I'm really scared for tomorrow. And it's not even the assembly, it's just the planning for it and printing out the idol masks. :/
on February 08, 2016
My mum came into my room before she went to work, and I asked if I could borrow the charger. She gave it to me and told me to give it back tomorrow, so I can still be online now. I hope I can be online for the rest of the week until I get a new charger. :/
on February 07, 2016
I just broke my charger, and now I'm annoyed because if I don't have anything to charge my tablet and phone with, I won't be able to listen to Mika or post about my day. And I really need to this week, because of everything I'm worried about this week.
I hope I can borrow my mum's charger or something. I'll try and ask to borrow it tomorrow, because she's going to work now, and if I ask my dad for his charger, he'll take my tablet away and look through it while he's charging See More it. :/
I hope I can borrow my mum's charger or something. I'll try and ask to borrow it tomorrow, because she's going to work now, and if I ask my dad for his charger, he'll take my tablet away and look through it while he's charging See More it. :/
on February 07, 2016
Me: *asks someone what they said five times and still doesn't understand*
Me: *recognises any Mika song at any time no matter how faint it is*
Me: *recognises any Mika song at any time no matter how faint it is*
on February 07, 2016
I just watched the Hurts music video, and it's perfect. The message is really good, and I like it. ?
One thing that I don't understand is why Mika is the one depicted as the bully in some of the scenes, but then also acts as the victim in the rest of the video. I feel like he's trying to show how bullying can hurt people, but I'm not sure. :/
One thing that I don't understand is why Mika is the one depicted as the bully in some of the scenes, but then also acts as the victim in the rest of the video. I feel like he's trying to show how bullying can hurt people, but I'm not sure. :/
@jenesaispas
Yeah. Someone on Tumblr said to me that he was trying to help the girl put her books away after her shift at the library, but I don't think that's right, because the girl runs away and acts hurt. And then there's that scene where he punches that boy in the arm and he pretends to laugh, but then runs away and seems hurt as well. :/
Yeah. Someone on Tumblr said to me that he was trying to help the girl put her books away after her shift at the library, but I don't think that's right, because the girl runs away and acts hurt. And then there's that scene where he punches that boy in the arm and he pretends to laugh, but then runs away and seems hurt as well. :/
on February 05, 2016
on February 05, 2016
It turns out that Mika didn't release the Hurts music video at midnight, and he released it today while I was at school because he's in Greece at the moment and the time zone is different. ?
I'm going to watch it now, though. ?
I'm going to watch it now, though. ?
on February 05, 2016
OH MY GOSH. MIKA IS RELEASING THE HURTS MUSIC VIDEO AT MIDNIGHT TONIGHT. ??
It's going to be about bullying too, and I feel like I'm really going to love it. It's probably going to be one of my favourites of his music videos, and I might even love it as much as I love the Popular Song music video. ?
I'm really excited for it. ?
It's going to be about bullying too, and I feel like I'm really going to love it. It's probably going to be one of my favourites of his music videos, and I might even love it as much as I love the Popular Song music video. ?
I'm really excited for it. ?
on February 04, 2016
Today was okay. ?
on February 04, 2016
Today was okay. And the teacher forgot that we had to make masks of our idols in form, so I didn't have to do that. ?
on February 03, 2016
My mum was going to let me stay off school today because I have a cold, but then she remembered that I have an exam today and now I still have to go to school and print out a picture of my idol in form. :/
on February 03, 2016
Today was okay, apart from a few things.
In form, the teacher was talking about the assembly, and she got a piece of paper and told everyone to write down their name and who their idol was. I had to write something first, and the teacher asked me who my idol was. I said I didn't know, and then TheDoctorsQueen told her that I couldn't do the assembly because I can't speak at school. Then the teacher said that I didn't have to talk, but I still had to wear a mask with my idol's See More face on it to join in with the assembly. I felt like crying, because I really couldn't do the assembly, and nobody understood why I couldn't do it.
