Today in PE, TheDoctorsQueen literally came up to me and said, "It's weird that Popular Song by Mika sounds exactly like Popular Song from Wicked!"
That's literally the point of the song. Mika made it for the anniversary of Wicked, and he is good friends with the person who owns the original version of Popular Song, so he was allowed to use the hook from the original song. But he still wrote all of the song himself, apart from the opening and the lines, "Popular, I know about See More popular." and, "So catch up, cause you got an awful long way to go."
And TheDoctorsQueen asked if Mika had given credit to Wicked, and I said that he gave credit every time he sang the song, and in the video of behind the scenes of the music video for Popular Song. He also sang Popular Song with Kristen Chenoweth, the person that sang the version of the song from Wicked, at one of his concerts, and he gave credit then too. So he didn't copy the original version at all.
That's literally the point of the song. Mika made it for the anniversary of Wicked, and he is good friends with the person who owns the original version of Popular Song, so he was allowed to use the hook from the original song. But he still wrote all of the song himself, apart from the opening and the lines, "Popular, I know about See More popular." and, "So catch up, cause you got an awful long way to go."
And TheDoctorsQueen asked if Mika had given credit to Wicked, and I said that he gave credit every time he sang the song, and in the video of behind the scenes of the music video for Popular Song. He also sang Popular Song with Kristen Chenoweth, the person that sang the version of the song from Wicked, at one of his concerts, and he gave credit then too. So he didn't copy the original version at all.
on June 14, 2016
Part 2 of today's post:
In PE, SkyDoesMinecraft Girl and I were on the treadmills listening to music, and we were sharing a pair of headphones. Diamond Girl kept looking at us weirdly, and she was laughing at us. Then after that, Echosmith Hater Girl came over to us, and she asked what song we were listening to. I was scared, because it was Mika's song Blame It On The Girls, and I felt like she was going to take the headphones and listen to what we were listening to. Luckily See More she didn't, though, and SkyDoesMinecraft Girl didn't tell her, which was a relief.
When I was walking to my RE classroom, this older girl poked me in the back. That made me feel even worse, because of everything that happened before, but I walked away and she went in a different direction.
In English, this boy was talking about how he had nearly been run over by a car once, and the teacher literally said that she wished the car had actually run him over. That was just disgusting, because teachers should never say things like that to kids. I was annoyed, because I felt as if none of the teachers in the school actually had respect for any of the kids, just like how the kids have no respect for the teachers.
So, yeah. :/
In PE, SkyDoesMinecraft Girl and I were on the treadmills listening to music, and we were sharing a pair of headphones. Diamond Girl kept looking at us weirdly, and she was laughing at us. Then after that, Echosmith Hater Girl came over to us, and she asked what song we were listening to. I was scared, because it was Mika's song Blame It On The Girls, and I felt like she was going to take the headphones and listen to what we were listening to. Luckily See More she didn't, though, and SkyDoesMinecraft Girl didn't tell her, which was a relief.
When I was walking to my RE classroom, this older girl poked me in the back. That made me feel even worse, because of everything that happened before, but I walked away and she went in a different direction.
In English, this boy was talking about how he had nearly been run over by a car once, and the teacher literally said that she wished the car had actually run him over. That was just disgusting, because teachers should never say things like that to kids. I was annoyed, because I felt as if none of the teachers in the school actually had respect for any of the kids, just like how the kids have no respect for the teachers.
So, yeah. :/
on June 13, 2016
Part 1 of today's post:
Today was mostly okay, apart from a few things.
In Food Tech, it turned out that we were cooking today, and I didn't bring money to pay for the ingredients because I was off sick and I didn't know that. I tried to still cook with everyone else, but then Gymnastics Girl noticed that I hadn't brought any money. I told her that I didn't know we were going to cook because I wasn't in school, and she said that I couldn't cook. So then I had to go and sit at See More the table where the people who didn't bring money were sat, and I felt as if I was going to cry because I felt like a bad person. Then the teacher came over to the table, and she put some worksheets on the table. She said that she didn't care if we did any work or not as long as it looked like we were working, which was just disgusting. So I tried to do as much work as possible from the worksheet, while Nirvana Girl, Mouse Boy and Twenty One Pilots Boy, who were also on the table, just went on their phones and talked. At the end of the lesson, the teacher didn't even collect my work in, which was bad as well. I just felt horrible.
