peachytea

Hi, I used this site years ago and ultimately decided to come back occasionally, can't believe I've been here since 2014. Anyways, I go by Bea and I'm 19. I make music and sing now. See More▼
Got moved into my new house, it's so nice but it's gonna take a while to get everything unpacked and cleaned up plus getting all the necessities turned on. 😭
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peachytea
It's so stressful, I have so much stuff to do lol.
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I am SO tired.
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I can't wait to get a car.
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RayneCloud
Same, I'll be able to drive away, away from half of my problems, literally-
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Every time I log on I still get shocked over the fact I've grown up on this website and I remember all the friends I used to have on here.
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I can't believe I'm almost 20 years old.. what the fuсk.
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RayneCloud
@peachytea Yeah, I get it a bit better now, freshmen year flew by.
Maybe that's because I decided to just stop talking.
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@RayneCloud
It does in a way.
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I've heard people say that once you're in highschool, it goes by so quickly after that
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Debating on releasing my new music video. I've been working on it for a while but I think I could do better.
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PrincessCastle
I love ur music sm
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RayneCloud
@peachytea I get that- I'm making an ARG and some of it requires videos but I don't have anywhere to record- 😭😭😭😭
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peachytea
@RayneCloud
Not really, it's just been hard to produce because I don't have anywhere to record videos rn.
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RayneCloud
Anything to use for reference to help?
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Can't wait to graduation.
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buffalowings
I'm so excited for ur graduation, gonna be so fun fr
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RayneCloud
@peachytea Thank you! You too :}
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peachytea
@RayneCloud
Good luck. :")
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RayneCloud
Me too and I'm a freshie-
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Life update; 🌷


- Finally found a place to live.

- Still job hunting but I make some money from my side jobs if you know what I mean.

- Slowly coming to terms with all my past trauma and learning to properly heal.

- Still doing music, I'm really hoping to produce an album this year.

- Gonna be releasing a book by the end of the year hehe.
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RayneCloud
@peachytea Of course! <3 :}
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@RayneCloud
It has yeah, and thank you.
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RayneCloud
@peachytea Has the book name been dropped? And I'm glad you're learning to heal, that makes one of us. I'm proud of you <3
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peachytea
Not much of an update but y'know.
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I lowkey miss it here. Nothing feels the same though lol.
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7 days ago
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I hate this site in a way but I still also love it very much? I'll never get over everything on here, plus my own former friend group and inside jokes and ughh. It's so nostalgic. 😭
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10 days ago
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At this point in my life I have no time or energy for drama, arguments, petty behavior, etc. I've learned to let things go and move on. If you can't add peace to my life, you're out. Blocked, deleted, denied access.
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My baby would be about 3 - 4 months old now.
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The urge to post a lot on here 🤝 the urge to delete my account and never come back.
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PrincessCastle
I'm sry this site seemed more safe but I guess no website online is rly safe after all. I do hope ur doing much better
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RayneCloud
Holy shit... That's horrible.... I'm so sorry...
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peachytea
Sorry I'm still bitter lol.
11 days ago
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peachytea
I was really dating a whole ass 24 year old adult on here when I was like 15 and nobody ever said anything about it?? Uhm.
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I still genuinely can't get over all the things that have happened on here. Being harassed, groomed, stalked, doxxed, lied about/lied to, when I was 10 - 15 has really effected me mentally.
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I really need to leave this hellsite.
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RayneCloud
Oh-
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Mini life update;


- Still working on publishing my book.

- Making an actual music video soon.

- Having some personal issues. Ykyk.

- I'm 99% sure I have bpd lol.
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RayneCloud
Relatable to the last one and also writing a book and making a ARG so : } Hope your stuff goes well
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Going through it right now. 🥴
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RayneCloud
@peachytea Of course. <3 Even if I don't agree with you on somethings, doesn't mean I won't listen <3<3
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@RayneCloud
Thank you.
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@peachytea
I get that, it'll be okay, it might not be today, tomorrow or a week after, and I can't say that I know it'll get better, because I don't. No one truly does. I can't say I know exactly what you're going through because I don't, but I can say I'm here to listen. I'm here to help in ways I can, I'm gonna be here if you need someone to be, even if they're See More▼
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peachytea
So damn exhausted and tired of everything.
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I still get super anxious logging on sometimes but it is what it is.
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peachytea
@RayneCloud
I know, I've been here since 2014 lmao.
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RayneCloud
@peachytea True, this site used to be FULL of drama
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peachytea
I want all the bad memories from this place to fade away asap.
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Life updates; 🌷


- Hopefully graduating next month or in June. I've been pushing the date further because of some unfortunate issues.

- I still have a partner. Not sure how this relationship is going to go.

- Currently have been having episodes but I'm trying to slowly recover the best that I can. Life has been very hard and stressful recently but I'm okay-ish overall.

- I started making more song covers and posting them on my youtube. I doubt I'll ever post them on here See More▼
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RayneCloud
What do you think bisexual is in- -,-
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@RayneCloud
Like I said, it's not my community.
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RayneCloud
How do you dislike your own community.?
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