
called off work to do homework n also bc i was up half the night freaking out ab it
28 days ago

being busy as hell is apparently quite difficult i have this huge dumbass assignment due tomorrow that i havent even started and i think im going to have to call off work

@jetblackraven i j told my boss im sick😭 it’s nothing horrendously difficult we j have to transcribe some songs and perform them tomorrow but since we’re presenting and my prof is kinda an asshole i wanna do it right
29 days ago

One time, it was the last day of the semester and I was looking over this one class's canvas page and realized that there was an essay due THAT DAY in 6 hours that was supposed to be 10 pages long. Apparently I was supposed to be working on it all semester. Had to have a butt ton of sources, references, etc.
I played mario kart music and powered through. My secret? See More Use the same sources as the textbook!
I played mario kart music and powered through. My secret? See More Use the same sources as the textbook!
29 days ago

woke up mid panic attack over this bc i completely forgot about said assignment i quite literally remembered it in a dream and woke up sweating
29 days ago
29 days ago

praying to god this manic state ive been in lasts me thru the next 2 weeks because my calendar is looking insane

i have classes throughout the week, work on wednesday, im starting my new job this weekend (friday-sunday), sunday im also going to an afternoon show my friend’s playing as soon as im off work n then like 4 hours later seeing she’s green, then ill be playing shows next tuesday, thursday, and saturday, n im assuming ill be working again sunday morning i might See More actually die
30 days ago
30 days ago

do i sing good god by daffo at the folk show in 2 weeks (if i do i night have to say a funny word in front of my doomed summer romance)
on March 03

on March 02

i feel like my songwriting process is particularly interesting bc i will literally j hear something in a conversation n be like “yup that’s going in a song someday.” last week my friend was telling me ab how he went on a business trip w the flu and i was like “damn thats poetic for some reason” n got a whole verse out of it n idk how to explain to him that him trying to sweat out a fever in a hotel room inspired me lyrically

also once in high school i snuck the stupidest inside joke ever into a song. my friends n i had this joke that ray davies from the kinks is an ipad kid who’s obsessed with among us and i wrote an actual, serious song but purposefully used the line “among it’s rays” bc it sounds sorta like “among us ray” i need someone to look at my brain
on March 02

huge fan of easter eggs in songs as well i have one song where i purposely throw in a bunch of words that sound like the person’a name who its about
on March 02
on March 02

i love it when i eat a bunch of food that i know makes my stomach hurt n when my stomach hurts later im like “damn why does my stomach hurt”
on March 02

on March 01

seeing she's green live in j over a week if they play syndulla or mandy i might die and go to heaven
on March 01

watched nirvana mtv unplugged w my friend last night and woof yea yk what all the things i said ab kurt when i was 16 stand true. gorgeous man.
on March 01

oh so apparently we’re supposed to get in contact with the artist we’re doing our semester project on. i do not think i can do that i feel like justin vernon knowing i exist would be my end

i literally fantasize ab this man like not in a weird way but sitting down n grabbing a coffee w/ him n talking ab music/jamming/writing a song w/ him would change my life
on March 02
on March 01

its 65 degrees out and this gorgeous masc woman i always make coffee for gave me a rose. finding god today.

on March 01
on February 28

working on an essay that's supposed to be a duo project but my partner is not doing shit and i gotta leave for work in roughly 30 minutes.

Shit. I'd immediately demand the prof to switch me to a competent partner. That's gross as hell. Maybe you could even find out the chick he's tryna hit and try to turn her against him just for revenge
on February 28

he told me yesterday that he wasn’t sure if he’d be able to do much bc he was gonna b hooking up w this girl 😭 my brother in christ the hookup can wait i have 2 jobs n i still wrote 3 paragraphs and did the majority of the research
on February 28
on February 28

place i got hired at has a full cocktail bar n the manager said i can ask the bartenders ab training in that area as well oh boy

on February 27
on February 27

on February 26