While I was walking to the ICT block to find my new Science classroom, Smoking Boy's best friend came up to me and said that he had seen me buying lunch in a shop at the weekend. I was scared, because I was there, and I didn't know he'd seen me. He always sees me when I'm out at places, for some reason. I just kept shaking my head and pretending it wasn't me that he had seen, and he eventually said, "Well, if it wasn't you, it was somebody that looked exactly like you." and walked away. I was relieved, and I carried on walking. When I was in the ICT block doing my work on a computer, these two Year 8 girls were on a computer near me doing work for another lesson. They started talking about me, and I heard them say that I looked like a boy. I tried to ignore them, but then they said that my nose was huge and that I looked like a rhinoceros, and I just felt horrible. My nose is one of the things that I hate most about myself, and I just wanted to cry. I managed not to, though.
Today was mostly okay, apart from a few things.
In Food Tech, it turned out that we were cooking today, and I didn't bring money to pay for the ingredients because I was off sick and I didn't know that. I tried to still cook with everyone else, but then Gymnastics Girl noticed that I hadn't brought any money. I told her that I didn't know we were going to cook because I wasn't in school, and she said that I couldn't cook. So then I had to go and sit at See More the table where the people who didn't bring money were sat, and I felt as if I was going to cry because I felt like a bad person. Then the teacher came over to the table, and she put some worksheets on the table. She said that she didn't care if we did any work or not as long as it looked like we were working, which was just disgusting. So I tried to do as much work as possible from the worksheet, while Nirvana Girl, Mouse Boy and Twenty One Pilots Boy, who were also on the table, just went on their phones and talked. At the end of the lesson, the teacher didn't even collect my work in, which was bad as well. I just felt horrible.
While I was walking to the ICT block to find my new Science classroom, Smoking Boy's best friend came up to me and said that he had seen me buying lunch in a shop at the weekend. I was scared, because I was there, and I didn't know he'd seen me. He always sees me when I'm out at places, for some reason. I just kept shaking my head and pretending it wasn't me that he had seen, and he eventually said, "Well, if it wasn't you, it was somebody that looked exactly like you." and walked away. I was relieved, and I carried on walking. When I was in the ICT block doing my work on a computer, these two Year 8 girls were on a computer near me doing work for another lesson. They started talking about me, and I heard them say that I looked like a boy. I tried to ignore them, but then they said that my nose was huge and that I looked like a rhinoceros, and I just felt horrible. My nose is one of the things that I hate most about myself, and I just wanted to cry. I managed not to, though.
on June 13, 2016
I left a comment on the fanfic, and the person who wrote it replied saying that they had never read my fanfiction, but that they would try to make them different.
I feel like a horrible person. :/
I feel like a horrible person. :/
@jenesaispas
Yeah, but there are hardly any Mika fanfics, so they should be able to be different.
Yeah, but there are hardly any Mika fanfics, so they should be able to be different.
on June 12, 2016
@jenesaispas
I thought it was a lot like mine, because the description is worded almost the same, and the storyline is the same. And my fanfiction was probably the first Mika fanfic on W attpad that had a character that dealt with things like panic attacks, so if any other fanfics that have been made after mine deal with things like that, I will assume they're See More copying me, because mine was the first. And I guess so, but if I was Elika, I would have done the exact same thing, to be honest. So it's not really her fault, because I would feel that way too, and it is annoying when people have similar stories to you, because stories should be unique, with no other stories like them at all, especially if it's fanfiction in a fandom like the Mika fandom, where there aren't very many fanfics at all.
