identikit - Page 9

yuh
-scored + acted in my first short film and i think i want to do that again sometime
-semester is over fuckking finally
-bff is gonna teach me how to skateboard
-bff also let me borrow her point and shoot n im ab to go buy film for that
-fuckked up my sleep schedule again so that kinda sucks but its also december in chicago we get like 3 seconds of daylight per day

ur name song wtf

https://open.spotify.com/track/48WjoS8xixdToSxYDujDmb?si=IaYdFmfNQluhzkYvh3Q4pw

good evening q nation currently can’t sleep bc i am on my period and painfully bloated i love it when my uterine lining grows wherever it wants #endometriosisgang

ive made jokes ab me being bertie tuca and bertie before and im mostly cool w that but like???? idk my irl boss is pastry pete coded i dont like that
one bit

i have peaked (made a cyanotype of my dick)

i miss peeker boy

you say Zodiac, we say Homestuck
you worship your gods, we worship LORD HUSSIE!
you say we die for good, we say we go godtier
you say Homestuck is boring, we say its the best thing to read besides manga
you say card symbols, we say quadrants
you say best friend, we say morial
you say lover, we say matesprit See More
you say were weird , we say your normal
you facepaint at parties, we paint for cosplay
you say bucket, we get discusted
you say its windy, we say its John doing the windy thing
you say parents, we say lusus
you say movies, we say romcons and nic cage
You say cool, we say strider
you say crab, we say crabdad
you say rainbow , we say hemospectrum
you say aliens, we say trolls
you say cat, we say pawbeast
you drink soda, we drink faygo
you say the universe was made by a big bang, we say Karkat made the universe
you say red and blue, we say psionics
you say fashion, we say kanaya
you have ships, we have shipping walls
you say Jesus, we say Jegus
you say books are long, we say Homestuck is HUGE
you say God, we say Gog
you say 69, we say cancer symbol
you say freaked out, we say triggered
you say adorable, we say adorabloodthirsty
you say we're freaks, we say we're HOMESTUCK

uhhhhhhh life updates idk what's going on most of the time ive been kinda withdrawn lately which im trying not to but everything's been so overwhelming and im oh so very tired. writing a lotta songs, been reading demons by dostoyevsky, rly into czech new wave/surrealist cinema (daisies my beloved film!!!) i also started making cyanotypes and for the past week ive been listening to mostly shoegaze

so i think giving a man a chance was the first mistake lolol

weirdass period of my life, most of the time i am filled w/ a constant sense of dread and i still spend most of my free time wandering aimlessly or playing guitar. recently got into films (by the hands of my best friend and the guy im kinda seeing rn) lotsa vampire flicks lately?
been delving into existentialism a lot more also (ive been an existentialist for a hot minute but lately ive been real into that shit lol)

saw my lil friend yesterday was so nice we did not go on a walk bc it was raining + hes still sick but we listened to some tunes n he made me tea and i may sorta like love him a lil bit possibly ?

my lifes a movie bro mike and melissa

the weird little white boy i like to go on walks with got sick and we had to reschedule todays walk and for some reason that gave me the courage to text my ex girlfriend what timeline are we even in rn

saw bladee last night wtf

my life has been so weird n crazy lately trying to balance school w a part time job as well as being a professional musician + at this point essentially being a talent manager as well (started booking shows for ppl on a whim) is fuckingf insane

new lore:
-me n that one person sorta called it off (for now) nothin happened we both j have a lot of baggage n didn’t wanna bring it into a relationship, we still talk tho
-my old band sorta died but yk me had to start a new one (acc kinda considering the previous person for lead guitar but also might j do it myself)
-went to the countryside over the weekend was nice stayed at my uncles farm and got to hang out w the barn cats
-been reading a lot as always
-currently really See More into philosophy bc of a class im taking
-also got into adventure time (childhood fav decided to binge it n its cute)
-i think im gonna get into movies too lmao

lore guys hey
-played my first paid gig ever (75! dollars!)
-went on what ended up being a lil date yesterday, very happy to have been kissed in august and they r superrrr cool n we have a lot in common and they also sang radiohead for me. my last gf was cool n such and by no means a bad partner (despite ultimately screwing me over in more ways than one) but this person is j… WOW. they also gave me a sweater
-played an open mic late last night, everyone loved me
-my hair is See More getting long again and im so ready for fall. i think i will dye it on the first day of fall again and make that a ritual
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