Got moved into my new house, it's so nice but it's gonna take a while to get everything unpacked and cleaned up plus getting all the necessities turned on. 😭
RayneCloud
@peachytea I hope you really like the place, my boyfriend is helping their grandparents move and has to sleep on the floor- He's been sleeping on the floor for 5 days-
on May 20
peachytea
It's so stressful, I have so much stuff to do lol.
on May 18
peachytea
I am SO tired.
on May 18
on May 18
I can't wait to get a car.
on May 17
Every time I log on I still get shocked over the fact I've grown up on this website and I remember all the friends I used to have on here.
on May 16
I can't believe I'm almost 20 years old.. what the fuсk.
@peachytea Yeah, I get it a bit better now, freshmen year flew by.
Maybe that's because I decided to just stop talking.
Maybe that's because I decided to just stop talking.
on May 16
on May 16
on May 16
Debating on releasing my new music video. I've been working on it for a while but I think I could do better.
@peachytea I get that- I'm making an ARG and some of it requires videos but I don't have anywhere to record- 😭😭😭😭
on May 16
@RayneCloud
Not really, it's just been hard to produce because I don't have anywhere to record videos rn.
Not really, it's just been hard to produce because I don't have anywhere to record videos rn.
on May 16
on May 16
Can't wait to graduation.
on May 16
Life update; 🌷
- Finally found a place to live.
- Still job hunting but I make some money from my side jobs if you know what I mean.
- Slowly coming to terms with all my past trauma and learning to properly heal.
- Still doing music, I'm really hoping to produce an album this year.
- Gonna be releasing a book by the end of the year hehe.
- Finally found a place to live.
- Still job hunting but I make some money from my side jobs if you know what I mean.
- Slowly coming to terms with all my past trauma and learning to properly heal.
- Still doing music, I'm really hoping to produce an album this year.
- Gonna be releasing a book by the end of the year hehe.
@peachytea Has the book name been dropped? And I'm glad you're learning to heal, that makes one of us. I'm proud of you <3
on May 16
on May 16
I hate this site in a way but I still also love it very much? I'll never get over everything on here, plus my own former friend group and inside jokes and ughh. It's so nostalgic. 😭
on May 09
At this point in my life I have no time or energy for drama, arguments, petty behavior, etc. I've learned to let things go and move on. If you can't add peace to my life, you're out. Blocked, deleted, denied access.
on May 09
The urge to post a lot on here 🤝 the urge to delete my account and never come back.
I'm sry this site seemed more safe but I guess no website online is rly safe after all. I do hope ur doing much better
on May 09
I was really dating a whole ass 24 year old adult on here when I was like 15 and nobody ever said anything about it?? Uhm.
on May 08
I still genuinely can't get over all the things that have happened on here. Being harassed, groomed, stalked, doxxed, lied about/lied to, when I was 10 - 15 has really effected me mentally.
on May 08
on May 08
Mini life update;
- Still working on publishing my book.
- Making an actual music video soon.
- Having some personal issues. Ykyk.
- I'm 99% sure I have bpd lol.
- Still working on publishing my book.
- Making an actual music video soon.
- Having some personal issues. Ykyk.
- I'm 99% sure I have bpd lol.
Relatable to the last one and also writing a book and making a ARG so : } Hope your stuff goes well
on May 08
on May 07
Going through it right now. 🥴
@peachytea Of course. <3 Even if I don't agree with you on somethings, doesn't mean I won't listen <3<3
on May 08
@peachytea
I get that, it'll be okay, it might not be today, tomorrow or a week after, and I can't say that I know it'll get better, because I don't. No one truly does. I can't say I know exactly what you're going through because I don't, but I can say I'm here to listen. I'm here to help in ways I can, I'm gonna be here if you need someone to be, even if they're See More not in person. I'm here to be vented to. I'm here to be a virtual shoulder to cry on. I'm here. And I will try to make it better in any way I can. To make it more bearable <3
- Rayne.
I get that, it'll be okay, it might not be today, tomorrow or a week after, and I can't say that I know it'll get better, because I don't. No one truly does. I can't say I know exactly what you're going through because I don't, but I can say I'm here to listen. I'm here to help in ways I can, I'm gonna be here if you need someone to be, even if they're See More not in person. I'm here to be vented to. I'm here to be a virtual shoulder to cry on. I'm here. And I will try to make it better in any way I can. To make it more bearable <3
- Rayne.
on May 07
on May 07
I still get super anxious logging on sometimes but it is what it is.
on May 01
Life updates; 🌷
- Hopefully graduating next month or in June. I've been pushing the date further because of some unfortunate issues.
- I still have a partner. Not sure how this relationship is going to go.
- Currently have been having episodes but I'm trying to slowly recover the best that I can. Life has been very hard and stressful recently but I'm okay-ish overall.
- I started making more song covers and posting them on my youtube. I doubt I'll ever post them on here See More but y'know. I want my musical career to work out so badly honestly.
- I don't know what else to say! Um. Oh, I've been questioning my political beliefs again and I've come to the decision I'm apathetic/centrist. I absolutely despise all governments and governmental figures. Also I've realized I'm actually just bisexual and lowkey really dislike the whole alphabet community LOL. Cancel me.
- Hopefully graduating next month or in June. I've been pushing the date further because of some unfortunate issues.
- I still have a partner. Not sure how this relationship is going to go.
- Currently have been having episodes but I'm trying to slowly recover the best that I can. Life has been very hard and stressful recently but I'm okay-ish overall.
- I started making more song covers and posting them on my youtube. I doubt I'll ever post them on here See More but y'know. I want my musical career to work out so badly honestly.
- I don't know what else to say! Um. Oh, I've been questioning my political beliefs again and I've come to the decision I'm apathetic/centrist. I absolutely despise all governments and governmental figures. Also I've realized I'm actually just bisexual and lowkey really dislike the whole alphabet community LOL. Cancel me.
on April 30