I thought it was a lot like mine, because the description is worded almost the same, and the storyline is the same. And my fanfiction was probably the first Mika fanfic on W attpad that had a character that dealt with things like panic attacks, so if any other fanfics that have been made after mine deal with things like that, I will assume they're See More copying me, because mine was the first. And I guess so, but if I was Elika, I would have done the exact same thing, to be honest. So it's not really her fault, because I would feel that way too, and it is annoying when people have similar stories to you, because stories should be unique, with no other stories like them at all, especially if it's fanfiction in a fandom like the Mika fandom, where there aren't very many fanfics at all.
on June 12, 2016
on June 12, 2016
There's another Mika fanfiction on W attpad that is almost exactly like mine, again. The description is the same as mine, the storyline is the same as mine, the main character is the same as mine. It's kind of bothering me how every Mika fanfic is the same as mine now, and I want to say something about it, but I don't want to look like a rude person. :/
on June 11, 2016
I actually want to make another rant book and start making A Day in the Life of MikasPrincess stories again, because I miss making them and they're basically the only reason why people on here cared about me before. But I always get hate for what I say in them, so I don't know if I want to remake them. :/
@jenesaispas
I thought the opposite, that people would judge me more on W attpad, because people that don't follow me or know a lot about me would read it, as rant books are quite popular. And I'm also not sure about putting it on W attpad because if I did, then Priceless wouldn't be the first thing people saw when they went on my profile, and it might become See More less popular.
I thought the opposite, that people would judge me more on W attpad, because people that don't follow me or know a lot about me would read it, as rant books are quite popular. And I'm also not sure about putting it on W attpad because if I did, then Priceless wouldn't be the first thing people saw when they went on my profile, and it might become See More less popular.
on June 11, 2016
@jenesaispas
Thanks. I'm thinking about putting a rant book on W attpad as well as on here, but I don't know if I should or not.
Thanks. I'm thinking about putting a rant book on W attpad as well as on here, but I don't know if I should or not.
on June 11, 2016
on June 10, 2016
Oh my gosh. ?
Echosmith did another question and answer thing, and someone asked them if they like Alessia Cara. They answered it saying that they thought she was cool, and Alessia quoted the tweet saying, "So am I a cool kid now? I'm joking, you guys are cool too."
My favourite band and one of my favourite female singers like each other. ??
Echosmith did another question and answer thing, and someone asked them if they like Alessia Cara. They answered it saying that they thought she was cool, and Alessia quoted the tweet saying, "So am I a cool kid now? I'm joking, you guys are cool too."
My favourite band and one of my favourite female singers like each other. ??
on June 10, 2016
on June 10, 2016
One of the lyrics from Ordinary Man that I can really relate to is, "Just like a king who's losing his worth, I'm like a snob that's falling to earth. Everyone thinks that I'm staying the same, are they secretly happy that I am in pain?" I really love this lyric, because I always feel as if everyone in real life secretly hates me because of the way that I am, and as if they all wish that my life won't get better. I also feel as if people actually used to care about me at one point, See More but now they don't anymore and I'm becoming less important to people each day.
Another lyric from that song that reminds me of myself is, "Does it mean that I'm a regular man, not as special as I think that I am?" I relate to it because even though I hate myself, I still think I'm better than everyone else in some ways. I don't like who I am, but I would rather be myself than anyone else because I dislike most people more than I dislike myself. I always tell myself that I'm not like other people and that I'm a better person just to get myself through things, but I might not actually be any different from the people at my school, even though people on the internet tell me I am.
Another lyric from that song that reminds me of myself is, "Does it mean that I'm a regular man, not as special as I think that I am?" I relate to it because even though I hate myself, I still think I'm better than everyone else in some ways. I don't like who I am, but I would rather be myself than anyone else because I dislike most people more than I dislike myself. I always tell myself that I'm not like other people and that I'm a better person just to get myself through things, but I might not actually be any different from the people at my school, even though people on the internet tell me I am.
on June 10, 2016
on June 10, 2016
And I'm off school again today. :/
on June 10, 2016
Guys, I'm off school today because I'm ill. I'm glad that I don't have to go to school, but I wish I didn't feel bad. :/
on June 09, 2016
Today was mostly okay, apart from one thing.
