weirdass period of my life, most of the time i am filled w/ a constant sense of dread and i still spend most of my free time wandering aimlessly or playing guitar. recently got into films (by the hands of my best friend and the guy im kinda seeing rn) lotsa vampire flicks lately?
been delving into existentialism a lot more also (ive been an existentialist for a hot minute but lately ive been real into that shit lol)
been delving into existentialism a lot more also (ive been an existentialist for a hot minute but lately ive been real into that shit lol)
12 days ago
saw my lil friend yesterday was so nice we did not go on a walk bc it was raining but we listened to some tunes n he made me tea and i may sorta like love him a lil bit possibly ?
17 days ago
the weird little white boy i like to go on walks with got sick and we had to reschedule todays walk and for some reason that gave me the courage to text my ex girlfriend what timeline are we even in rn
26 days ago
my life has been so weird n crazy lately trying to balance school w a part time job as well as being a professional musician + at this point essentially being a talent manager as well (started booking shows for ppl on a whim) is fuckingf insane
on October 18
new lore:
-me n that one person sorta called it off (for now) nothin happened we both j have a lot of baggage n didn’t wanna bring it into a relationship, we still talk tho
-my old band sorta died but yk me had to start a new one (acc kinda considering the previous person for lead guitar but also might j do it myself)
-went to the countryside over the weekend was nice stayed at my uncles farm and got to hang out w the barn cats
-been reading a lot as always
-currently really See More into philosophy bc of a class im taking
-also got into adventure time (childhood fav decided to binge it n its cute)
-i think im gonna get into movies too lmao
-me n that one person sorta called it off (for now) nothin happened we both j have a lot of baggage n didn’t wanna bring it into a relationship, we still talk tho
-my old band sorta died but yk me had to start a new one (acc kinda considering the previous person for lead guitar but also might j do it myself)
-went to the countryside over the weekend was nice stayed at my uncles farm and got to hang out w the barn cats
-been reading a lot as always
-currently really See More into philosophy bc of a class im taking
-also got into adventure time (childhood fav decided to binge it n its cute)
-i think im gonna get into movies too lmao
on October 15
lore guys hey
-played my first paid gig ever (75! dollars!)
-went on what ended up being a lil date yesterday, very happy to have been kissed in august and they r superrrr cool n we have a lot in common and they also sang radiohead for me. my last gf was cool n such and by no means a bad partner (despite ultimately screwing me over in more ways than one) but this person is j… WOW. they also gave me a sweater
-played an open mic late last night, everyone loved me
-my hair is See More getting long again and im so ready for fall. i think i will dye it on the first day of fall again and make that a ritual
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-played my first paid gig ever (75! dollars!)
-went on what ended up being a lil date yesterday, very happy to have been kissed in august and they r superrrr cool n we have a lot in common and they also sang radiohead for me. my last gf was cool n such and by no means a bad partner (despite ultimately screwing me over in more ways than one) but this person is j… WOW. they also gave me a sweater
-played an open mic late last night, everyone loved me
-my hair is See More getting long again and im so ready for fall. i think i will dye it on the first day of fall again and make that a ritual
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on August 29
i keep getting jared bridal ads. guys who’s jared?
on August 28
hi guys it is 5:26 am i was at the bar w this person im sorta seeing until midnight afger playing a show and i got a solid 3 hours of sleep but i woke up and cat sleep again bc im giggling and kicking my feet
on August 26
on August 25
updates:
-the greep made a solo song its really good. def less gritty than bm but still good, rly musical theatry
-rebound era??? they are a sorta eccentric songwriter from california with a marshall lee pfp and they listen to radiohead im prob cooked but also they might just be nice and im misreading it (probably) also cant tell if im into them or niet lol
-i moved into a new room, rly nice, a bit roomier and i have a coffee table now
-the greep made a solo song its really good. def less gritty than bm but still good, rly musical theatry
-rebound era??? they are a sorta eccentric songwriter from california with a marshall lee pfp and they listen to radiohead im prob cooked but also they might just be nice and im misreading it (probably) also cant tell if im into them or niet lol
-i moved into a new room, rly nice, a bit roomier and i have a coffee table now
on August 22
i organized my first ever diy show last night!!! some highlights
-i debuted 3 (3!) new songs ab the breakup n ppl went nuts lmao
-turnout was way bigger than anyone was expecting, we literally had ppl sitting in the stairwell bc they couldn’t fit
-the friend my ex gf lost her mind over bc “they were so clearly into me” was there + they hugged me like 5 times. i think i may have the opportunity to do the funniest thing ever…
-my back is so sore from moving gear wtf
-i debuted 3 (3!) new songs ab the breakup n ppl went nuts lmao
-turnout was way bigger than anyone was expecting, we literally had ppl sitting in the stairwell bc they couldn’t fit
-the friend my ex gf lost her mind over bc “they were so clearly into me” was there + they hugged me like 5 times. i think i may have the opportunity to do the funniest thing ever…
-my back is so sore from moving gear wtf
on August 16