
sillie updates:
-performed again on tuesday and everyone REALLY liked it
-orchestra is going great. flute is hard to learn but i’m definitely learning!! director’s putting me on flute
-will hopefullyyyyy be going on a second date with s***** soon possibly in a week
-lowkey today was sorta ass one kf my “friends” apparently had a MASSIVE crush on me and now he hates me bc i mentioned that i’m seeing somebody. for some reason he thinks i’m dating my friend k*****??? idk where See More he even got that???. we walk/sit together sometimes, i have his guitar pick for some reason, and today i patted him on the back today bc he wasn’t feeling well and that is the extent of our relationship. but yeah dude cut us both off LOL
-history class was boring for once tbh we watched a documentary and k***** decided to go home and sleep (completely valid tho hope the homie’s feeling better soon🙏)
-had a panic attack bc my stomach hurt most of the day and it felt different than normal so i fully gaslit myself into thinking i had a stomach virus but i think i’m fine now it’s been over 12 hours since it first started and i think it’s j bc i had a coffee for breakfast maybe idk
-yeah
-performed again on tuesday and everyone REALLY liked it
-orchestra is going great. flute is hard to learn but i’m definitely learning!! director’s putting me on flute
-will hopefullyyyyy be going on a second date with s***** soon possibly in a week
-lowkey today was sorta ass one kf my “friends” apparently had a MASSIVE crush on me and now he hates me bc i mentioned that i’m seeing somebody. for some reason he thinks i’m dating my friend k*****??? idk where See More he even got that???. we walk/sit together sometimes, i have his guitar pick for some reason, and today i patted him on the back today bc he wasn’t feeling well and that is the extent of our relationship. but yeah dude cut us both off LOL
-history class was boring for once tbh we watched a documentary and k***** decided to go home and sleep (completely valid tho hope the homie’s feeling better soon🙏)
-had a panic attack bc my stomach hurt most of the day and it felt different than normal so i fully gaslit myself into thinking i had a stomach virus but i think i’m fine now it’s been over 12 hours since it first started and i think it’s j bc i had a coffee for breakfast maybe idk
-yeah

identikit
i think he might have given me a cold i’m so mad
on October 08, 2023
on October 06, 2023

art school is insane in high school i was literally unapproachable i can not believe i literally have people fighting over me

on October 06, 2023
on October 06, 2023

no one talks about the feeling of power when the teacher asks if anyone knows where someone is and you know
on October 06, 2023

i had coffee for breakfast and then classes back to back for like 5 hours today and legit stood up so fast i almost passed out

immediately after i stood up the teacher asked me if i knew where my friend was (we have class together before this) and i j stood there like mitch mcconnell at the press conference
on October 06, 2023
on October 06, 2023

identikit uploaded a photo
yesterday’s fit bc it was quite a slay
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on October 04, 2023

people when my ocd isn’t just ‘organize everything perfectly” ocd but also “wash my hands til they bleed” ocd and also “has to listen to hozier before bed or can’t sleep” ocd

i also have “has to go to the bathroom at least three times before bed” ocd regardless of whether i even need to, like even if i j walk in there for a second and stand there. it needs to be done idk
on October 04, 2023
on October 04, 2023

when can i change my username
on October 04, 2023

october is a good month for music wtff. new boygenius. my friend is dropping a 21 song album. i’m going to see mustard service again. crazy
on October 01, 2023

ive had a secret crush on florence welch since like 2018 but it’s not a secret anymore now
on October 01, 2023

identikit uploaded a photo
took a hit played flute by the lake and ate a croissant
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on October 01, 2023

princessporcelaindoll
on September 30, 2023

my identity crisis completely went away when i decided that labels r silly and i can just call myself queer and be done with it and not have to bounce back and forth between bi and lesbian bc i can’t decide if i rly like dudes or not
on September 28, 2023