Guys, I'm going on holiday tomorrow with SkyDoesMinecraft Girl, her mum, my mum and my little brother. There isn't any wifi in the caravan, and it's really expensive to get wifi. So I probably won't be online until Friday, because that's when I'm coming back. There's wifi in the restaurants and the places on the caravan site, though, and I'm going to be going to Blackpool Pleasure Beach again, and there's wifi there. I'll try to come online, but I might not be able to, because See More my mum will probably be watching me a lot of the time.
I'm still going to be online today, but I'm going on holiday tomorrow. Just telling you guys, so you know why I'm not online.
I'm still going to be online today, but I'm going on holiday tomorrow. Just telling you guys, so you know why I'm not online.
on April 10, 2016
Today was mostly okay, apart from a few things.
In form this morning, we got given our options. The teacher read out mine first, and I was kind of excited, because I thought I would get the choices that I wanted. But when the teacher read them out, she said that I had got all of my top choices apart from Geography, and I had got Food Tech instead. I was really upset then, because that meant that my future was basically ruined, and I needed to have Geography because it would help See More if I did become a journalist in the future. Then I listened while the teacher told everyone else what options they got, and everyone else got the choices that they wanted. All of the badly behaved kids got to do Geography, and I felt really bad because it reminded me of the fact that even the bad people at my school are better than me. Then TheDoctorsQueen started showing off about how she had got every subject she wanted, and I actually started crying then, because everything made me feel so bad. Nobody even noticed that I was crying, and I just felt awful.
In rewards (If you don't know what that is, it's basically when all of the people who get good reports get to watch a movie at the end of term instead of being in lessons), we were watching Inside Out, and when the movie finished, there was some time left, so we were allowed to talk. While I was talking to SkyDoesMinecraft Girl, this girl who was about 11 or 12 came over to me, and she said, "Isn't your name Victoria?" I nodded, but I was confused because I had never met this girl before, and she wasn't even in my year, so I didn't know how she could have known who I was. Then she said that her friend wanted to know if I would date him. I knew that it was a joke, because people always ask me out as a joke and say that their friend likes me. I also realised that they knew who I was because I'm known throughout the whole school as 'the girl that doesn't talk', and they were making fun of me like the older kids do when they see me in the corridors. They don't really know me, but they hear of me and make fun of me for what they've heard about me. Then SkyDoesMinecraft Girl yelled at them and said that I didn't want to talk to them, and I forced myself to shake my head when the girl asked if I would date her friend. Then the girl went back to her seat and laughed with her friend about what they had just done, and it just made me feel horrible. Then Diamond Girl started laughing, and she said that she thought it was really funny that people ask me out as a joke. That just made me feel even worse, and I just felt like everyone hated me.
So, yeah. :/
In form this morning, we got given our options. The teacher read out mine first, and I was kind of excited, because I thought I would get the choices that I wanted. But when the teacher read them out, she said that I had got all of my top choices apart from Geography, and I had got Food Tech instead. I was really upset then, because that meant that my future was basically ruined, and I needed to have Geography because it would help See More if I did become a journalist in the future. Then I listened while the teacher told everyone else what options they got, and everyone else got the choices that they wanted. All of the badly behaved kids got to do Geography, and I felt really bad because it reminded me of the fact that even the bad people at my school are better than me. Then TheDoctorsQueen started showing off about how she had got every subject she wanted, and I actually started crying then, because everything made me feel so bad. Nobody even noticed that I was crying, and I just felt awful.
In rewards (If you don't know what that is, it's basically when all of the people who get good reports get to watch a movie at the end of term instead of being in lessons), we were watching Inside Out, and when the movie finished, there was some time left, so we were allowed to talk. While I was talking to SkyDoesMinecraft Girl, this girl who was about 11 or 12 came over to me, and she said, "Isn't your name Victoria?" I nodded, but I was confused because I had never met this girl before, and she wasn't even in my year, so I didn't know how she could have known who I was. Then she said that her friend wanted to know if I would date him. I knew that it was a joke, because people always ask me out as a joke and say that their friend likes me. I also realised that they knew who I was because I'm known throughout the whole school as 'the girl that doesn't talk', and they were making fun of me like the older kids do when they see me in the corridors. They don't really know me, but they hear of me and make fun of me for what they've heard about me. Then SkyDoesMinecraft Girl yelled at them and said that I didn't want to talk to them, and I forced myself to shake my head when the girl asked if I would date her friend. Then the girl went back to her seat and laughed with her friend about what they had just done, and it just made me feel horrible. Then Diamond Girl started laughing, and she said that she thought it was really funny that people ask me out as a joke. That just made me feel even worse, and I just felt like everyone hated me.
