my life has been so weird n crazy lately trying to balance school w a part time job as well as being a professional musician + at this point essentially being a talent manager as well (started booking shows for ppl on a whim) is fuckingf insane
on October 18
new lore:
-me n that one person sorta called it off (for now) nothin happened we both j have a lot of baggage n didn’t wanna bring it into a relationship, we still talk tho
-my old band sorta died but yk me had to start a new one (acc kinda considering the previous person for lead guitar but also might j do it myself)
-went to the countryside over the weekend was nice stayed at my uncles farm and got to hang out w the barn cats
-been reading a lot as always
-currently really See More into philosophy bc of a class im taking
-also got into adventure time (childhood fav decided to binge it n its cute)
-i think im gonna get into movies too lmao
-me n that one person sorta called it off (for now) nothin happened we both j have a lot of baggage n didn’t wanna bring it into a relationship, we still talk tho
-my old band sorta died but yk me had to start a new one (acc kinda considering the previous person for lead guitar but also might j do it myself)
-went to the countryside over the weekend was nice stayed at my uncles farm and got to hang out w the barn cats
-been reading a lot as always
-currently really See More into philosophy bc of a class im taking
-also got into adventure time (childhood fav decided to binge it n its cute)
-i think im gonna get into movies too lmao
on October 15
lore guys hey
-played my first paid gig ever (75! dollars!)
-went on what ended up being a lil date yesterday, very happy to have been kissed in august and they r superrrr cool n we have a lot in common and they also sang radiohead for me. my last gf was cool n such and by no means a bad partner (despite ultimately screwing me over in more ways than one) but this person is j… WOW. they also gave me a sweater
-played an open mic late last night, everyone loved me
-my hair is See More getting long again and im so ready for fall. i think i will dye it on the first day of fall again and make that a ritual
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-played my first paid gig ever (75! dollars!)
-went on what ended up being a lil date yesterday, very happy to have been kissed in august and they r superrrr cool n we have a lot in common and they also sang radiohead for me. my last gf was cool n such and by no means a bad partner (despite ultimately screwing me over in more ways than one) but this person is j… WOW. they also gave me a sweater
-played an open mic late last night, everyone loved me
-my hair is See More getting long again and im so ready for fall. i think i will dye it on the first day of fall again and make that a ritual
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on August 29
i keep getting jared bridal ads. guys who’s jared?
on August 28
hi guys it is 5:26 am i was at the bar w this person im sorta into until midnight afger playing a show and i got a solid 3 hours of sleep but i woke up and cat sleep again bc im giggling and kicking my feet
on August 26
on August 25
updates:
-the greep made a solo song its really good. def less gritty than bm but still good, rly musical theatry
-rebound era??? they are a sorta eccentric songwriter from california with a marshall lee pfp and they listen to radiohead im prob cooked but also they might just be nice and im misreading it (probably) also cant tell if im into them or niet lol
-i moved into a new room, rly nice, a bit roomier and i have a coffee table now
-the greep made a solo song its really good. def less gritty than bm but still good, rly musical theatry
-rebound era??? they are a sorta eccentric songwriter from california with a marshall lee pfp and they listen to radiohead im prob cooked but also they might just be nice and im misreading it (probably) also cant tell if im into them or niet lol
-i moved into a new room, rly nice, a bit roomier and i have a coffee table now
on August 22
i organized my first ever diy show last night!!! some highlights
-i debuted 3 (3!) new songs ab the breakup n ppl went nuts lmao
-turnout was way bigger than anyone was expecting, we literally had ppl sitting in the stairwell bc they couldn’t fit
-the friend my ex gf lost her mind over bc “they were so clearly into me” was there + they hugged me like 5 times. i think i may have the opportunity to do the funniest thing ever…
-my back is so sore from moving gear wtf
-i debuted 3 (3!) new songs ab the breakup n ppl went nuts lmao
-turnout was way bigger than anyone was expecting, we literally had ppl sitting in the stairwell bc they couldn’t fit
-the friend my ex gf lost her mind over bc “they were so clearly into me” was there + they hugged me like 5 times. i think i may have the opportunity to do the funniest thing ever…
-my back is so sore from moving gear wtf
on August 16
recent lore???