In French, I was doing my work, and Football Boy was shouting horrible things about me to the rest of the class. He kept sarcastically saying that he and I 'went way back', and he kept saying that I should date HeyHoHereWeGo. He kept making jokes about me, and I just felt like crying. Then this boy on the table next to me started making fun of self harm, which just made it worse. I actually almost cried, but I managed not to.
So, See More yeah. :/
In French, I was doing my work, and Football Boy was shouting horrible things about me to the rest of the class. He kept sarcastically saying that he and I 'went way back', and he kept saying that I should date HeyHoHereWeGo. He kept making jokes about me, and I just felt like crying. Then this boy on the table next to me started making fun of self harm, which just made it worse. I actually almost cried, but I managed not to.
So, See More yeah. :/
on June 08, 2016
Today in Music, I'm supposed to be playing a piece of music of my choice, but I didn't get one because I didn't know what I should do. I'm scared. :/
on June 08, 2016
Part 2 of today's post:
In Maths, we changed sets today, and I was still in the second set. There was a new seating plan, and Farm Boy was put at the front of the room. When the teacher was choosing someone to sit next to him, he said, "Please don't make me sit next to Victoria." and everyone laughed. I felt as if everyone hated me, and as if nobody actually liked me.
In Spanish, I was doing my work, and Football Boy started making fun of me. He kept saying my name in annoying See More voices and saying horrible things about me, and he said, "Wow, Victoria is really good at not laughing!" That made me feel bad, because the fact that he was bullying me was not funny at all, and why should I smile when I'm being made fun of? Then this other girl joined in with picking on me, and TheDoctorsQueen actually started laughing, which just proves that she does hate me and is a fake friend, because if she was a real friend she would have helped me. Then Football Boy said, "It's weird how she never talks. I don't get how she can be that quiet." I felt even worse, because I wished everyone would just leave me alone. It's none of their business why I don't talk, and they should just pay attention to themselves and their school work instead of focusing on making fun of me every day. I was relieved when the lesson was over, but when I walked out of the classroom, Football Boy walked behind me and kept saying things about me. When I tried to walk faster to get away from him, he sarcastically said that I was cute, and then he carried on bullying me. After a while, I managed to get away from him, and I was really glad, but I was upset about it.
So, yeah. :/
In Maths, we changed sets today, and I was still in the second set. There was a new seating plan, and Farm Boy was put at the front of the room. When the teacher was choosing someone to sit next to him, he said, "Please don't make me sit next to Victoria." and everyone laughed. I felt as if everyone hated me, and as if nobody actually liked me.
In Spanish, I was doing my work, and Football Boy started making fun of me. He kept saying my name in annoying See More voices and saying horrible things about me, and he said, "Wow, Victoria is really good at not laughing!" That made me feel bad, because the fact that he was bullying me was not funny at all, and why should I smile when I'm being made fun of? Then this other girl joined in with picking on me, and TheDoctorsQueen actually started laughing, which just proves that she does hate me and is a fake friend, because if she was a real friend she would have helped me. Then Football Boy said, "It's weird how she never talks. I don't get how she can be that quiet." I felt even worse, because I wished everyone would just leave me alone. It's none of their business why I don't talk, and they should just pay attention to themselves and their school work instead of focusing on making fun of me every day. I was relieved when the lesson was over, but when I walked out of the classroom, Football Boy walked behind me and kept saying things about me. When I tried to walk faster to get away from him, he sarcastically said that I was cute, and then he carried on bullying me. After a while, I managed to get away from him, and I was really glad, but I was upset about it.
So, yeah. :/
on June 07, 2016
Part 1 of today's post:
Today was mostly okay, apart from a few things.
In Science, the teacher asked everyone to get their planners out of their bags, so I got mine out. When I got mine out of my bag, the teacher started yelling at me for not writing the date and title down, even though she had just told me to get my planner out. She said that she didn't know why I was 'just sat there', and she made fun of me in front of the whole class. Then when we were talking about DNA, See More she used me as an example to talk about people being criminals, and I just felt horrible. After that, she said that she wanted someone to tidy the table at the front of the room, where I sit. A few minutes later, she shouted at me and said that she was telling me to tidy everything up, even though she just seemed to be asking for anyone at all to clean it up. I had to tidy everything up, even though it wasn't my mess and there were other people on the table that could have done it, and I just felt even worse.