So, yeah. :/
on April 07, 2016
The girl that wrote the fanfiction that I thought was a copy of mine just commented on one of my Instagram posts asking if I wrote Priceless, and she said that she loved it. I said thank you, and then I asked her if she'd seen the comment I left on the latest chapter of her fanfic. Then she replied saying that she hadn't seen it before, and that she didn't realise her story was so similar to mine. She said that it was one of her favourite stories on W attpad, and she wanted to See More write her own fanfic but accidentally made it a lot like mine because of how much she liked my fanfiction.
I'm such a horrible person. :/
I'm such a horrible person. :/
@MobileDorkestra
Thanks. . .I think I made the person who wrote the story feel bad, though. :/
Thanks. . .I think I made the person who wrote the story feel bad, though. :/
on April 07, 2016
on April 07, 2016
Today was okay. ?
on April 06, 2016
Mika is going to be releasing a DVD of his performance with the symphonic orchestra in Montreal on 27th May, and it's going to be called Sinfonia Pop. I'm excited because I might see it in shops, and someone might upload it to Youtube so I can watch it, but I'm also kind of sad because I won't be able to buy it.
on April 06, 2016
Today was a bad day.
In Science, I was doing my work, and the teacher asked me a question. I was scared, but I forced myself to answer the question, and I felt like everyone was looking at me. Then when it was the end of the lesson, this girl said, "Victoria! You actually spoke!" I suddenly felt horrible, and she kept yelling at me and telling her friends that I had said something. It made me feel awful, and I very nearly started crying. I managed not to, though.
In Art, we See More had a new seating plan, and I had to sit next to Owl Boy. When he sat down next to me, this boy behind him sarcastically said, "Wow, you're lucky." and Owl Boy said, "Yeah, I have to sit next to an empty space." That just reminded me of how I'm just invisible to everyone, and I'm not important in anyone's lives at all. I thought about how it wouldn't make a difference if I wasn't there, and it just made me feel horrible.
In English, I was doing my work, and these boys started making fun of self harm. One of them got a knife from somewhere, and they pretended to self harm. The other boys kept making jokes about it, and they kept passing the knife around and pretending to do it. Then this other boy who always makes fun of me started making fun of it as well, and when someone said something to him, he said, "Look at what you're making me do!" and he pretended to self harm. Then I felt as if everyone was looking at me, even though they weren't, and I felt like everyone knew that I self harmed. It just made me feel really bad.
So, yeah. :/
In Science, I was doing my work, and the teacher asked me a question. I was scared, but I forced myself to answer the question, and I felt like everyone was looking at me. Then when it was the end of the lesson, this girl said, "Victoria! You actually spoke!" I suddenly felt horrible, and she kept yelling at me and telling her friends that I had said something. It made me feel awful, and I very nearly started crying. I managed not to, though.
In Art, we See More had a new seating plan, and I had to sit next to Owl Boy. When he sat down next to me, this boy behind him sarcastically said, "Wow, you're lucky." and Owl Boy said, "Yeah, I have to sit next to an empty space." That just reminded me of how I'm just invisible to everyone, and I'm not important in anyone's lives at all. I thought about how it wouldn't make a difference if I wasn't there, and it just made me feel horrible.
In English, I was doing my work, and these boys started making fun of self harm. One of them got a knife from somewhere, and they pretended to self harm. The other boys kept making jokes about it, and they kept passing the knife around and pretending to do it. Then this other boy who always makes fun of me started making fun of it as well, and when someone said something to him, he said, "Look at what you're making me do!" and he pretended to self harm. Then I felt as if everyone was looking at me, even though they weren't, and I felt like everyone knew that I self harmed. It just made me feel really bad.
So, yeah. :/
on April 05, 2016
Today was okay, apart from one thing.
