Today was okay, apart from Owl Boy and his friend making fun of me in Drama and throwing pens at me.
on March 29, 2016
Mika - Diamonds On The Soles Of Her Shoes (Paul Simon cover)
Mika performs a Paul Simon classic on Elton John's piano. Featured in BBC Radio 2's 'Mika: The Art of Song' Discover more here: http://www.bbc.co.uk/programm...
on March 29, 2016
This is Mika's cover of the song that Talk About You was based on that I missed. ?
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=kd7BUXka3ME
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=kd7BUXka3ME
Mika : I only want to be with you ( Dusty Springfield cover )
Da BBC radio2
on March 29, 2016
I just remembered that tomorrow at school I have English, and I have to sit next to that boy again that made fun of me last time. And I have Drama as well, which is going to be scary. :/
on March 29, 2016
SkyDoesMinecraft Girl just messaged me saying that her family has a secret or something, and she said that she asked them if she could tell me, but apparently she's not allowed to because her family doesn't like me.
I feel hated, and now I'm probably going to just feel like I'm not wanted whenever I go to her house. :/
I feel hated, and now I'm probably going to just feel like I'm not wanted whenever I go to her house. :/
on March 29, 2016
Guys, I'm back now! It turned out okay, because my dad didn't really say very much about Mika while his radio show was on. He just talked to the radio when Mika asked questions a few times. He did make fun of Mika's accent twice, but luckily he didn't say anything really bad about him.
Also, I only got to hear about half an hour of Mika's show, and I had to get out of the car when Mika was about to do a cover, which was kind of annoying. He was going to do a cover of the song See More that Talk About You was inspired by, which was probably amazing. But I can listen to it online now, and I'm just glad that nothing bad happened.
Also, I only got to hear about half an hour of Mika's show, and I had to get out of the car when Mika was about to do a cover, which was kind of annoying. He was going to do a cover of the song See More that Talk About You was inspired by, which was probably amazing. But I can listen to it online now, and I'm just glad that nothing bad happened.
on March 28, 2016
I'm about to go downstairs now to go out somewhere with my dad and listen to Mika's radio show in the car. I hope it turns out okay, because I'm scared. :/
on March 28, 2016
And I just found out that my mum and my little brother want to stay at home, so now I have to listen to Mika's radio show in the car with my dad. This will be even worse, because my dad is going to say things about Mika and ask me if I'm a fan of him. :/
on March 28, 2016
I JUST FOUND OUT THAT THE RADIO SHOW IS THE SECOND PART OF THE ART OF SONG, AND MIKA WILL BE DOING COVERS OF SONGS. ??
on March 28, 2016
Mika's radio show is today at 12pm. I'm excited, but I'm also kind of scared because my parents are going to insult him and ask me if I'm a fan of him.
on March 28, 2016
I was just singing We Are Golden on one of my karaoke Wii games, and I just noticed that there are about five wrong lyrics in the song on it. So I tried to sing the right lyrics, and I lost points for it.
The lyrics are probably wrong because his accent is sometimes hard to understand, though. :/
The lyrics are probably wrong because his accent is sometimes hard to understand, though. :/
on March 27, 2016
There's a hope that's waiting for you in the dark, and you should know you're beautiful just the way you are. And you don't have to change a thing, the world could change its heart. No scars to your beautiful, we're stars and we're beautiful. ?
on March 27, 2016
I'm feeling bad at the moment.
Today I was in a shop with my grandma, and the lady working at the till used to be a dinner lady at my primary school. She said hello to me, and I didn't say hello back to her. Then she said, "You never change, do you, Victoria? You still don't speak to people." I felt like crying, and then when I was in the car with my grandma on the way home, she called me a disappointment, which made me feel even worse.
And I just got home, and I started crying See More as soon as I got in my room, because I felt awful and everything is just horrible right now. :/
Today I was in a shop with my grandma, and the lady working at the till used to be a dinner lady at my primary school. She said hello to me, and I didn't say hello back to her. Then she said, "You never change, do you, Victoria? You still don't speak to people." I felt like crying, and then when I was in the car with my grandma on the way home, she called me a disappointment, which made me feel even worse.
And I just got home, and I started crying See More as soon as I got in my room, because I felt awful and everything is just horrible right now. :/
@MobileDorkestra
Aww, I'm sorry. I know how much that hurts. Just try to forget about what she said about them, and listen to Owl City or do something else that makes you happy to distract yourself. But don't think about doing anything bad, because it's not worth it and you're better than that.
Aww, I'm sorry. I know how much that hurts. Just try to forget about what she said about them, and listen to Owl City or do something else that makes you happy to distract yourself. But don't think about doing anything bad, because it's not worth it and you're better than that.
on March 26, 2016
on March 26, 2016
Person: *is nice to me*
Me: Popular, I know about popular.
