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i screamed my head off in a practice room roughly 3 hours ago (sang creep)

i can not believe people still invited me to parties i have “hmmm ill try my best/sorry something came up/oops got plans so sorry/too busy”d my way out of every single party ive been invited to. i am not sociable enough without substances and i underwent a trauma last winter and since then its sooo easy for me to get paranoid when im on anything lmao

i have a different teacher for my songwriting class (my usual professor is currently on strike) i sure hope he doesnt behead me for singing an original folk tune ab smoking weed and setting government officials on fire

j bought master and margarita omg im excited

trying to find crime and punishment art for a meme on pinterest who the hell commented “hes so babygirl” under one of them🤧

prob gonna read either another dostoyevsky work or master and margarita next:p

finished the bell jar, gotta find something else to read

i relate so heavily to sylvia plath

rip omegle btw (qfeast next please qfeast nex)

one must imagine sisyphus on qfeast dot com

doing my hair has no business being so stressful istg if i blindly tie this fuckass bow wrong again im gonna commit a heinous crime

dilemma of the day: i am addicted to caffeine and want a coffee however im on my period and coffee will make me even more miserable

life updatesxd
-ive taken up sewing for some silly reason. i make stuffed animals
-as mentioned i finished crime and punishment this morning. currently about 1/3rd through the bell jar rn.
-uhh currently can’t sleep bc my uterus is killing itself and i am nauseous and in agony all i can currently do is sit on the couch and pray my heating pad doesnt give me first degree burns again
-recording session on wednesday for a theme song for a show:p
-idk whats going on w school atp See More ive barely had class in two weeks bc most of my professors have been on strike
-played at a show on tuesday which was neat
-post show, went on an impulsive wander-date, whatever it was, around the city w the person im currently smitten with. wonderful time, gave them a private concert by the lakeside and we talked about books and astrology. once im no longer uhhh impaired we’re going to the museum

finished crime and punishment it was so good

this weird fuckk in my EMD class was literally mansplaining feminism it was so funny

today i wore my hair in braids tied w ribbons and this old man comes up to me in a coffee joint and starts telling me i remind him of his dead wife who wore ber hair like that when she was my age

gonna wage war w whoever lives next to me she forcibly throws up like three times a day and its loud and annoying

i feel so pretty rn