cafe i work at did an event today and we were so slammed my bones hurt
kodak
750 in tips tho so far (split among 5 ppl)
on August 27, 2025
on August 27, 2025
i have the most insane health anxiety for someone who usually walks between 7 and 10 miles every day and eats a very healthy diet
@klavier yesss i’ve been rly into parfaits for dessert recently i j destroyed one with greens yogurt peanut butter bananas and coconut
on August 29, 2025
frozen berries + greek yogurt and almonds for dessert… literally da goat. yummier than ice cream.
on August 29, 2025
it’s rly cool cuz the way u eat will alter your microbiome and your food preferences. like when i cut my processed food intake to be minimal (i believe in the 80/20 rule) i stopped craving processed food and generally prefer healthy whole foods now. and i’ve always liked being active but the health anxiety causes like, urgency lol.
on August 29, 2025
@klavier it’s not for me oddly enough 😭 i just got extremely lucky and happen to have the kind of food hyperfixations that are actually good for me + like walking
on August 29, 2025
me tooooo but the health anxiety is the thing that makes me walk/workout and eat super healthy 😭😭😭
on August 29, 2025
on August 27, 2025
been having the craziest stress dreams about my job. had one a few weeks ago where i got fired for being too old (i am literally the youngest person on the team) and the other night i had one where i pulled out all my hair bc i was anxious and all my coworkers made fun of me for being bald
not job related but also had a dream about a traumatic experience i had in high school that i thought i pushed from my mind oughhh
on August 26, 2025
on August 25, 2025
good god take me back to last august my old boss lowkey sexually assaulted me and the whole cafe was sketch as hell but i miss not being chopped and tired and super full time
i think i peaked when i was sitting in a red line car 11:30 am holding a copy of sylvia plath’s unabridged journals about to make a decision that would put me in a state of turmoil for the next year
on August 25, 2025
on August 25, 2025
my shift pmo today and to top it off they put dressing on my salad wrap and i cant eat the dressing bc it’s got anchovies in it😭😭
on August 24, 2025
kodak uploaded a photo
got a scanner:o need an sd card to burn these too but look :o i can’t believe i took this
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on August 24, 2025
recent updates
-school starting soon. i’m kinda in disbelief that i am almost finished with college.
-the weather has been insanely good lately. like 50s-70s for weeks to come.
-apartment situation is good. got a shelf and rearranged slightly, been hanging things on my walls again
-trying to see my friends more.
-been making art lately. all sorts. writing, sewing, drawing, painting, etc etc. a lot.
-heavy focus on photography especially. i’ve been shooting a lot of film See More lately. i got my stuff set up for at home development. thrifted a very cool scanner earlier. i j gotta purchase color chemistry (my school’s darkroom does not offer the materials for color film since it’s a more complex process) i’ve also been looking into film soup (basically contaminating/damaging film with various substances to cause color shifts) i soaked a roll of superia 400 in green tea and soap, hoping it looks wacky. wanna experiment w other liquids soon
-school starting soon. i’m kinda in disbelief that i am almost finished with college.
-the weather has been insanely good lately. like 50s-70s for weeks to come.
-apartment situation is good. got a shelf and rearranged slightly, been hanging things on my walls again
-trying to see my friends more.
-been making art lately. all sorts. writing, sewing, drawing, painting, etc etc. a lot.
-heavy focus on photography especially. i’ve been shooting a lot of film See More lately. i got my stuff set up for at home development. thrifted a very cool scanner earlier. i j gotta purchase color chemistry (my school’s darkroom does not offer the materials for color film since it’s a more complex process) i’ve also been looking into film soup (basically contaminating/damaging film with various substances to cause color shifts) i soaked a roll of superia 400 in green tea and soap, hoping it looks wacky. wanna experiment w other liquids soon
on August 24, 2025