And on the way home from school, TheDoctorsQueen and I were sitting in the car while my mum was going to pick up my little brother, and TheDoctorsQueen was scrolling through her music. Then suddenly I heard the intro to Heroes, and I felt sick. Then TheDoctorsQueen pressed pause, and she laughed and said that she had downloaded it by accident. I knew it wasn't an accident, though, and even if it was, she had to have listened to Heroes to download it. And at lunch, she was singing the song and knew all the words, but I showed it to her in 2014, and she had to have heard it since then to know the lyrics, because she wasn't really paying attention the first time I showed it to her. Then she deleted Heroes, but I don't think she actually did, because after she 'deleted' the song, it still said 'Heroes by Mika, from The Origin of Love' where the song was. I think I saw more Mika songs on her phone as well, and I think she's pretending she isn't a fan, but secretly listens to him. I was trying so hard not to cry while I was in the car with her, because I was really upset. I was angry because she was a fake fan, but I'm more hurt because out of all the Mika songs she could listen to, she just had to pick the one that saved my life and means more to me than any other song. Heroes means so, so much to me, and it's the one song that I love more than the rest of Mika's songs. I listen to it whenever I'm feeling suicidal or worthless, and it has saved my life so many times. And TheDoctorsQueen knows this, so I don't know why she would even think it would be okay to do something like that. Maybe I'm being pathetic and overreacting, but it really does hurt.
I just feel horrible today. :/
In form, the teacher was talking about the assembly, and she got a piece of paper and told everyone to write down their name and who their idol was. I had to write something first, and the teacher asked me who my idol was. I said I didn't know, and then TheDoctorsQueen told her that I couldn't do the assembly because I can't speak at school. Then the teacher said that I didn't have to talk, but I still had to wear a mask with my idol's See More face on it to join in with the assembly. I felt like crying, because I really couldn't do the assembly, and nobody understood why I couldn't do it.
And on the way home from school, TheDoctorsQueen and I were sitting in the car while my mum was going to pick up my little brother, and TheDoctorsQueen was scrolling through her music. Then suddenly I heard the intro to Heroes, and I felt sick. Then TheDoctorsQueen pressed pause, and she laughed and said that she had downloaded it by accident. I knew it wasn't an accident, though, and even if it was, she had to have listened to Heroes to download it. And at lunch, she was singing the song and knew all the words, but I showed it to her in 2014, and she had to have heard it since then to know the lyrics, because she wasn't really paying attention the first time I showed it to her. Then she deleted Heroes, but I don't think she actually did, because after she 'deleted' the song, it still said 'Heroes by Mika, from The Origin of Love' where the song was. I think I saw more Mika songs on her phone as well, and I think she's pretending she isn't a fan, but secretly listens to him. I was trying so hard not to cry while I was in the car with her, because I was really upset. I was angry because she was a fake fan, but I'm more hurt because out of all the Mika songs she could listen to, she just had to pick the one that saved my life and means more to me than any other song. Heroes means so, so much to me, and it's the one song that I love more than the rest of Mika's songs. I listen to it whenever I'm feeling suicidal or worthless, and it has saved my life so many times. And TheDoctorsQueen knows this, so I don't know why she would even think it would be okay to do something like that. Maybe I'm being pathetic and overreacting, but it really does hurt.
I just feel horrible today. :/
@Bleeding_Blue_Fire
Yeah, but I don't want anyone else to know about that song. It's quite personal for me, and it means a lot to me so I don't really want to be sharing it with people in real life that I don't like. And I can't do the assembly because I can't talk at school, as I said in the post.
Yeah, but I don't want anyone else to know about that song. It's quite personal for me, and it means a lot to me so I don't really want to be sharing it with people in real life that I don't like. And I can't do the assembly because I can't talk at school, as I said in the post.
on February 02, 2016
on February 02, 2016
Contestant on The Voice France: This is a hard choice. . .I don't know who to pick to be my mentor.
