more updates
-allergies during finals week as a music major r EVIL
-job interview tomorrow might die
-had an emetophobia scare at trader joes on saturday bc some kid threw up i didnt catch anything tho
-another emetophobia scare today my gf n i were hanging out n she started feeling real sick and i was like “ok maybe ill call u an uber !” i actually am proud of myself bc even when she was like “im gonna move to the curb so if i throw up its not on the sidewalk” i went with her See More and kept rubbing her back and stuff (she ended up not doing it while i was there but im still proud that i didnt freak out and run off) im still sorta scared ill catch smth bc we kissed
-orchestra was so fun today, me n the guitar players pretended to pass a joint around when it hit 4:20 which was so funny
-ive felt so pretty lately
-allergies during finals week as a music major r EVIL
-job interview tomorrow might die
-had an emetophobia scare at trader joes on saturday bc some kid threw up i didnt catch anything tho
-another emetophobia scare today my gf n i were hanging out n she started feeling real sick and i was like “ok maybe ill call u an uber !” i actually am proud of myself bc even when she was like “im gonna move to the curb so if i throw up its not on the sidewalk” i went with her See More and kept rubbing her back and stuff (she ended up not doing it while i was there but im still proud that i didnt freak out and run off) im still sorta scared ill catch smth bc we kissed
-orchestra was so fun today, me n the guitar players pretended to pass a joint around when it hit 4:20 which was so funny
-ive felt so pretty lately
on May 02, 2024
sorry snufkin the franz kafka hyperfixation is going crazy rn
on May 01, 2024
i woke up and immediately put the smiths on, thats how todays going so far
on May 01, 2024
i wonder what owen’s up to now (hopefully in therapy and if not, in prison) the older i get in hindsight the way he treated me was INSANE
i was like 12 roleplaying pokemon smut with this FULLY GROWN ADULT MAN bc he would threaten to kill himself if i didnt
on April 30, 2024
on April 30, 2024
men who go out of their way to hate on taylor swift r so weird
@mayonnaise they bitch about how “obsessed” her fans are when they’re just as obsessed only the other way
on April 29, 2024
on April 29, 2024
on April 29, 2024
on April 26, 2024
being a songwriter is so funny im literally a professional yapper and ppl think its cool
on April 25, 2024
on April 25, 2024
gonna yap ab one more small thing i love yapping but talking ab the norah war of 2022 reminded me if this one time i caught a roly poly and posted it on my story (not even a close up) and she FREAKED OUT bc bugs r her trigger like… u draw the line at bugs but it was totally cool for u to non consensually tell me n my friends ur disgusting fantasies ok
id get it if it were a close up or detailed pic of a bug but bro its a roly poly and it was j on my hand in a selfie it looked lile⚫️
on April 25, 2024
on April 25, 2024
going off to war (3 hour orchestration class) soon help
on April 25, 2024
recent updates HEHEHE
-my classes keep getting canceled and its kinda nice but startingggg to get annoying like broo im paying for this
-got an for a job i really really want
-period came hella early im dying
-got to see my gf yesterday but she felt gross so we didn’t do that much (i also didn’t freak out when she said she was nauseous which is CRAZY bc usually i go full fight or flight and i was only a bit anxious) (we dont think its anything contagious, the weather’s been See More bad and she’s sensitive to that)
-registering for classes today and sorta annoyedddd bc registration started on monday for some people n mine doesnt start til noon today so all the classes i want r prob gonna be full:/ i hate registration sm
-[TUCA AND BERTIE SPOILERS] me n my gf finished tuca and bertie (ive already watched it but she hadnt) and god i forgot how weird the season finale is did they really HAVE to have tuca give birth to bertie
-my classes keep getting canceled and its kinda nice but startingggg to get annoying like broo im paying for this
-got an for a job i really really want
-period came hella early im dying
-got to see my gf yesterday but she felt gross so we didn’t do that much (i also didn’t freak out when she said she was nauseous which is CRAZY bc usually i go full fight or flight and i was only a bit anxious) (we dont think its anything contagious, the weather’s been See More bad and she’s sensitive to that)