Me: Popular, I know about popular.
on March 25, 2016
Why is everyone suddenly commenting on the picture of my lip gloss collection that I uploaded years ago? Five people just commented on it, and it's from ages ago, so I don't know how everyone just found it at the same time. And I have hundreds more lip glosses now, so my old collection really wasn't as big as everyone is saying it was. ?
@MysticMedievalSamuraiPrincess
Haha, that's okay. But how come seven people have commented on it today now? ?
Haha, that's okay. But how come seven people have commented on it today now? ?
on March 26, 2016
on March 25, 2016
@MysticMedievalSamuraiPrincess
Haha, it's not a bad thing. I was just wondering how everyone just decided to look at that one picture from ages ago all at the same time. ?
Haha, it's not a bad thing. I was just wondering how everyone just decided to look at that one picture from ages ago all at the same time. ?
on March 25, 2016
on March 25, 2016
Today was okay, apart from the supply teacher making fun of people with Asperger's in form this morning. :/
@Rose_the_hedgehog
People with Asperger's are usually bad at feeling empathy for other people, though.
People with Asperger's are usually bad at feeling empathy for other people, though.
on March 24, 2016
WAIT. (Sorry. School) IM PROBABLY THE MOST SYMPATHETIC PERSON IN THE WORLD AND HES SAYING I/ WE DONT GIVE A SHIT!? >=O
on March 24, 2016
@Rose_the_hedgehog
He said that they were all horrible people, and that all people with Asperger's laugh at bad things happening to other people. :/
He said that they were all horrible people, and that all people with Asperger's laugh at bad things happening to other people. :/
on March 24, 2016
on March 24, 2016
Today was a bad day.
In Music, I was playing the keyboard, and Goldfish Girl asked me to move. I couldn't move, because I had been told to work at that keyboard, so I just moved my chair. Then this boy sat next to me started making fun of me, and he laughed at me because I didn't move to a different keyboard. Then him and these other boys kept switching the keyboard off when I was in the middle of playing a song, and they kept pressing the keys. I very nearly had a panic attack, See More but I managed to calm myself down. I just felt horrible.
In English, I was doing my work, and this boy had to move seats to sit next to me. He kept trying to get me to talk to him, and when I didn't talk to him, he turned round to this other boy and they started making fun of me. They kept calling me ignorant and making jokes about that fact that I don't talk, and I almost started crying. Then they kept asking me questions, and they asked me if I liked doing speeches in front of the whole school, and I started to have a panic attack. I couldn't stop shaking, and my chest hurt and I felt like I was about to cry. It was just horrible, and they kept making fun of me even though this girl on my table actually asked them to leave me alone. Then they kept saying things like, "Wow, Victoria won't stop talking!" and, "Victoria's distracting me, she won't shut up!" Then one of the boys said, "Damn, Victoria, back at it again with not talking!" and then he shouted to the teacher and said, "I think we need to exclude Victoria from this school, because she won't be quiet!" I felt absolutely awful, and I was trying so hard not to cry because what they were saying really hurt. I was so relieved when the lesson was over.
In form, Twerking Bat Boy was joking about self harm, and he told someone to start self harming. It was really triggering, because I already felt like doing it because of everything that happened before, and it just made it worse. I felt really horrible when he mentioned it as well, because whenever someone talks about self harm, I feel as if everyone knows that I do it and is looking at me. It basically just made me feel even worse than I already did.
So, yeah. :/
In Music, I was playing the keyboard, and Goldfish Girl asked me to move. I couldn't move, because I had been told to work at that keyboard, so I just moved my chair. Then this boy sat next to me started making fun of me, and he laughed at me because I didn't move to a different keyboard. Then him and these other boys kept switching the keyboard off when I was in the middle of playing a song, and they kept pressing the keys. I very nearly had a panic attack, See More but I managed to calm myself down. I just felt horrible.
In English, I was doing my work, and this boy had to move seats to sit next to me. He kept trying to get me to talk to him, and when I didn't talk to him, he turned round to this other boy and they started making fun of me. They kept calling me ignorant and making jokes about that fact that I don't talk, and I almost started crying. Then they kept asking me questions, and they asked me if I liked doing speeches in front of the whole school, and I started to have a panic attack. I couldn't stop shaking, and my chest hurt and I felt like I was about to cry. It was just horrible, and they kept making fun of me even though this girl on my table actually asked them to leave me alone. Then they kept saying things like, "Wow, Victoria won't stop talking!" and, "Victoria's distracting me, she won't shut up!" Then one of the boys said, "Damn, Victoria, back at it again with not talking!" and then he shouted to the teacher and said, "I think we need to exclude Victoria from this school, because she won't be quiet!" I felt absolutely awful, and I was trying so hard not to cry because what they were saying really hurt. I was so relieved when the lesson was over.
In form, Twerking Bat Boy was joking about self harm, and he told someone to start self harming. It was really triggering, because I already felt like doing it because of everything that happened before, and it just made it worse. I felt really horrible when he mentioned it as well, because whenever someone talks about self harm, I feel as if everyone knows that I do it and is looking at me. It basically just made me feel even worse than I already did.