Mika: Choose someone who will challenge you. Don't choose to do this the easy way.
Zazie: You should choose me, because I'm the only girl here. I'll help you to focus more, and if you pick one of the boys, they'll just try to flirt with you.
Mika: But there's no danger of that with me!
It makes me really happy how Mika is so open about his sexuality now and is comfortable with See More who he is. In interviews from earlier in his career, he always used to ask interviewers to change the subject or say that he didn't want to talk about it when they asked about his sexuality. But now he always talks about it in interviews, and he uses it to make jokes and stand up for what he believes in on social media. He seems much happier and more confident than he was before, and I'm proud of him for that. ❤
Mika: Choose someone who will challenge you. Don't choose to do this the easy way.
Zazie: You should choose me, because I'm the only girl here. I'll help you to focus more, and if you pick one of the boys, they'll just try to flirt with you.
Mika: But there's no danger of that with me!
It makes me really happy how Mika is so open about his sexuality now and is comfortable with See More who he is. In interviews from earlier in his career, he always used to ask interviewers to change the subject or say that he didn't want to talk about it when they asked about his sexuality. But now he always talks about it in interviews, and he uses it to make jokes and stand up for what he believes in on social media. He seems much happier and more confident than he was before, and I'm proud of him for that. ❤
on February 02, 2016
Today in my English exam, I had to write a story about the war, and I wrote a story based on Heroes. I actually called it Heroes too, and I used some of the lyrics from the song in it. ?
@SpinnerZ
Haha, it would be funny if that happened. Once I was talking to my friend about Mika at school, and the English teacher laughed and asked me who I was talking about. I feel like she knows who he is. ?
Haha, it would be funny if that happened. Once I was talking to my friend about Mika at school, and the English teacher laughed and asked me who I was talking about. I feel like she knows who he is. ?
on February 01, 2016
Laugh if the Examiners read the lines like "Ahh, this girl has taste in music" then give you a real high grade XD
on February 01, 2016
on February 01, 2016
Today was okay.
Also, I went to see the school nurse again, and she read my post from Tuesday from the screenshots on SkyDoesMinecraft Girl's phone. She talked to me about each thing that happened, and she asked me why the boy and girl talking about self harm in Drama affected me. I told her that I self harm, and she said it was okay, because my other problems were a lot bigger that that and I don't do it as often as I used to. Then she gave me tips on how to handle my panic See More attacks, and she said that if I'm anxious about something, I should breathe in for four seconds, then breathe out for eight seconds and keep doing that until I'm calm. Then she asked me if I overthink and panic about things a lot, and I said yes. Then she said that she needed to refer me to the doctor's so that I could get the help I need, because she thinks that I really do have severe anxiety, and she said that my situation was something that she couldn't sort out. But she said that she would need to talk to my mum about it and ask her for consent. I said that I really didn't want her to call my mum, and she told me to think about it for next week. Then the bell went, and I didn't have enough time to talk to her about what Perfume Girl said to me before form on Thursday.
So, yeah. :/
Also, I went to see the school nurse again, and she read my post from Tuesday from the screenshots on SkyDoesMinecraft Girl's phone. She talked to me about each thing that happened, and she asked me why the boy and girl talking about self harm in Drama affected me. I told her that I self harm, and she said it was okay, because my other problems were a lot bigger that that and I don't do it as often as I used to. Then she gave me tips on how to handle my panic See More attacks, and she said that if I'm anxious about something, I should breathe in for four seconds, then breathe out for eight seconds and keep doing that until I'm calm. Then she asked me if I overthink and panic about things a lot, and I said yes. Then she said that she needed to refer me to the doctor's so that I could get the help I need, because she thinks that I really do have severe anxiety, and she said that my situation was something that she couldn't sort out. But she said that she would need to talk to my mum about it and ask her for consent. I said that I really didn't want her to call my mum, and she told me to think about it for next week. Then the bell went, and I didn't have enough time to talk to her about what Perfume Girl said to me before form on Thursday.
