shreds, shreds
I feel nothing
Throw me in the backseat
Use me how you need See More
So long as I'm your favourite toy
Washed up
I'm cold and I'm alone
There's no one around to phone
But at least I'm your favourite toy
Can't you see I don't give a fuсk?
I don't want my body, don't want my luck
I don't want my stars, they're all yours to keep
And on the way out I won't make a peep”
on August 04, 2024
I'm gonna start applying for more jobs and take my music more seriously from now on. I'm so set on becoming the best version of myself in every way possible.
on August 04, 2024
Nothing will top how much I loved using this site in 2014/2015 lol. I wish it was still as fun as it used to be but I mainly post on hidden pages just to keep things so I know nobody else can see it.
@PrincessCastle
It really is lol but I think that's a good thing to be honest. People used to cause drama “just for fun”.
It really is lol but I think that's a good thing to be honest. People used to cause drama “just for fun”.
on August 08, 2024
on August 04, 2024
on August 01, 2024
“And I don't feel nothing at all
And you can't feel nothing small
"Honey, I love you," that's all she wrote
Oh, Ophelia, you've been on my mind, girl, like a drug
Oh, Ophelia, heaven help the fool who falls in love
Oh, Ophelia, you've been on my mind, girl, since the flood
Oh, Ophelia, heaven help the fool who falls in love.”
And you can't feel nothing small
"Honey, I love you," that's all she wrote
Oh, Ophelia, you've been on my mind, girl, like a drug
Oh, Ophelia, heaven help the fool who falls in love
Oh, Ophelia, you've been on my mind, girl, since the flood
Oh, Ophelia, heaven help the fool who falls in love.”
on July 27, 2024
“Drown myself in alcohol, that don't never help at all
I might say some stupid things tonight when you pick up this call
I've been hearing silence on the other side for way too long
I can taste it on my tongue
I can tell that something's wrong
But I guess it's just my life
And I can take it if I wanna See More
But I cannot hide
In hills of California
Because these hills have eyes
And I got paranoia
I hurt myself sometimes
Is that too scary for you?”
I might say some stupid things tonight when you pick up this call
I've been hearing silence on the other side for way too long
I can taste it on my tongue
I can tell that something's wrong
But I guess it's just my life
And I can take it if I wanna See More
But I cannot hide
In hills of California
Because these hills have eyes
And I got paranoia
I hurt myself sometimes
Is that too scary for you?”
on July 26, 2024
My little pet just passed away. Heartbroken and devastated.
I'm still extremely depressed and hurt but I'm gonna try to be strong for her. We loved each other so much. It won't be the same without my baby around.
on July 25, 2024
on July 24, 2024
I had a dream last night that I was in high school again. I kinda do miss that era of my life but I'm always glad it's over too. I miss some of my former classmates I'd see but that's it. It was so stressful.
on July 23, 2024
Some life updates. 🦋
- Getting my licenses soon hopefully. (?)
- Trying to find a job has been literal hell. It feels impossible.
- I started reading a lot again, my only good coping mechanism lol.
- I'm thinking a lot about my music and I really want to release good songs.
- Lately I've been thinking I want to be a nail technician? It's either that or go into acting or a teacher. I've always wanted to be a singer/an actress but I have a lot of things to think about and See More plan for to be honest.
- Still thinking about making a comic book or a children's book.
- I'm single again. 🥲
- Getting my licenses soon hopefully. (?)
- Trying to find a job has been literal hell. It feels impossible.
- I started reading a lot again, my only good coping mechanism lol.
- I'm thinking a lot about my music and I really want to release good songs.
- Lately I've been thinking I want to be a nail technician? It's either that or go into acting or a teacher. I've always wanted to be a singer/an actress but I have a lot of things to think about and See More plan for to be honest.
- Still thinking about making a comic book or a children's book.
- I'm single again. 🥲
on July 23, 2024
Just realized someone I considered a friend blocked me without warning a while ago. I'm back at the point where I completely hate myself, I can't keep friendships or relationships anymore. I honestly don't even know what I did or said so I'm confused but oh well.
on July 18, 2024