signed up for a songwriting class bc that’s what i do and then realized that it’s actually gonna have me write songs in specific formats and i can’t just,, write
identikit
@girlfailure THIS!!!
on September 02, 2023
fujoshi
no cuz i did the same thing w my weight lifting class.... i signed up for weight lifting because i wanted to lift weights!!!! and the class actually has a structure and specific ways to do things wtf!!!!
on September 02, 2023
identikit
this is what i need to do to get better but i’m very much free verse when it comes to my music, so i am Scared
on September 01, 2023
on September 01, 2023
on September 01, 2023
the impact of pretty privilege on neurodivergent girls (anyone really, but mostly girls) needs to be studied bc 2
wtf.
ESPECIALLY in high school i was always labeled as weird and crazy. people would hang out with me bc i was funny, felt bad for me, or just wanted in on the drama, but that’s really all there was to it. i remember absolutely destroying my entire friend group sophomore year over a guy who, in hindsight, was completely and totally mid and not very nice to me but that’s See More besides the point. that was four years ago and now i’m in college but for some reason i’m not weird and crazy anymore and people want to be around me almost TOO much. absolutely nothing changed!! i got diagnosed w bpd which made me a little more aware of my behavior but i’m not even medicated for that. the only other difference is my appearance. i learned how to dress, my waist got slimmer, my hips got wider, and i got bangs. that’s what decides the difference between “weird crazy bitch” and manic pixie dream girl apparently.
wtf.
ESPECIALLY in high school i was always labeled as weird and crazy. people would hang out with me bc i was funny, felt bad for me, or just wanted in on the drama, but that’s really all there was to it. i remember absolutely destroying my entire friend group sophomore year over a guy who, in hindsight, was completely and totally mid and not very nice to me but that’s See More besides the point. that was four years ago and now i’m in college but for some reason i’m not weird and crazy anymore and people want to be around me almost TOO much. absolutely nothing changed!! i got diagnosed w bpd which made me a little more aware of my behavior but i’m not even medicated for that. the only other difference is my appearance. i learned how to dress, my waist got slimmer, my hips got wider, and i got bangs. that’s what decides the difference between “weird crazy bitch” and manic pixie dream girl apparently.
no deadass people only like me bc my autism is overpowered by being thin and good at hair and makeup😭
on September 02, 2023
on September 01, 2023
on August 31, 2023
on August 31, 2023
i bought this dumb little crochet beanie w cat ears and stars and originally i bought it just to wear around occasionally bc it’s sorta :3 and i wasn’t sure how ppl r gonna feel ab tyat but every time i wear it i get so many compliments so i’m making it a thing
on August 31, 2023
OH MY GOD NOTFLOWEY AND PUNNYTORIEL
ALSO THAT ONE UNDYNE THE UNDYING KID THAF WAS LIKE 9 AND RANDOMLY DECIDED WE WERE BEST FRIENDS AND I WAS LIKE 14 AT THE TIME
on August 27, 2023
on August 27, 2023
maryanxtailsdoll
this lore was crazy and overlooked but she was on her when i was like,, 11 and idk how old she was but significantly older than me and she dragged me into a bunch of weird creepypasta nsfw roleplays and then pretended to kill herself
on August 27, 2023
on August 27, 2023
2015-2018 qfeast was just facebook for people who got bullied in middle school and i stand by that
on August 27, 2023
really miss the days when my biggest life problem was someone calling me cringe on qfeast dot com
on August 27, 2023
my memories of early qfeast are very hazy but the gothicskittlescupcake lore was insane tbh i remember we fought on and off for years over stupid things
on August 27, 2023
derpyderpjuice and their weird total drama island dupe story that had this whole hellsite in a chokehold like four years ago
on August 27, 2023
tw//body dysmorphia i guess but lately i’m realizing i literally have no idea why my body actually looks like and i’ve always just thought that was normal for some reason. like i look in the mirror yeah that’s me whatever but i see myself in candid photos and it’s so weird because i always feel like i look much bigger in the mirror
on August 27, 2023
when classes start i prob won’t b on here as often (thank god) my instagram is @brewwea just please tell me who you are
on August 27, 2023
