i miss it when the most i had to worry about was literally just 3 missing assignments and maybe a fight with my girlfriend good god take me back
about 2 hours ago
surprise working 32 hours a week with with 16 credit hours, a gig as a working musician, and managing artists/booking shows for ppl is starting to get extremely exhausting
why is everyone in my family so okay w this too "oh you're just a hardworking girl" i have no idea who i am anymore because my only tiny bit of free time is spent trying to see my friends and physically recover from working myself to death every week
about 2 hours ago
about 2 hours ago
would it be unethical to start wearing my ex gf’s sweater again? she did a lot of shitty things but its a nice sweater and i sorta dont care about it anymore
about 23 hours ago
recent doings
-mostly working a lot. school’s getting busy and im sorta falling behind a lil bit
-im currently at 10 months w/ my first barista job; i am contemplating quitting it once i get settled into a new apartment. my other job pays better, gives me better and more consistent hours, schedules me weeks in advance so i can be aware of conflicts, and management is significantly better. my other manager is questionable at the least???? (straight up didnt send my my w2 bc he See More thought it was in the app he uses to schedule us. it is not.)
-trying to spend more valuable time w my friends. saw my 2 best friends on thursday and we got coffee and watched kenny vs spenny. after work yesterday i hung out w my friends (that was sorta lame tho tbh we barely actually talked and i was already cranky bc work tired me out and they spent the whole time on their phone which i was very upset about) also if things go as planned, im skipping class to see another friend on wednesday and we’re gonna go test a camera at the cemetery. (last time i went to the cemetery w them i got serenaded and also kissed on the mouth afterwards)
-finally coughed up $80 for nice watercolors and a watercolor book since the pans ive been using since junior year are kinda destroyed now
-met this girl at the cafe yesterday who seems rly cool, she gave me her instagram and offered to tattoo me. sorta wanna invite her on a picnic in the park.
-im opening again tomorrow so i gotta be up at like 4:45 and my stupid ass spent the last 30 minutes writing an entire 3 page analysis of re:stacks in my journal and i cried twice while writing it. justin deyardmond edison vernon you are so famous to me.
-mostly working a lot. school’s getting busy and im sorta falling behind a lil bit
-im currently at 10 months w/ my first barista job; i am contemplating quitting it once i get settled into a new apartment. my other job pays better, gives me better and more consistent hours, schedules me weeks in advance so i can be aware of conflicts, and management is significantly better. my other manager is questionable at the least???? (straight up didnt send my my w2 bc he See More thought it was in the app he uses to schedule us. it is not.)
-trying to spend more valuable time w my friends. saw my 2 best friends on thursday and we got coffee and watched kenny vs spenny. after work yesterday i hung out w my friends (that was sorta lame tho tbh we barely actually talked and i was already cranky bc work tired me out and they spent the whole time on their phone which i was very upset about) also if things go as planned, im skipping class to see another friend on wednesday and we’re gonna go test a camera at the cemetery. (last time i went to the cemetery w them i got serenaded and also kissed on the mouth afterwards)
-finally coughed up $80 for nice watercolors and a watercolor book since the pans ive been using since junior year are kinda destroyed now
-met this girl at the cafe yesterday who seems rly cool, she gave me her instagram and offered to tattoo me. sorta wanna invite her on a picnic in the park.
-im opening again tomorrow so i gotta be up at like 4:45 and my stupid ass spent the last 30 minutes writing an entire 3 page analysis of re:stacks in my journal and i cried twice while writing it. justin deyardmond edison vernon you are so famous to me.
on Sunday
if anyone is wondering the show i was referencing in the last post is kenny vs spenny its so bad and on youtube
on Saturday
do not even ask me what i do in my very little free time today me and my friends got together and watched an episode of a reality show from the 2000s in which two grown ass men partake in a gooning competition and one of them steals an x ray machine from a dentist’ office and uses it to give the other radiation poisoning so he can’t produce semen
same show theres also an episode where they have to keep a dead octopus on their head the longest and the one guy laces the other with 4 doses of lsd
on Friday
on Friday
cant be up past 9 pm bc i start posting paragraphs about bon iver on my close friends story
on Thursday
identikit uploaded a photo
seriously guys slutty royal guard boytoy twink what was i on about at 13 why did i make him
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on Wednesday
j realized i have my OLD camera roll on my ipad came across horrendous awful nsfw art i made of my slutty twink femboy british royal guard oc in 2018 (i was like 14) w the caption "give me your hot milk military boy" made me want to sob
im pretty sure i actually tore that page out of my sketchbook and prayed to god for forgiveness after i drew that like unironically
on Wednesday
on Wednesday
goin all deer in headlights over having to text a man ab hanging out (one time i called him pretty and he GIGGLED)
7 days ago
barbacked my entire shift busy as hell prolly the fast east i have ever prepped drinks, this girl needs a cigarette 3 iced matchas and some head
8 days ago
the curse of being a pretty girl with the posture, proportions, and overall demeanor of the worst man youve met before in your life ever
bought a cute pj set thinking i was ab to look all cutie and petite. it’s giving someone’s douchebag boyfriend in boxers and a beater
9 days ago
9 days ago
on the train w my guitar omw to a show trying to make eye contact w this pink haired girl w a lesbian pin marceline type
10 days ago
