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-almost had the lamest bday ever lowkey i woke up at 5 to watch the sunrise and it wasnt worth it at all and the coffee place had 0 pastries and i almost didn’t get to see my gf bc she was sorta sick yesterday (not like badly it was j stress and sleep deprivation and an allergy attack but she’s quite fragile)
-i have my first job interview ever tomorrow!!!! superrrr nervous since its a customer service job and i have never had a job ever (my only customer See More service experience is volunteer work/concession stands)
-the weather is so bad here rn overcast is the worst
-im so tired i stayed up til 1 yesterday bc my gf was here late and i was contemplating letting her stay over but i got scared the ibuprofen would wear off and she’d feel sick again and that makes me anxious (emetophobia) (even tho she just had aches and a stuffy nose and possibly a slight fever which she j gets randomly for no reason??)
-almost had the lamest bday ever lowkey i woke up at 5 to watch the sunrise and it wasnt worth it at all and the coffee place had 0 pastries and i almost didn’t get to see my gf bc she was sorta sick yesterday (not like badly it was j stress and sleep deprivation and an allergy attack but she’s quite fragile)
-i have my first job interview ever tomorrow!!!! superrrr nervous since its a customer service job and i have never had a job ever (my only customer See More service experience is volunteer work/concession stands)
-the weather is so bad here rn overcast is the worst
-im so tired i stayed up til 1 yesterday bc my gf was here late and i was contemplating letting her stay over but i got scared the ibuprofen would wear off and she’d feel sick again and that makes me anxious (emetophobia) (even tho she just had aches and a stuffy nose and possibly a slight fever which she j gets randomly for no reason??)
on March 26, 2024
on March 25, 2024
recently
-my gf and i hit 3 months yayyyy so excited to spend spring w her !!!!!
-midterms are awful this semester and im lowkey beefing with one of my professors rn bc he yaps too much and was really rude to my friend
-i can’t believe im turning 20 in 10 days????what?????
-hyperfixating on hozier BIG TIME rn
-i woke up at 5:30 the other day to catch the sunrise over the lake (SOOOO worth it)
-my gf and i hit 3 months yayyyy so excited to spend spring w her !!!!!
-midterms are awful this semester and im lowkey beefing with one of my professors rn bc he yaps too much and was really rude to my friend
-i can’t believe im turning 20 in 10 days????what?????
-hyperfixating on hozier BIG TIME rn
-i woke up at 5:30 the other day to catch the sunrise over the lake (SOOOO worth it)
on March 16, 2024
ik denk dat nederlands is geen echte taal ☹️☹️☹️
on March 15, 2024
just to make things clear when wildflower and barley is put im going to be 90000x more annoying about liking hozier😁😁😁
on March 14, 2024
fid anyone ever come clean ab those ‘fuckshanked’ ‘fuckfuck’ ‘fuckbrea’ etc accounts who would come on here and harass me constantly ab allegedly pretending to kill myself for attention i thought it was kendall but it was def someone who was in the discord
i still wonder about that sometimes 😭 afaik it wasn't any1 in the discord server tho but sheesh it was fuckked up
on March 08, 2024
i sent them an ip grabber link and it said they were near orlando which would make sense w it being kendall too but her ass was not in the discord
on March 06, 2024
on March 06, 2024
saw a meme about that one sandy cheeks picture with the taxi and have been thinkinf ab it all day☹️
on March 05, 2024
i ran into that guy i rejected in october this morning and he is still pissy about it
on March 05, 2024
the dutch found qfeet guys run
on March 02, 2024
life.!update.!
-parents visited over the weekend which was kool
-im so slammed with work and have no motivation to do it, spring semester slump is real
-it was 70 degrees here which is INSANE
-mom is getting surgery on thursday
-was gonna play a show tonight but didnt go bc my gf wasn’t feeling too good and i was too sad ab it to go
-turning 20 in less than a month See More
-getting a nintendo switch on thursday so excited to play breath of the wild again (early bday present from grandma)
-me and the girl went on a fun little outing the other day, we saw a coyote
-parents visited over the weekend which was kool
-im so slammed with work and have no motivation to do it, spring semester slump is real
-it was 70 degrees here which is INSANE
-mom is getting surgery on thursday
-was gonna play a show tonight but didnt go bc my gf wasn’t feeling too good and i was too sad ab it to go
-turning 20 in less than a month See More
-getting a nintendo switch on thursday so excited to play breath of the wild again (early bday present from grandma)
-me and the girl went on a fun little outing the other day, we saw a coyote
on February 28, 2024
taking pictures w my gf is so funny bc she always looks sorta like shes being held at gunpoint but like i promise shes just a little camera shy
on February 16, 2024
instagram j threatened to delete me for telling a terf to quit being a miserable cuntt womp womp personally i would like to tie all of them to the train tracks
@VinnyMcginny2112 i put “british people☹️” under a paul mccartney post and they banned me from commenting for a week
on February 16, 2024
on February 15, 2024
on February 15, 2024
happy valentines day if i get ONE “im going to kms” in response to any mention of my gf i will shoot them with a gun
on February 14, 2024
on February 14, 2024
emetophobia is the stupidest phobia bc throwing up is a regular human body function but my brain is like “lol actually id rather kill myself”
on February 07, 2024
shoutout to my girlfriend (i only passed this bc theyre buddhist and i listen to them talk ab it)
Discover Buddhismpassed
Great!
10 correct questions out of 11. The passing score mark is 7
on February 01, 2024
life updates raaaaaah
-classes started yayyyy
-im playing a gig next thursday:D
-i quit labeling myself a while ago but idkk lowkey think im gonna start identifying as lesbian again tbh idk every connection ive had w a man has either felt so superficial and forced or was something completely unattainable and likee i don’t feel like i have to force myself to be comfortable with ppl who arent men idk
-speaking of which me n my gf have almosttt made it to 2 months eeeek im so See More excited shes so coooooool
-ate a really good bagel earlier
-i have a messed up tooth n im so anxious about it for some reason
-almost done with the idiot (the book) n its so good. my gf is actually reading a different one of his books rn so thats also cute.
-classes started yayyyy
-im playing a gig next thursday:D
-i quit labeling myself a while ago but idkk lowkey think im gonna start identifying as lesbian again tbh idk every connection ive had w a man has either felt so superficial and forced or was something completely unattainable and likee i don’t feel like i have to force myself to be comfortable with ppl who arent men idk
-speaking of which me n my gf have almosttt made it to 2 months eeeek im so See More excited shes so coooooool
-ate a really good bagel earlier
-i have a messed up tooth n im so anxious about it for some reason
-almost done with the idiot (the book) n its so good. my gf is actually reading a different one of his books rn so thats also cute.
on January 27, 2024