-playing 2 or 3 shows in the next few weeks lmao one is opening for a bigger chi based artist at a pretty popular bar lmao im scared
-been seein my friends loads which is cool!!!
-i forgot about my cash tips for several days and finally remembered today, i got 32 dollars lmao
-bought a new tote bag and it has a zipper pocket (my old one had a pocket on the outside so i was always hella paranoid ab losing things, putting this here bc its important enough to mention!!!) See More
-currently terrified that im getting a cold can it wait for 2 days until i play my show on thursday lmao (also could be allergies tho, its more of a scratchy throat than sore and my eyes/nose have been HELLALALAAAA itchy for days)
-ate a whole boston cream danish myself and now i have to wait to sleep bc if i don’t ill wake up nauseous lmao
-playing 2 or 3 shows in the next few weeks lmao one is opening for a bigger chi based artist at a pretty popular bar lmao im scared
-been seein my friends loads which is cool!!!
-i forgot about my cash tips for several days and finally remembered today, i got 32 dollars lmao
-bought a new tote bag and it has a zipper pocket (my old one had a pocket on the outside so i was always hella paranoid ab losing things, putting this here bc its important enough to mention!!!) See More
-currently terrified that im getting a cold can it wait for 2 days until i play my show on thursday lmao (also could be allergies tho, its more of a scratchy throat than sore and my eyes/nose have been HELLALALAAAA itchy for days)
-ate a whole boston cream danish myself and now i have to wait to sleep bc if i don’t ill wake up nauseous lmao
im prob only this skinny bc not even exaggerating prob 1/3 of my diet consists of coffee (when i get hungry at work i fix myself a coffee bc if i actually eat i’ll be tired lmao) (today i was sooooo dizzy and shaky this is probably why)
on August 14
ive had like 5 customers comment smth about how “its a wonder i’m so tiny working w all those pastries (referring to my weight lmao im freakishly tall)
on August 14
on August 14
i am seeing bladee on august first 2024
on July 27
recent updates
-ex gf started dating the “friend” of mine who went after her immediately after we split which im really not cool with
-my boss accidentally overpaid me and i got hella scared but its cool and im just gonna not clock in my next shift so it balances out
-had band rehearsal yesterday which was neat i screamed my head off
-seein some friends later
-went to a party a few days ago which was neat
-ex gf started dating the “friend” of mine who went after her immediately after we split which im really not cool with
-my boss accidentally overpaid me and i got hella scared but its cool and im just gonna not clock in my next shift so it balances out
-had band rehearsal yesterday which was neat i screamed my head off
-seein some friends later
-went to a party a few days ago which was neat
on July 26
alsoo doin sm better ab the breakup dont get me wrong i am devastated and hella disappointed in the “friend” who’s pursuing her bc who fuckingg does that but every once in a while i remember smth like how she pinned me down with my arms out crucifix style and kissed me 39 times (bc thats how many times they whipped jesus) and how she used to literally go flying if i as much as touched her lower back bc she was super ticklish and how she had this odd slightly sweaty almost earthy?? See More smell?? like she smelled like dirt but not in a musty way she smells like digging in the dirt as a child
on July 23
been a while…
-i love my job so much guys im
not scheduled this week (average barista schedule moment) and genuinely im devastated
-found a sandwich i like at work also, im so picky but guys CHICKEN RED PEPPERS AND PESTO!!!!
-made muffins for a party last night and then got crunk brea party arc is alive and well (in moderation)
-i made a band lmao
-i love my job so much guys im
not scheduled this week (average barista schedule moment) and genuinely im devastated
-found a sandwich i like at work also, im so picky but guys CHICKEN RED PEPPERS AND PESTO!!!!
-made muffins for a party last night and then got crunk brea party arc is alive and well (in moderation)
-i made a band lmao
on July 23
thinkibg ab when me n my friends saw crywank together (2nd time seeimg crywank) n we smoked like 5 joints between the 3 of us and called it “highwank” and at the end of the night my stupid ass got stuck in a tree and then we went to 7/11 and bought like $20 worth of snacks
on July 20