
i cant wait to see that video of me slowly opening an altoids tin to reveal a single tab in my snapchat memories eveey year
on December 28, 2023

life updatessss teehee
-parents visited for a couple days :p we hung out n got breakfast n coffee
-what im like 99% sure is endometriosis bc it runs in my family and theres like nothing else it could be probably is starting to flare up again real bad lowkey wish the doctors
would actually come up w a solution thats not birth control
-haven’t seen gf since friday<\3 was gonna try to hang w them yesterday but she hasn’t been feeling well i rly hope its nothing serious
-christmas See More was cool i got sewing supplies and 2 jellycats
-loving the book im reading currently
-working on cleaning my apartment
-parents visited for a couple days :p we hung out n got breakfast n coffee
-what im like 99% sure is endometriosis bc it runs in my family and theres like nothing else it could be probably is starting to flare up again real bad lowkey wish the doctors
would actually come up w a solution thats not birth control
-haven’t seen gf since friday<\3 was gonna try to hang w them yesterday but she hasn’t been feeling well i rly hope its nothing serious
-christmas See More was cool i got sewing supplies and 2 jellycats
-loving the book im reading currently
-working on cleaning my apartment
on December 26, 2023

the need for constant reassurance + feeling that everyone absolutely hates you has gotta be the worst part of bpd. i feel like a child crying for attention
on December 22, 2023

this website is still insane to me tbh like in 2015 we were on here getting groomed and starting some of the most insane, bitter arguments we’ve ever been in over literal cartoon characters and now we’re actually grown adults who have jobs and pay taxes and some of us are starting families it’s insane to me

oh, to be 12 again and roleplaying weird pokemon sex with an actual pedophile on qfeast dot com and thinking the biggest issue in my life is that someone posted me on the Things You Just CAN’T Stand! page
on December 20, 2023
on December 20, 2023

on December 20, 2023

on December 19, 2023

finished the trial today + started the idiot by dostoyevsky

i <3 russian literature its so good (ironically enough my gf studies creative writing + is from russia)
on December 17, 2023
on December 17, 2023

on December 13, 2023

yah life updates
-finals week blah<\3 being a music major is so stupid wym i have a creep radiohead due tomorrow
-orchestra concert next week so excited i <3 the flute
-me n the person ive been seeing are actually a thing now they r very cool and i like them sm
-ordered a cool sweater
-my hair is finally getting noticeably longer n im so excited, over summer for some reason i decided to bob it and thin it out a lot and i miss having a mane
-been prepping a lot of cookie dough See More lately for the holidays:p
-i wasted 5 dollars on a shitty bagel that tasted like onions for some reason (it was not supposed to taste like onions) it was gross and i was so sad i was looking forward to enjoying that bagel
-tomorrow is the earliest sunset and i am SO excited its been getting dark so early here why did they put a city here its literally the worst spot climate wise being on the edge of the time zone and right next to a lake
-finals week blah<\3 being a music major is so stupid wym i have a creep radiohead due tomorrow
-orchestra concert next week so excited i <3 the flute
-me n the person ive been seeing are actually a thing now they r very cool and i like them sm
-ordered a cool sweater
-my hair is finally getting noticeably longer n im so excited, over summer for some reason i decided to bob it and thin it out a lot and i miss having a mane
-been prepping a lot of cookie dough See More lately for the holidays:p
-i wasted 5 dollars on a shitty bagel that tasted like onions for some reason (it was not supposed to taste like onions) it was gross and i was so sad i was looking forward to enjoying that bagel
-tomorrow is the earliest sunset and i am SO excited its been getting dark so early here why did they put a city here its literally the worst spot climate wise being on the edge of the time zone and right next to a lake
on December 07, 2023