In Food Tech, everyone was sat wherever they wanted, and I didn't know where to sit. So I just went and sat on the table that I usually sat on, and this boy started yelling at me and saying that I couldn't sit there. I ignored them and sat there anyway, because I really didn't have anywhere else to sit. Then the boy and his friend sat down in the seats either side of me, and I was scared because I knew they had moved so they could make fun See More of me. They started making fun of me and saying things about me, and it was horrible. The table was full of people that bullied me a lot, and that made it worse, because I thought they were all just going to start asking me questions and trying to get me to talk to them. I was really scared, and I actually ended up crying and almost having a panic attack. Then the boy got his phone out, and he took a picture of himself with me and put it on Snapchat. His friend got his phone out as well, and they both started taking pictures of me and putting them on their stories. That just made me feel even worse, and I just felt horrible. I think everyone in the class saw the pictures of me on Snapchat as well, because everyone was laughing at something on their phones and talking to the boy and his friend about it.
So, yeah. :/
In Food Tech, everyone was sat wherever they wanted, and I didn't know where to sit. So I just went and sat on the table that I usually sat on, and this boy started yelling at me and saying that I couldn't sit there. I ignored them and sat there anyway, because I really didn't have anywhere else to sit. Then the boy and his friend sat down in the seats either side of me, and I was scared because I knew they had moved so they could make fun See More of me. They started making fun of me and saying things about me, and it was horrible. The table was full of people that bullied me a lot, and that made it worse, because I thought they were all just going to start asking me questions and trying to get me to talk to them. I was really scared, and I actually ended up crying and almost having a panic attack. Then the boy got his phone out, and he took a picture of himself with me and put it on Snapchat. His friend got his phone out as well, and they both started taking pictures of me and putting them on their stories. That just made me feel even worse, and I just felt horrible. I think everyone in the class saw the pictures of me on Snapchat as well, because everyone was laughing at something on their phones and talking to the boy and his friend about it.
So, yeah. :/
@Rose_the_hedgehog
Well, I can't speak to tell them that. And that would be a lie, and it would make me seem like a really horrible person. But thanks. :/
Well, I can't speak to tell them that. And that would be a lie, and it would make me seem like a really horrible person. But thanks. :/
on April 04, 2016
*hugs* I'm sorry. Can you tell them you don't speak because they don't deserve to hear your voice? =3
on April 04, 2016
on April 04, 2016
I just remembered something that happened on Friday in Maths.
When SkyDoesMinecraft Girl and I went into our Maths classroom, the teacher was having an argument with this Year 10 girl. When we sat down in our seats, we heard the teacher say, "You can't have everything your own way, Mika!" Then SkyDoesMinecraft Girl turned round to me and said, "Mika!" Then we started laughing, and I realised that the Year 10 girl was the person called Mika that everyone always talks about.
I See More wonder if she ever has people going up to her and singing Mika songs to her, because she has the same name as him. ?
When SkyDoesMinecraft Girl and I went into our Maths classroom, the teacher was having an argument with this Year 10 girl. When we sat down in our seats, we heard the teacher say, "You can't have everything your own way, Mika!" Then SkyDoesMinecraft Girl turned round to me and said, "Mika!" Then we started laughing, and I realised that the Year 10 girl was the person called Mika that everyone always talks about.
I See More wonder if she ever has people going up to her and singing Mika songs to her, because she has the same name as him. ?
on April 04, 2016
I just commented on that story asking the person who wrote it if they copied my story, because it was bothering me a lot. I said that I was sorry if they didn't copy it, but if they did copy it, then they should delete it. I explained how much my stories mean to me, and I'm hoping they'll understand.