So, yeah. :/
on February 01, 2016
I just remembered that exams are starting tomorrow, and I have three on the same day. Before the start of every exam, everyone has to hand over their phone so that the teachers can put them all in a box and stop anyone from cheating or making noises with their phone. I don't want to hand over my phone, because I don't want to get up in front of everyone and give it to the teacher, and people will probably steal it from the box when everyone gets up to get their phone.
So I might See More not be able to take it to school to show the school nurse my screenshots. I could hide my phone at the bottom of my bag and not hand it over, but I would be worried about it making noises, and the teachers will probably check everyone's bags. :/
So I might See More not be able to take it to school to show the school nurse my screenshots. I could hide my phone at the bottom of my bag and not hand it over, but I would be worried about it making noises, and the teachers will probably check everyone's bags. :/
on February 01, 2016
I'm scared for tomorrow.
On Friday, SkyDoesMinecraft Girl messaged me saying that she had taken screenshots of Tuesday's wall post, and she said that she was going to go with me to the school nurse tomorrow and show her the screenshots of what happened to me to prove that I actually do get bullied. She also read about me feeling bad when that boy and girl were talking about self harm in Drama, so she definitely knows about it now. I thought she would be mad at me, but she was See More really nice about it, and she said that we would talk to the school nurse about me self harming as well. I don't really want to go, and I'm really anxious about it, but I'm going because I want to try and get help.
We're also going to talk to the school nurse about Perfume Girl as well, because she's done something horrible to both of us this week. There was the thing with her on Thursday for me, and on Friday, Perfume Girl literally called SkyDoesMinecraft Girl an ugly rat, said she was going to bomb her house and told her to sign up to Weight Watchers. She did this for no reason, and it was just disgusting and really rude.
I think I'm going to take a screenshot of Thursday's post to show the school nurse as well, because I want to tell her that I have panic attacks, but I didn't know how to tell her about it before. It would also help to show how I actually get bullied, too. :/
On Friday, SkyDoesMinecraft Girl messaged me saying that she had taken screenshots of Tuesday's wall post, and she said that she was going to go with me to the school nurse tomorrow and show her the screenshots of what happened to me to prove that I actually do get bullied. She also read about me feeling bad when that boy and girl were talking about self harm in Drama, so she definitely knows about it now. I thought she would be mad at me, but she was See More really nice about it, and she said that we would talk to the school nurse about me self harming as well. I don't really want to go, and I'm really anxious about it, but I'm going because I want to try and get help.
We're also going to talk to the school nurse about Perfume Girl as well, because she's done something horrible to both of us this week. There was the thing with her on Thursday for me, and on Friday, Perfume Girl literally called SkyDoesMinecraft Girl an ugly rat, said she was going to bomb her house and told her to sign up to Weight Watchers. She did this for no reason, and it was just disgusting and really rude.
I think I'm going to take a screenshot of Thursday's post to show the school nurse as well, because I want to tell her that I have panic attacks, but I didn't know how to tell her about it before. It would also help to show how I actually get bullied, too. :/
@Galactic_Noodles
She wasn't nice last time, though, because of when she said that people bully me for a reason and that it was my fault. And she's not allowed to tell anyone, it's part of her job to make sure everything is confidential. :/
And it's okay, I forgot about it anyway. ?
She wasn't nice last time, though, because of when she said that people bully me for a reason and that it was my fault. And she's not allowed to tell anyone, it's part of her job to make sure everything is confidential. :/
And it's okay, I forgot about it anyway. ?
on February 01, 2016
on February 01, 2016
My letter speech thing for celebrating 9 years of Mika's career:
Dear Mika,
Nine years ago today, Grace Kelly was number one in the UK charts. Nine years ago today, you had your first hit single. And nine years ago today, you became a proper artist.