In Art, the teacher turned the fan on because it was a very warm day again, and I was sat in front of it like in RE yesterday, because it was placed in front of my seat. Then the people behind me started saying that it wasn't fair that I got to sit in front of the fan all the time while everyone else was too warm. That made me feel bad, because it wasn't really my fault, as I had to sit there because of the seating plan and the teacher put me there. Then this boy sat behind me started joking about self harm, and I just felt horrible because I felt as if they knew I did it. Then I heard them mention my name, and they started laughing, and I was scared in case they actually knew that I self harmed, because they mentioned me right after they joked about it. I just felt really bad.
Today was mostly okay, apart from a few things.
In Science, the teacher asked everyone to get their planners out of their bags, so I got mine out. When I got mine out of my bag, the teacher started yelling at me for not writing the date and title down, even though she had just told me to get my planner out. She said that she didn't know why I was 'just sat there', and she made fun of me in front of the whole class. Then when we were talking about DNA, See More she used me as an example to talk about people being criminals, and I just felt horrible. After that, she said that she wanted someone to tidy the table at the front of the room, where I sit. A few minutes later, she shouted at me and said that she was telling me to tidy everything up, even though she just seemed to be asking for anyone at all to clean it up. I had to tidy everything up, even though it wasn't my mess and there were other people on the table that could have done it, and I just felt even worse.
In Art, the teacher turned the fan on because it was a very warm day again, and I was sat in front of it like in RE yesterday, because it was placed in front of my seat. Then the people behind me started saying that it wasn't fair that I got to sit in front of the fan all the time while everyone else was too warm. That made me feel bad, because it wasn't really my fault, as I had to sit there because of the seating plan and the teacher put me there. Then this boy sat behind me started joking about self harm, and I just felt horrible because I felt as if they knew I did it. Then I heard them mention my name, and they started laughing, and I was scared in case they actually knew that I self harmed, because they mentioned me right after they joked about it. I just felt really bad.
on June 07, 2016
Today I might be moving Science classrooms, and I'm scared because I don't know where I'm going. :/
on June 07, 2016
""Who will be a better president than Donald Trump? Add someone and pass it on.""""
Slash
Frisk
Sans
ELMO
Alois Trancy.
Ciel Phantomhive or Sebastian Michaelis. See More
Light from Death Note
Percy jackson.
A UNICORN
Undyne
Flowey
Gaster
Nasptablook
The Host Club
//tavros
MiRacLes
Junko Enoshima from Danganronpa ((perfect
Gray from Fairy Tail
Twilight sparkle (and I can think of a few more to go with her)
Connor kenway because of his sense of responsibility and freedom,and how he gives hope to others
That dude
Shadow the Hedgehog
The puppet
Jibanyan
Papa Smurf
@breann.west.5
owl city
Mika
Slash
Frisk
Sans
ELMO
Alois Trancy.
Ciel Phantomhive or Sebastian Michaelis. See More
Light from Death Note
Percy jackson.
A UNICORN
Undyne
Flowey
Gaster
Nasptablook
The Host Club
//tavros
MiRacLes
Junko Enoshima from Danganronpa ((perfect
Gray from Fairy Tail
Twilight sparkle (and I can think of a few more to go with her)
Connor kenway because of his sense of responsibility and freedom,and how he gives hope to others
That dude
Shadow the Hedgehog
The puppet
Jibanyan
Papa Smurf
@breann.west.5
owl city
Mika
on June 06, 2016
Today was mostly okay, apart from a few things.
In RE, it was really warm, so the teacher switched the fan on. It was behind me, so I was sat in front of the fan. Some of the people in the class complained about it being too warm, and the teacher said that the fan was on. Then Football Boy said, "Well, it's not much use, because the fan is kind of being blocked." Then everyone started laughing and making fun of me, and felt really bad.