-registering for classes today and sorta annoyedddd bc registration started on monday for some people n mine doesnt start til noon today so all the classes i want r prob gonna be full:/ i hate registration sm
-[TUCA AND BERTIE SPOILERS] me n my gf finished tuca and bertie (ive already watched it but she hadnt) and god i forgot how weird the season finale is did they really HAVE to have tuca give birth to bertie
on April 24, 2024
i only still use qfeast bc i can satisfy my bitter angry ‘i wanna post ab this online but i wont bc the ppl i dont want to see it will see it’ urges
anywaysss i need to stop holding grudges probably bc why do i care but recently i cant stop thinking ab that one girl i was friends with late 2021-mid 2022 who was chill until she started being gross and overly sexual in this groupchat we were in (she was like 14-16 at the time while the rest of us were like 16-18 through the duration See More of it all) and i blew up at her once bc she started talking about wanting the literal worst thing that’s ever happened to me to happen to her which was really gross and then she got pissy w me for calling her out and started causing problems so i called her out on social media (stupid choice but this girl was a freak) and she sent her grown millennial sister who also dresses like a baby and probably is also into the same freak ass discord kitten lolita shit as her sister to threaten me and try to get cops sent to my house which didnt work bc they thought i lived in a different state
anywaysss i need to stop holding grudges probably bc why do i care but recently i cant stop thinking ab that one girl i was friends with late 2021-mid 2022 who was chill until she started being gross and overly sexual in this groupchat we were in (she was like 14-16 at the time while the rest of us were like 16-18 through the duration See More of it all) and i blew up at her once bc she started talking about wanting the literal worst thing that’s ever happened to me to happen to her which was really gross and then she got pissy w me for calling her out and started causing problems so i called her out on social media (stupid choice but this girl was a freak) and she sent her grown millennial sister who also dresses like a baby and probably is also into the same freak ass discord kitten lolita shit as her sister to threaten me and try to get cops sent to my house which didnt work bc they thought i lived in a different state
@mayonnaise bro is trying to be a singer yet cant handle criticism at all💀 shes going to get DRAGGED in the music biz good lord
on April 26, 2024
@mayonnaise i apologized for being so mean in retaliation bc i felt bad and she was like “well its not ok bc u tried to ruin my career” (bc i told people what she said to me) like girl you said it not me😭
on April 25, 2024
on April 24, 2024
i think this is account is tied to the email i use to apply to jobs💀 if any potential employers (mostly coffee places) r seeing this i am a hard worker im good with people i can learn fast i know how to operate an espresso machine and can tell the difference between a latte and a cappuccino also i have a septum piercing and tattoos pleaseee hire me (please please please please please please please please)
on April 23, 2024
sometimes bpd makes me actually want to shoot myself in the head but im glad i have the most understanding gf
on April 16, 2024
sometimes i b like “im a little upset ab this but no big deal ahahaha” n then i go and put on radiohead
on April 15, 2024
updates tbh
-finally warming up in the city!!
-friday is me n my gf’s 4 month anniversary !!!!!
-got offered a full length folk set (!!!!!) for my school’s music festival
-cant believe the semester is almost over
-i bleached a few chunks of my hair (will post a picture)
-still seeking a job. having 0 luck so far unfortunately, i had 2 interviews and i think i fumbled the first one big time bc i was scared and the second turned me away bc i dont have 1+ years of food service See More experience (it was listed as an entry level position)
-finally warming up in the city!!
-friday is me n my gf’s 4 month anniversary !!!!!
-got offered a full length folk set (!!!!!) for my school’s music festival
-cant believe the semester is almost over
-i bleached a few chunks of my hair (will post a picture)
-still seeking a job. having 0 luck so far unfortunately, i had 2 interviews and i think i fumbled the first one big time bc i was scared and the second turned me away bc i dont have 1+ years of food service See More experience (it was listed as an entry level position)
on April 10, 2024