recent lore???
-playing 2 or 3 shows in the next few weeks lmao one is opening for a bigger chi based artist at a pretty popular bar lmao im scared
-been seein my friends loads which is cool!!!
-i forgot about my cash tips for several days and finally remembered today, i got 32 dollars lmao
-bought a new tote bag and it has a zipper pocket (my old one had a pocket on the outside so i was always hella paranoid ab losing things, putting this here bc its important enough to mention!!!) See More
-currently terrified that im getting a cold can it wait for 2 days until i play my show on thursday lmao (also could be allergies tho, its more of a scratchy throat than sore and my eyes/nose have been HELLALALAAAA itchy for days)
-ate a whole boston cream danish myself and now i have to wait to sleep bc if i don’t ill wake up nauseous lmao
-playing 2 or 3 shows in the next few weeks lmao one is opening for a bigger chi based artist at a pretty popular bar lmao im scared
-been seein my friends loads which is cool!!!
-i forgot about my cash tips for several days and finally remembered today, i got 32 dollars lmao
-bought a new tote bag and it has a zipper pocket (my old one had a pocket on the outside so i was always hella paranoid ab losing things, putting this here bc its important enough to mention!!!) See More
-currently terrified that im getting a cold can it wait for 2 days until i play my show on thursday lmao (also could be allergies tho, its more of a scratchy throat than sore and my eyes/nose have been HELLALALAAAA itchy for days)
-ate a whole boston cream danish myself and now i have to wait to sleep bc if i don’t ill wake up nauseous lmao
kafka
im prob only this skinny bc not even exaggerating prob 1/3 of my diet consists of coffee (when i get hungry at work i fix myself a coffee bc if i actually eat i’ll be tired lmao) (today i was sooooo dizzy and shaky this is probably why)
on August 14
kafka
ive had like 5 customers comment smth about how “its a wonder i’m so tiny working w all those pastries (referring to my weight lmao im freakishly tall)
on August 14
on August 14
i am seeing bladee on august first 2024
on July 27
recent updates
-ex gf started dating the “friend” of mine who went after her immediately after we split which im really not cool with
-my boss accidentally overpaid me and i got hella scared but its cool and im just gonna not clock in my next shift so it balances out
-had band rehearsal yesterday which was neat i screamed my head off
-seein some friends later
-went to a party a few days ago which was neat
-ex gf started dating the “friend” of mine who went after her immediately after we split which im really not cool with
-my boss accidentally overpaid me and i got hella scared but its cool and im just gonna not clock in my next shift so it balances out
-had band rehearsal yesterday which was neat i screamed my head off
-seein some friends later
-went to a party a few days ago which was neat
on July 26
alsoo doin sm better ab the breakup dont get me wrong i am devastated and hella disappointed in the “friend” who’s pursuing her bc who fuckingg does that but every once in a while i remember smth like how she pinned me down with my arms out crucifix style and kissed me 39 times (bc thats how many times they whipped jesus) and how she used to literally go flying if i as much as touched her lower back bc she was super ticklish and how she had this odd slightly sweaty almost earthy?? See More smell?? like she smelled like dirt but not in a musty way she smells like digging in the dirt as a child
on July 23
been a while…
-i love my job so much guys im
not scheduled this week (average barista schedule moment) and genuinely im devastated
-found a sandwich i like at work also, im so picky but guys CHICKEN RED PEPPERS AND PESTO!!!!
-made muffins for a party last night and then got crunk brea party arc is alive and well (in moderation)
-i made a band lmao
-i love my job so much guys im
not scheduled this week (average barista schedule moment) and genuinely im devastated
-found a sandwich i like at work also, im so picky but guys CHICKEN RED PEPPERS AND PESTO!!!!