I hope they don't think I'm rude or a horrible person because of the comment, though. :/
I hope they don't think I'm rude or a horrible person because of the comment, though. :/
@jenesaispas
I know she's read my fanfiction, because it's in her reading list. And her fanfiction still has almost the same storyline as mine. And yeah, but there actually aren't that many Mika fanfics about bullying nowadays. Most of them are just those ones where Mika falls in love with a girl in the crowd at his concert, and then they fall in love and get See More married. Which is unrealistic, but most people write like that. It's kind of like how Elika got really mad at me before because she thought my fanfic was a copy of hers, because we both started our stories with Mika as the new kid and wrote about bullying. And I feel like the person who wrote the story is ignoring my comment, because it's been a while since I commented it now, and they still haven't responded. :/
I know she's read my fanfiction, because it's in her reading list. And her fanfiction still has almost the same storyline as mine. And yeah, but there actually aren't that many Mika fanfics about bullying nowadays. Most of them are just those ones where Mika falls in love with a girl in the crowd at his concert, and then they fall in love and get See More married. Which is unrealistic, but most people write like that. It's kind of like how Elika got really mad at me before because she thought my fanfic was a copy of hers, because we both started our stories with Mika as the new kid and wrote about bullying. And I feel like the person who wrote the story is ignoring my comment, because it's been a while since I commented it now, and they still haven't responded. :/
on April 05, 2016
@jenesaispas
Yeah. Does it actually sound like my story, or am I just overreacting? :/
Yeah. Does it actually sound like my story, or am I just overreacting? :/
on April 04, 2016
on April 03, 2016
on April 03, 2016
on April 03, 2016
I just found this Mika fanfiction on W attpad, and the storyline and characters are the exact same as in my fanfic. The story is based in a secondary school in England, where Mika moves and is bullied for being different. Then the main character, who is the author of the story, sits next to him, and then they get to know each other in a Maths lesson and at break. Then in the next chapter, Mika asks the main character to meet him at the park so they can talk about their past together. See More This is literally the exact same storyline as my fanfic. The only difference is that the main character has a different name, and I really think that the person who wrote it copied my story.
It's really bothering me, because I don't want my story to be copied again like last time. My fanfiction means a lot to me, and I write in a very personal way where I base each of my characters on a part of my own personality, and I make them go through my own struggles in my stories. If other people write about their characters going through the things that the characters that represent myself go through, it's just wrong. But I don't really want to comment on their story about it, because I don't want to sound rude and I could be wrong. :/
It's really bothering me, because I don't want my story to be copied again like last time. My fanfiction means a lot to me, and I write in a very personal way where I base each of my characters on a part of my own personality, and I make them go through my own struggles in my stories. If other people write about their characters going through the things that the characters that represent myself go through, it's just wrong. But I don't really want to comment on their story about it, because I don't want to sound rude and I could be wrong. :/
on April 03, 2016
Everything turned out okay today, luckily. I managed to hide all of the things that I didn't want my parents to find in my school bag while my parents weren't upstairs, so they didn't end up finding out about anything. I'm really relieved and glad, because I was so worried about it. ☺
on April 03, 2016
on April 02, 2016
Guys, I'm so sorry that I'm online so late, and that I didn't post earlier. My parents were decorating my room today, and I thought that they would have found out that I like Mika because I left my tablet charging when I went to school, and when they unplugged it to paint my room, it would show notifications from my social media and about Mika. And I think they've been hiding my tablet from me, and they might have found out about Mika, because I've only just found it. I also thought See More that they would have found more personal things in my room that I wouldn't want them to find, and I was worried about that too.
I was really suicidal today, because I was so worried about what my parents were going to say to me, and I really wanted to die. I'm feeling a bit better now, but I still kind of feel like that, because I'm still scared even though my parents haven't mentioned anything to me yet. :/
I was really suicidal today, because I was so worried about what my parents were going to say to me, and I really wanted to die. I'm feeling a bit better now, but I still kind of feel like that, because I'm still scared even though my parents haven't mentioned anything to me yet. :/
@jenesaispas
Yeah, I guess. But on the way home from school in the car, my mum said that she had 'found a lot of interesting things in my room', and even if they didn't find anything, they probably will tomorrow. :/
Yeah, I guess. But on the way home from school in the car, my mum said that she had 'found a lot of interesting things in my room', and even if they didn't find anything, they probably will tomorrow. :/
on April 02, 2016
on April 02, 2016
Today was okay, apart from Bars and Melody Girl making fun of me today in History.
on April 02, 2016
You've got me jumping through a circle of fire, you've got me juggling everything that I care for. And in your world it's like a cage with a tiger, that's what the cuts and all the bruises are there for. ?
on April 01, 2016
So much on my mind, I think I think too much. Read between these lines, unspoken weight of words. ?
on April 01, 2016
In slow motion, can't seem to get where we're going. But the hard times are golden, cause they all lead to better days, and we're gonna be alright. ?
on April 01, 2016
Today was a bad day.
