I'm scared to go to school tomorrow, because SkyDoesMinecraft Girl is going on a trip, and TheDoctorsQueen is doing something for the school newspaper with the Literacy Leaders. So I'm going to be on my own all day, and if I'm sat on my own at lunch, the older kids will probably make fun of me and yell at me. :/
on June 23, 2016
Priceless (A MIKA Fanfic) - MikasPrincess/Victoria - Wattpad
Priceless (A MIKA Fanfic) - Victoria has always been an outcast. Nobody has ever wanted to be friends with her, because she doesn't talk. That is, until a boy...
on June 23, 2016
Today I have to perform a song by my favourite artist in Music, and I'm scared. :/
on June 22, 2016
When I got a 7c in French today, it was actually because of Mika. One of the questions on the exam paper asked what 'mauvais temps' meant, and I didn't know, so I almost just guessed the answer. But then I thought about Mika's song, L'amour Dans Le Mauvais Temps, and I remembered that the name of that song meant Love In Bad Weather. So I wrote 'bad weather' and got it right.
@jenesaispas
Yay, haha. I actually found a post on Tumblr a while ago that said that listening to Mika actually does help you with French.
Yay, haha. I actually found a post on Tumblr a while ago that said that listening to Mika actually does help you with French.
on June 21, 2016
on June 21, 2016
Today was mostly okay, apart from one thing.
At lunch, I was eating my food, and I felt like someone was staring at me, so I looked up. These boys on the other side of the room were looking at me and laughing, and I tried to carry on eating and ignore them. But I heard them making fun of me, and they were saying that my hair colour was horrible, that I was ugly and that I was staring at them, when I wasn't and they were the ones looking at me. They kept looking at me and saying See More things about me, and I felt like they would talk to me, so I kept hoping that SkyDoesMinecraft Girl would get to the canteen soon and sit with me in case they said anything to me. After a while, TheDoctorsQueen arrived, and she came and sat on my table. I heard one of the boys say, "Wow, she actually has a friend." and they still kept looking at me. Eventually SkyDoesMinecraft Girl, HeyHoHereWeGo and another one of TheDoctorsQueen's friends came to sit on the table, and they left me alone, but I still felt bad.
But two good things happened today that I'm really happy about. In English, I got an essay back, and I got a level 7c. I was surprised, because I wrote it really quickly and I didn't think I would do well, but I was really happy. When I walked out of the classroom at the end of the lesson, the teacher also told me that my essay was excellent before I left. So that was good too. And in French, I did another practise GCSE exam, and I got a 7c. I got the highest level in the class, and everyone else got a 6b or lower. So I was happy about that too, and I actually felt proud of myself.
So, yeah.
At lunch, I was eating my food, and I felt like someone was staring at me, so I looked up. These boys on the other side of the room were looking at me and laughing, and I tried to carry on eating and ignore them. But I heard them making fun of me, and they were saying that my hair colour was horrible, that I was ugly and that I was staring at them, when I wasn't and they were the ones looking at me. They kept looking at me and saying See More things about me, and I felt like they would talk to me, so I kept hoping that SkyDoesMinecraft Girl would get to the canteen soon and sit with me in case they said anything to me. After a while, TheDoctorsQueen arrived, and she came and sat on my table. I heard one of the boys say, "Wow, she actually has a friend." and they still kept looking at me. Eventually SkyDoesMinecraft Girl, HeyHoHereWeGo and another one of TheDoctorsQueen's friends came to sit on the table, and they left me alone, but I still felt bad.
But two good things happened today that I'm really happy about. In English, I got an essay back, and I got a level 7c. I was surprised, because I wrote it really quickly and I didn't think I would do well, but I was really happy. When I walked out of the classroom at the end of the lesson, the teacher also told me that my essay was excellent before I left. So that was good too. And in French, I did another practise GCSE exam, and I got a 7c. I got the highest level in the class, and everyone else got a 6b or lower. So I was happy about that too, and I actually felt proud of myself.
So, yeah.
on June 21, 2016
Today was okay, apart from this teaching assistant yelling at me because I was late to school. :/
on June 20, 2016
One of my internet friends in the Mika fandom who lives in England found out that it was actually part of the curriculum of British schools to learn about Mika in French lessons. She also said that she actually had to learn about him and listen to his French songs at her school before, and she lives very near to me, so our schools probably have the same lesson plans.
If I actually had to learn about Mika at school at some point, I would probably walk out of the classroom. It See More would be awful to have to learn about him and listen to his songs with the people at my school, and I would probably cry because everyone would be talking about him. :/
If I actually had to learn about Mika at school at some point, I would probably walk out of the classroom. It See More would be awful to have to learn about him and listen to his songs with the people at my school, and I would probably cry because everyone would be talking about him. :/
on June 19, 2016
I just tweeted Holly Bourne saying that I loved her books, and I said that The Manifesto on How to Be Interesting was my favourite of her books because of how much I could relate to the main character. And she replied to my tweet. ?