I wasn't part of the fandom when it happened, as I was only five years old then, but I liked hearing Grace Kelly on the radio. I remember it being really popular over here in England, and I remember the whole Life in Cartoon Motion See More era and how everyone loved your music.
Anyway, I'm just so proud of you for achieving so much in the nine years of your career. I've only been here for a year and a half, but you've done so much in that time. You've helped refugees in Syria, donated blood to sick children, organised a lot of charity events and auctions, released your fourth album and donated half of the money made from it to UNICEF, had fun days out for children with cancer, took a stand against homophobia, went on tour, etc. Even though people rejected you when you first set out to become an artist, you didn't let that stop you, and look at where you are now. I wish I could be just like you one day.
You're such an amazing person, Mika. You're probably one of the nicest artists in the music industry, and you're so kind to all of your fans, regardless of how they look, where they are from, etc. You are such a genuine and wonderful human being, and you're really generous as well. I feel like if everyone was like you, everyone would be a much better person.
And your fandom is probably the best thing that has ever happened to me. I've made so many new friends through your music, and if I didn't discover you, I wouldn't have discovered some of my best internet friends. I love how the fandom is like a small, international family. It's really diverse, and everyone is so lovely. So thank you for giving me so many new friends.
Also, I wouldn't even be here right now if it wasn't for you. You and your music saved my life, and you mean so, so much to me. Whenever I feel upset after a bad day at school, I just listen to your songs and I feel a lot better. It's strange how someone can do so much for you and even save your life without knowing about it. But that's exactly what you did for me, and I don't even know where I'd be if I wasn't a fan of you. You are my everything.
I haven't been here for you from the start, but I promise I'll be here until the end. Thank you so much for everything, Golden Boy. I love you, Mika.
~ Victoria/MikasPrincess ❤
Dear Mika,
Nine years ago today, Grace Kelly was number one in the UK charts. Nine years ago today, you had your first hit single. And nine years ago today, you became a proper artist.
I wasn't part of the fandom when it happened, as I was only five years old then, but I liked hearing Grace Kelly on the radio. I remember it being really popular over here in England, and I remember the whole Life in Cartoon Motion See More era and how everyone loved your music.
Anyway, I'm just so proud of you for achieving so much in the nine years of your career. I've only been here for a year and a half, but you've done so much in that time. You've helped refugees in Syria, donated blood to sick children, organised a lot of charity events and auctions, released your fourth album and donated half of the money made from it to UNICEF, had fun days out for children with cancer, took a stand against homophobia, went on tour, etc. Even though people rejected you when you first set out to become an artist, you didn't let that stop you, and look at where you are now. I wish I could be just like you one day.
You're such an amazing person, Mika. You're probably one of the nicest artists in the music industry, and you're so kind to all of your fans, regardless of how they look, where they are from, etc. You are such a genuine and wonderful human being, and you're really generous as well. I feel like if everyone was like you, everyone would be a much better person.
And your fandom is probably the best thing that has ever happened to me. I've made so many new friends through your music, and if I didn't discover you, I wouldn't have discovered some of my best internet friends. I love how the fandom is like a small, international family. It's really diverse, and everyone is so lovely. So thank you for giving me so many new friends.
Also, I wouldn't even be here right now if it wasn't for you. You and your music saved my life, and you mean so, so much to me. Whenever I feel upset after a bad day at school, I just listen to your songs and I feel a lot better. It's strange how someone can do so much for you and even save your life without knowing about it. But that's exactly what you did for me, and I don't even know where I'd be if I wasn't a fan of you. You are my everything.
I haven't been here for you from the start, but I promise I'll be here until the end. Thank you so much for everything, Golden Boy. I love you, Mika.
~ Victoria/MikasPrincess ❤
on January 30, 2016
I just realised that yesterday was 9 years since Mika became famous, and I didn't write my speech thing for it. ?
I'm going to post one in a few minutes. ?
I'm going to post one in a few minutes. ?
on January 30, 2016