This morning, I went up to the English corridor and walked to form like I had been doing for the past few days, because of the room changes. But today there was nobody there, so I went to go and see if I was supposed to be in my old form room. When I got there, the sign saying that I wasn't allowed to go in was still there, so I thought that I wasn't supposed to be there. I went back up the stairs to the English corridor again to check if anyone was there See More yet, and nobody was there. I started to feel really scared, because I didn't know where I had to go, and I decided to just miss form, because I was too anxious to look for my form room again. Then my English teacher came out of her classroom, and she asked me if I was okay. I said that I didn't know where I was supposed to go, and she told me that my form teacher probably had her room back. So I went back to the old form room, even though I thought I shouldn't be in there. When I got there, everyone was in the old form room, and I felt so embarrassed and stupid.
In PE, I was waiting outside the changing rooms for the teacher to let everyone go in, and this boy said that he had never heard me speak. Then everyone started agreeing with the boy, and they all yelled at me and asked me questions. It was really horrible and overwhelming, and I very nearly started crying, but I tried really hard not to. And while this was happening, TheDoctorsQueen didn't try to help me or stand up for me, even though she heard everything. She just carried on talking to the popular people and laughing with them, and that just reminded me of the fact that I'm not important to anyone, and that nobody cares about me, which made it worse.
In History, the teacher told me to go and get the books from our normal classroom. I didn't want to, because I was scared that I would embarrass myself, but I forced myself to do it. When I brought them into the classroom, I dropped them all over the floor. I felt like everyone was laughing at me, and I was so embarrassed. Then I felt like I was going to cry, and I almost had a panic attack because I kept thinking about that and the thing that happened in PE, but I managed to calm myself down. I felt awful, though.
And SkyDoesMinecraft Girl was off school today, so she couldn't help me through anything, and I was really lonely all day because TheDoctorsQueen was just talking to the popular girls all day. :/
This morning, I went up to the English corridor and walked to form like I had been doing for the past few days, because of the room changes. But today there was nobody there, so I went to go and see if I was supposed to be in my old form room. When I got there, the sign saying that I wasn't allowed to go in was still there, so I thought that I wasn't supposed to be there. I went back up the stairs to the English corridor again to check if anyone was there See More yet, and nobody was there. I started to feel really scared, because I didn't know where I had to go, and I decided to just miss form, because I was too anxious to look for my form room again. Then my English teacher came out of her classroom, and she asked me if I was okay. I said that I didn't know where I was supposed to go, and she told me that my form teacher probably had her room back. So I went back to the old form room, even though I thought I shouldn't be in there. When I got there, everyone was in the old form room, and I felt so embarrassed and stupid.
In PE, I was waiting outside the changing rooms for the teacher to let everyone go in, and this boy said that he had never heard me speak. Then everyone started agreeing with the boy, and they all yelled at me and asked me questions. It was really horrible and overwhelming, and I very nearly started crying, but I tried really hard not to. And while this was happening, TheDoctorsQueen didn't try to help me or stand up for me, even though she heard everything. She just carried on talking to the popular people and laughing with them, and that just reminded me of the fact that I'm not important to anyone, and that nobody cares about me, which made it worse.
In History, the teacher told me to go and get the books from our normal classroom. I didn't want to, because I was scared that I would embarrass myself, but I forced myself to do it. When I brought them into the classroom, I dropped them all over the floor. I felt like everyone was laughing at me, and I was so embarrassed. Then I felt like I was going to cry, and I almost had a panic attack because I kept thinking about that and the thing that happened in PE, but I managed to calm myself down. I felt awful, though.
And SkyDoesMinecraft Girl was off school today, so she couldn't help me through anything, and I was really lonely all day because TheDoctorsQueen was just talking to the popular girls all day. :/
@jenesaispas
Yeah, I guess. And I don't know how everyone else knew to go to the old form room, because they would have seen the sign too. And yeah. But not many people in real life actually care about me. And thanks. ?
Yeah, I guess. And I don't know how everyone else knew to go to the old form room, because they would have seen the sign too. And yeah. But not many people in real life actually care about me. And thanks. ?
on March 31, 2016
on March 31, 2016
Today was mostly okay, apart from a few things.
When I was trying to find my Food Tech classroom after I had found out that we weren't in our normal room, I had to keep going up and down the stairs to check if I was in different classrooms, because the other people in my class kept saying that we were in different places. When I was walking up the stairs for the third time, this older boy was walking down the stairs, and he turned round to me and said, "You've walked up these See More stairs before. You're just a nutter." Then he walked away, and I just felt awful when I went into the classroom.