So, yeah. :/
on March 23, 2016
OH MY GOSH. ??
MIKA IS GOING TO BE DOING A RADIO SHOW ON BBC RADIO 2 NEXT MONDAY. AND IT'S ON A BANK HOLIDAY, SO I CAN LISTEN TO IT. ??
The only bad thing is that it starts at 12pm, so I might have to listen to it in the car with my parents. And then I'll have to listen to them making fun of him, and that's just going to be horrible. It will also be bad because if I have to listen to it with my parents, then I won't be able to fangirl because of them being there, and I'll probably See More just be sat there trying not to cry or laugh. It's kind of annoying how Mika always does radio shows at times when I have to go out somewhere with my parents, because then I have to pretend that I've never heard of him and that I don't remember his songs. ?
I'm really excited for the radio show anyway though, because I love Mika's interviews on BBC Radio 2, and the fact that he's starting to do more things in the UK again just makes me really happy. ??
MIKA IS GOING TO BE DOING A RADIO SHOW ON BBC RADIO 2 NEXT MONDAY. AND IT'S ON A BANK HOLIDAY, SO I CAN LISTEN TO IT. ??
The only bad thing is that it starts at 12pm, so I might have to listen to it in the car with my parents. And then I'll have to listen to them making fun of him, and that's just going to be horrible. It will also be bad because if I have to listen to it with my parents, then I won't be able to fangirl because of them being there, and I'll probably See More just be sat there trying not to cry or laugh. It's kind of annoying how Mika always does radio shows at times when I have to go out somewhere with my parents, because then I have to pretend that I've never heard of him and that I don't remember his songs. ?
I'm really excited for the radio show anyway though, because I love Mika's interviews on BBC Radio 2, and the fact that he's starting to do more things in the UK again just makes me really happy. ??
@Rose_the_hedgehog
Because my parents are very strict and they don't let me be a fan of things. They always say that being a fan of things causes learning disabilities and takes over your mind, even though that's wrong.
Because my parents are very strict and they don't let me be a fan of things. They always say that being a fan of things causes learning disabilities and takes over your mind, even though that's wrong.
on March 23, 2016
Why can't you show that you like Mika? I don't even know who he is and I find that ridiculous.
on March 23, 2016
on March 23, 2016
One good thing happened today, though. When I got the egg after SkyDoesMinecraft Girl nominated me, I felt like I should nominate her too, because she does so much more for me than I do for her. So I said that I wanted to nominate her, and then SkyDoesMinecraft Girl said that I should go up to the teacher and tell her that. I didn't want to, but I eventually I made myself do it. I was really proud of myself afterwards, because I managed to go up to a teacher and talk to them. See More That might not seem like a very big achievement for anyone else, but it is for me, so I'm kind of happy about that.
on March 22, 2016
Today was mostly okay, apart from a few things.
In Art, we were in a different room with a supply teacher because our teacher was helping some Year 11 kids with their GCSE course work. I was sat at a table on my own, and these boys came and sat down on my table. I don't know why, because they hate me and there was another table that was completely empty. One of them kept asking me questions, and they all started making fun of me when I didn't answer him. They kept saying that See More I was ignoring him and laughing at me, and I very nearly started crying. I managed not to, though.
While I was waiting outside the English classroom, I was telling TheDoctorsQueen about how I had won a Creme Egg because SkyDoesMinecraft Girl nominated me to win one for being a good friend and helping her through bad things. I won it because there's a new thing at my school where you nominate people for being a 'good egg' and doing something to help others, and then they win an egg. Then HeyHoHereWeGo interrupted me, and he said, "What have you won that for? It's not like you even do anything to deserve it." That made me feel really bad, and it reminded me that I didn't deserve the egg, and I'm actually a really bad friend.
So, yeah. :/
In Art, we were in a different room with a supply teacher because our teacher was helping some Year 11 kids with their GCSE course work. I was sat at a table on my own, and these boys came and sat down on my table. I don't know why, because they hate me and there was another table that was completely empty. One of them kept asking me questions, and they all started making fun of me when I didn't answer him. They kept saying that See More I was ignoring him and laughing at me, and I very nearly started crying. I managed not to, though.
While I was waiting outside the English classroom, I was telling TheDoctorsQueen about how I had won a Creme Egg because SkyDoesMinecraft Girl nominated me to win one for being a good friend and helping her through bad things. I won it because there's a new thing at my school where you nominate people for being a 'good egg' and doing something to help others, and then they win an egg. Then HeyHoHereWeGo interrupted me, and he said, "What have you won that for? It's not like you even do anything to deserve it." That made me feel really bad, and it reminded me that I didn't deserve the egg, and I'm actually a really bad friend.
So, yeah. :/
on March 22, 2016
?
Yeah, I guess. ☺