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; Complain ;

“Among the days where I feel pain,
I weirdly do not feel the need to complain.
At first, I strangely felt at home in this void,
But at the end of the day, I just felt paranoid.
I lodge the thought in my mind,
That I could just make time rewind. See More
I know it’s a false sense of security,
And I know you probably won’t understand this poem's extreme obscurity.
I look to the sky and see the birds fly,
I hope one day to fly with them, on the day I die.”

- Rayne Collier, September 29, 2023

; [ [ M.I.A. ] ] ;

I woke up on the grass underneath the weeping willow, and I had fallen asleep.
I looked at the sky and saw a deep black sky, the Sun waving the flag of defeat.
The shining sun burns my eyes, but still, I stare into the beautiful sunny rays.
I look to the east, where I see phantom lay.
My ghostly cat, Phantom’s, fur shines from the rays.
I call her back to me, but she turns back, See More
I cry, never forgetting her beautiful fur, that I’ll never see again, my memory now can’t remember her eyes.
I promised I’d never leave her side until my blood runs cold and we both die.
“I named her Mia for ‘missing in action’” My nana joked,
“I’ll never see or hear Phantom again.” I said as my voice broke.
This just shows the name Mia really did fit,
At her memorial shrine, my favorite candle in remembrance, finally had the courage to become lit.

“ = Ghosting = ”

The haunting memories of you laughing with me,
All from which, I try and flee.
I left you flowers on your doorstep that day,
But I watched you pick them up and just throw them away.
I watched your phantomic heart, smile away when you looked at him,
My hopes for your love, hanging onto a whim. See More
You probably just felt bad for me,
Even though you should’ve just left me be.
I’m ghosting everyone now, not knowing who has just kept me around,
The staring and the whispering so loud, I wish I had just drowned.
The people around me, disappearing one by one,
Watching them disappear is kinda fun.