In form, we had the supply teacher again, and the whole class made the supply teacher believe that form was just a lesson to talk and go on your phone, when it isn't. That bothered me, and I was annoyed because I wanted to say something about it, but I couldn't. Then everyone just started talking and playing on their phones, and it just made me think about how bad the school is. Then an older boy from another class came in and sat down, and he and the rest of the form made the teacher believe that he was in our form. He just sat there for a while and joined in when the teacher was talking about whether phones should be allowed in school or not, and then he left halfway through form. Then the teacher started talking about people killing themselves because of bullying, and I felt as if everyone was looking at me. It was just horrible, and I was so relieved when it was over.
In English, that boy that sits next to me and makes fun of me (Let's call him Forest Boy, because there's a rumour at school that he got lost in a forest, and his last name relates to forests) was making fun of self harm. He joked about it twice with this other boy, and then when this girl went to get some scissors, he literally told her to 'take the scissors home, because she'll need the blades'. I literally felt like I was going to be sick every time he said something about self harm, and it was just really triggering and awful.
But the teacher that we have for the woodwork lesson of Food Tech every two weeks wasn't in school, and the Year 11 kids were doing their GCSE Art exam in our normal classroom, so I didn't have to do woodwork. That was a relief, because I was so scared about doing it because of Goldfish Girl breaking my box. But that's the only good thing that happened today. :/
When I was trying to find my Food Tech classroom after I had found out that we weren't in our normal room, I had to keep going up and down the stairs to check if I was in different classrooms, because the other people in my class kept saying that we were in different places. When I was walking up the stairs for the third time, this older boy was walking down the stairs, and he turned round to me and said, "You've walked up these See More stairs before. You're just a nutter." Then he walked away, and I just felt awful when I went into the classroom.
In form, we had the supply teacher again, and the whole class made the supply teacher believe that form was just a lesson to talk and go on your phone, when it isn't. That bothered me, and I was annoyed because I wanted to say something about it, but I couldn't. Then everyone just started talking and playing on their phones, and it just made me think about how bad the school is. Then an older boy from another class came in and sat down, and he and the rest of the form made the teacher believe that he was in our form. He just sat there for a while and joined in when the teacher was talking about whether phones should be allowed in school or not, and then he left halfway through form. Then the teacher started talking about people killing themselves because of bullying, and I felt as if everyone was looking at me. It was just horrible, and I was so relieved when it was over.
In English, that boy that sits next to me and makes fun of me (Let's call him Forest Boy, because there's a rumour at school that he got lost in a forest, and his last name relates to forests) was making fun of self harm. He joked about it twice with this other boy, and then when this girl went to get some scissors, he literally told her to 'take the scissors home, because she'll need the blades'. I literally felt like I was going to be sick every time he said something about self harm, and it was just really triggering and awful.
But the teacher that we have for the woodwork lesson of Food Tech every two weeks wasn't in school, and the Year 11 kids were doing their GCSE Art exam in our normal classroom, so I didn't have to do woodwork. That was a relief, because I was so scared about doing it because of Goldfish Girl breaking my box. But that's the only good thing that happened today. :/
on March 30, 2016
I just remembered that I have Food Tech tomorrow, but it's the lesson where I have to do woodwork every two weeks.
Now I'm scared, because in the last lesson, Goldfish Girl broke the box I was making, and everyone has one apart from me. And I can't even fix it, because that involves using the machines, and I don't know how they work and I can't ask the teacher. So I won't be able to do very much, but I can't do nothing either because the teacher will yell at me.
Also, in the See More last lesson, we were supposed to be in partners, but nobody wanted to be my partner so I was alone for the entire lesson. That also really didn't help, because you can only do most of the things you have to do in pairs, and everyone basically just ignored me.
I really hope that tomorrow will be okay. :/
Now I'm scared, because in the last lesson, Goldfish Girl broke the box I was making, and everyone has one apart from me. And I can't even fix it, because that involves using the machines, and I don't know how they work and I can't ask the teacher. So I won't be able to do very much, but I can't do nothing either because the teacher will yell at me.
Also, in the See More last lesson, we were supposed to be in partners, but nobody wanted to be my partner so I was alone for the entire lesson. That also really didn't help, because you can only do most of the things you have to do in pairs, and everyone basically just ignored me.
I really hope that tomorrow will be okay. :/
on March 30, 2016
Thanks! And I'll try to take pictures. ?