-made muffins for a party last night and then got crunk brea party arc is alive and well (in moderation)
-i made a band lmao
on July 23
thinkibg ab when me n my friends saw crywank together (2nd time seeimg crywank) n we smoked like 5 joints between the 3 of us and called it “highwank” and at the end of the night my stupid ass got stuck in a tree and then we went to 7/11 and bought like $20 worth of snacks
on July 20
best weight loss straregy: wlw breakup (ive lost a ridiculous amount of weight and i think my body is actually starting to shut down)
on July 16
never understood kinning til i rewatched tuca and bertie, i am ACTUALLY bertie songthrush on a level thats actually atrocious
-works in a patisserie
-got diddled by a coach-figure at a summer camp thing and that warped my entire perception of intimacy
-ok so this doesn’t count anymore unfortunately but my ex gf lovesss architecture (speckle coded)
-bertie’s parents are…literally mine ??
-bakes for fun
-got diddled by a coach-figure at a summer camp thing and that warped my entire perception of intimacy
-ok so this doesn’t count anymore unfortunately but my ex gf lovesss architecture (speckle coded)
-bertie’s parents are…literally mine ??
-bakes for fun
on July 16
on July 16
literally witnessed a robbery today?? was in a park n these 3 guys in ski masks n hoodies showed up n i was like “huh” and sat there for a good 30 seconds while they went up to some guy n took something from him ran n he chased after them n then i realized what was going on and left LMFAO cant a gal get blitzed in peace
on July 14
made coffee for some guy named jared earlier today and my brain immediately jumped to “who’s jared? what’s pegged?” and it took every ounce of strength in my body not to giggle
on July 14
got atrociously, diabolically high and climbed a tree (3/4 of a bigass spliff😭 plus i havent smoked much in months) i also have not eaten much of anything since like monday and i’m pretty much waiting for my body to give out complete atp
on July 11
updates
-i feel like ive been replaced but apparently it doesnt count since they're not acting on their feelings and its only sligghtly??? im so fuckking hurt especially bc the person they’re thinking ab rebounding with confessed feelings less than 2 weeks after finding out we split and has clearly been waiting for us to break up and ive been saying that for months now. we were also still seeing one another just without the pressure of a relationship and she seemed to wuit reciprocating See More the moment thus person jumped in. im also devastated bc i thought this person was a rly good friend. we used to birdwatch together and had plans to write together bc theyre a rly talented songwriter. i cut her off after finding out and im also mourning that friendship.
-considering buying cigarettes again just to get this over with faster lmao
-work is cool tho
-also my friends r cool
-and ive been writing songs about it
-im just so exhausted and i dont think it will get better and i feel like im gonna inevitably die of malnutrition soon i have not been anywhere near this skinny since i started high school my face is starting to hollow out and i look like a ghost god i just want to feel pretty again
-i feel like ive been replaced but apparently it doesnt count since they're not acting on their feelings and its only sligghtly??? im so fuckking hurt especially bc the person they’re thinking ab rebounding with confessed feelings less than 2 weeks after finding out we split and has clearly been waiting for us to break up and ive been saying that for months now. we were also still seeing one another just without the pressure of a relationship and she seemed to wuit reciprocating See More the moment thus person jumped in. im also devastated bc i thought this person was a rly good friend. we used to birdwatch together and had plans to write together bc theyre a rly talented songwriter. i cut her off after finding out and im also mourning that friendship.
-considering buying cigarettes again just to get this over with faster lmao
-work is cool tho
-also my friends r cool
-and ive been writing songs about it
-im just so exhausted and i dont think it will get better and i feel like im gonna inevitably die of malnutrition soon i have not been anywhere near this skinny since i started high school my face is starting to hollow out and i look like a ghost god i just want to feel pretty again
on July 10
does anyone remember that one person i forget their name but they made that one post that was like “i am an ultimately rare aries and im the only aries in the world and aries are friends with leprechauns…” and it kept going i NEED that post!!!!its been deleted im pretty sure and its driving me crazy that i cant remember it😭
on July 08
spoilers x
finally watched south park pandemic special😭 randy bestiality arc is insane
finally watched south park pandemic special😭 randy bestiality arc is insane
on July 08