In PE, we were playing rounders, and when See More I was fielding, people kept yelling at me to get the ball. When I didn't, or I took too long getting it, everyone started shouting at me and saying things about me. The teacher yelled at me as well and told me to wake up, and I just felt horrible. When I was batting, this girl was bowling, and she hit me in the face with the ball. I think she did it on purpose, because she was laughing when it happened. It really hurt, and I almost started crying, but I kept singing Popular Song to myself and it helped.
At lunch, I was eating, and this older girl came over to the table that I was sat at. She said that she wanted to know who SkyDoesMinecraft Girl and I were, because she knew everyone else on our table except us. I was scared, because she would probably make fun of me if I didn't talk to her, and I didn't really want her to know who I was because she might talk to me then. HeyHoHereWeGo told her who we were, and he told her that I was an evil person. Then when she went back to her own table, HeyHoHereWeGo told everyone on the table what he had told the girl, and then he said, "Well, Victoria isn't really evil. She's just a cyberbully." That made me feel awful, because I suddenly got worried in case I actually was a cyberbully, because I didn't want to be a bad person. I was kind of angry as well, though, because I don't think I cyberbully people. I just share my opinions on people and things that hurt me, and if they don't want me to post about them, then they shouldn't bully me. TheDoctorsQueen and this other boy said that they would apologise on HeyHoHereWeGo's behalf, but he didn't say sorry himself, and I just felt like crying.
So, yeah. :/
In RE, it was really warm, so the teacher switched the fan on. It was behind me, so I was sat in front of the fan. Some of the people in the class complained about it being too warm, and the teacher said that the fan was on. Then Football Boy said, "Well, it's not much use, because the fan is kind of being blocked." Then everyone started laughing and making fun of me, and felt really bad.
In PE, we were playing rounders, and when See More I was fielding, people kept yelling at me to get the ball. When I didn't, or I took too long getting it, everyone started shouting at me and saying things about me. The teacher yelled at me as well and told me to wake up, and I just felt horrible. When I was batting, this girl was bowling, and she hit me in the face with the ball. I think she did it on purpose, because she was laughing when it happened. It really hurt, and I almost started crying, but I kept singing Popular Song to myself and it helped.
At lunch, I was eating, and this older girl came over to the table that I was sat at. She said that she wanted to know who SkyDoesMinecraft Girl and I were, because she knew everyone else on our table except us. I was scared, because she would probably make fun of me if I didn't talk to her, and I didn't really want her to know who I was because she might talk to me then. HeyHoHereWeGo told her who we were, and he told her that I was an evil person. Then when she went back to her own table, HeyHoHereWeGo told everyone on the table what he had told the girl, and then he said, "Well, Victoria isn't really evil. She's just a cyberbully." That made me feel awful, because I suddenly got worried in case I actually was a cyberbully, because I didn't want to be a bad person. I was kind of angry as well, though, because I don't think I cyberbully people. I just share my opinions on people and things that hurt me, and if they don't want me to post about them, then they shouldn't bully me. TheDoctorsQueen and this other boy said that they would apologise on HeyHoHereWeGo's behalf, but he didn't say sorry himself, and I just felt like crying.
So, yeah. :/
on June 06, 2016
Today is the day of Mika's concert in England, and I'm kind of sad because I really wish that I could go to it.
But I hope that someday when I'm older I will go to a Mika concert. I want to feel how everyone else in the fandom feels when they go to see him, because everyone always seems so happy and excited. Someday I hope I will be as good of a fan as everyone else, and I might even be almost happy like other people in the future.
That probably won't ever happen, but yeah.
But I hope that someday when I'm older I will go to a Mika concert. I want to feel how everyone else in the fandom feels when they go to see him, because everyone always seems so happy and excited. Someday I hope I will be as good of a fan as everyone else, and I might even be almost happy like other people in the future.
That probably won't ever happen, but yeah.
on June 06, 2016
Read Forever - Chapter 4 - Wattpad
Forever:Chapter 4 - The story of two girls battling depression, and their idols that saved their lives.
Bianca Parker doesn't like herself at all. She is bull...
on June 04, 2016