on October 26, 2023
life updates:
-midterms are going to be the end of me i am dying i am dead
-had a panic attack during a voice lesson and had to leave
-currently running on 5 hours of sleep and a double shot of espresso im so sleepy and the weather is making me even sleepier
-binged over the garden wall last weekend such a cutie show
-my cold is going away thank GOD
-first orchestra performance on flute tonight im gonna shit and fart and cry i have a solo See More
-in a few days im going on the date ive been planning for four months:p
- think i hurt my back probably from carrying music gear around the city and also bc i keep picking up my friend i feel like an old lady
-midterms are going to be the end of me i am dying i am dead
-had a panic attack during a voice lesson and had to leave
-currently running on 5 hours of sleep and a double shot of espresso im so sleepy and the weather is making me even sleepier
-binged over the garden wall last weekend such a cutie show
-my cold is going away thank GOD
-first orchestra performance on flute tonight im gonna shit and fart and cry i have a solo See More
-in a few days im going on the date ive been planning for four months:p
- think i hurt my back probably from carrying music gear around the city and also bc i keep picking up my friend i feel like an old lady
on October 25, 2023
so confused ab my advertisements lately. what did i search thats making my phone advertise crocs with stuffed animals glued to them, a 59 dollar used washcloth, and a tee shirt that says “my bitch got autism”
on October 24, 2023
on October 24, 2023
on October 23, 2023
finished 2 assignments today. also have an evil cold rn nlt like a bad one i just want my not to not be raw
on October 22, 2023
ab to be late to class bc i stood up too fast and almost fell over and realized i have had nothing to eat today but the bottom half of a bagel this morning ooops
on October 20, 2023
on October 20, 2023
for the love of god do not take 18 hours of classes in college i have 0 free time. when im not in class im working on homework. i still don’t have time to finish everything. midterms are next week and i an falling so far behind + im getting a cold i think and im pissed ab it UGHHHH
on October 20, 2023
went to trader joes and the person behind the counter had the same name as the person im seeing ???? ive literally never seen that name anywhere else
on October 20, 2023
i need an award for having the most chaotic love life jesus
none of this even MATTERS i haven’t as much as thought ab her since i graduated high school 😭 im grown + im happy in my current situation why is she still making problems 2 years later
on October 19, 2023
j found out that my friend’s weird ex from high school still hates me bc i wrote a “dirty poem” about him and “stole” him from her (said poem was about the guilt that comes with liking someone whos in a relationship. yea there was a dirty line ab fantasizing but like ???its a stupid poem i wrote when i was 17. im 20 now sorry you were the second choice ig that See More is not my problem.
on October 19, 2023
on October 19, 2023
friend of mine saw me in peets and for some reason he came up and slapped the window and i almost dropped my coffee
on October 19, 2023
on October 18, 2023