on June 18, 2016
Part 2 of today's post:
In Maths, Echosmith Hater Girl kept complaining about how bad her day was, and she kept saying that she felt awful because of things like the teacher not letting her go to the toilet and getting the injection. That kind of made me annoyed, because she really doesn't know what a bad day is. And she had just been making fun of me before that, so does she think that hurting other people will make her feel better or something? Then Smoking Boy was talking See More to Echosmith Hater Girl, and he kept talking about drugs really loudly. He kept bragging about how much drugs he does as if it was something to be proud of, and when Echosmith Hater Girl told him to stop talking about it, he told her to shut up. Then he kept insulting her and calling her some very bad words, and I was kind of scared because I felt like something dramatic was going to happen. Then Smoking Boy went to walk out of the classroom, and he kept swearing at Echosmith Hater Girl before he left the classroom. When he left, Echosmith Hater Girl started crying, and nearly everyone in the class went to comfort her. Even though I shouldn't have, I felt bad. Whenever I cry, nobody cares at all and I'm left to deal with it myself, but when she cries, everyone cares. Then one of the other Maths teachers came in and joked about Smoking Boy doing drugs and acting tougher than he really is, which made everyone laugh. It was kind of funny, because he deserved it, really. Then after that, the teacher sent someone to find Smoking Boy and tell him that he had a detention, and when they came back, they said that he had called Echosmith Hater Girl fat and told her that he wished her dog would die. Even though she is one of the people in my school that I hate the most, I wouldn't wish for anyone to have something like that said to them, so I kind of felt bad for her. Then the teacher sent a message to the pastoral mentor about what Smoking Boy had said and done, and at the end of the lesson, she put the song Panda by Desiigner on her computer, because that's Echosmith Hater Girl's favourite song and it would make her feel better. Everyone was still comforting her, and then her brother came out of his lesson just to hug her. I kind of felt bad again, because it reminded me that nothing like that ever happens to me when I'm crying or feeling horrible. It only happens for popular people.
So, yeah. :/
In Maths, Echosmith Hater Girl kept complaining about how bad her day was, and she kept saying that she felt awful because of things like the teacher not letting her go to the toilet and getting the injection. That kind of made me annoyed, because she really doesn't know what a bad day is. And she had just been making fun of me before that, so does she think that hurting other people will make her feel better or something? Then Smoking Boy was talking See More to Echosmith Hater Girl, and he kept talking about drugs really loudly. He kept bragging about how much drugs he does as if it was something to be proud of, and when Echosmith Hater Girl told him to stop talking about it, he told her to shut up. Then he kept insulting her and calling her some very bad words, and I was kind of scared because I felt like something dramatic was going to happen. Then Smoking Boy went to walk out of the classroom, and he kept swearing at Echosmith Hater Girl before he left the classroom. When he left, Echosmith Hater Girl started crying, and nearly everyone in the class went to comfort her. Even though I shouldn't have, I felt bad. Whenever I cry, nobody cares at all and I'm left to deal with it myself, but when she cries, everyone cares. Then one of the other Maths teachers came in and joked about Smoking Boy doing drugs and acting tougher than he really is, which made everyone laugh. It was kind of funny, because he deserved it, really. Then after that, the teacher sent someone to find Smoking Boy and tell him that he had a detention, and when they came back, they said that he had called Echosmith Hater Girl fat and told her that he wished her dog would die. Even though she is one of the people in my school that I hate the most, I wouldn't wish for anyone to have something like that said to them, so I kind of felt bad for her. Then the teacher sent a message to the pastoral mentor about what Smoking Boy had said and done, and at the end of the lesson, she put the song Panda by Desiigner on her computer, because that's Echosmith Hater Girl's favourite song and it would make her feel better. Everyone was still comforting her, and then her brother came out of his lesson just to hug her. I kind of felt bad again, because it reminded me that nothing like that ever happens to me when I'm crying or feeling horrible. It only happens for popular people.
So, yeah. :/
on June 17, 2016
Part 1 of today's post:
Today was mostly okay, apart from one thing, and a lot of really crazy and ridiculous things happened at my school today.
In ICT, I was doing my work, and then the pastoral mentor came into the classroom. He told everyone that all of the girls from my form and another form had to go to the room next to the sports hall to get an injection. The pastoral mentor said that it was the second part of the one that we had last year to prevent cancer, and I was See More kind of worried, because they hadn't even told us about it before and we were only just finding out about it now. I was kind of scared, because the injection might hurt, but I remembered that it didn't hurt that much last time, and I wasn't really scared anymore. When I went down to the room, I got the form that told the nurse about me, and then I lined up with everyone else, and after a few minutes I was called to have my injection. When I sat down, I had to answer some questions, and then the nurse told me to wiggle my toes. I was confused, but I did it anyway, and then I had the injection done. It was painful at first, but it wasn't that bad, like last time. Then I went back to my class and carried on with my work, and after a few minutes, the teacher told everyone to go outside quickly. He told us that there was a gas leak, and we all had to line up outside for the rest of the lesson. Everyone thought that we would be being sent home, and the teachers thought that we might not be able to stay in school. But it turned out that we had to stay in school, so I didn't go home.
In English, I was doing my work, and this girl sat behind me (Let's call her Handbag Girl) kept asking me if I had got the injection. I nodded, and she asked me if it hurt. I nodded again, and then I heard Echosmith Hater Girl and the other girls on her table laughing at me. They were obviously just asking me questions to try and get me to speak to them. I turned back around and carried on working, but then Handbag Girl said the same thing again. I nodded again, and they started laughing even more. Then Echosmith Hater Girl said the same thing to me, and then I just ignored them and carried on with my work. I could still hear them laughing, and I felt like crying, but I managed not to.
Today was mostly okay, apart from one thing, and a lot of really crazy and ridiculous things happened at my school today.
In ICT, I was doing my work, and then the pastoral mentor came into the classroom. He told everyone that all of the girls from my form and another form had to go to the room next to the sports hall to get an injection. The pastoral mentor said that it was the second part of the one that we had last year to prevent cancer, and I was See More kind of worried, because they hadn't even told us about it before and we were only just finding out about it now. I was kind of scared, because the injection might hurt, but I remembered that it didn't hurt that much last time, and I wasn't really scared anymore. When I went down to the room, I got the form that told the nurse about me, and then I lined up with everyone else, and after a few minutes I was called to have my injection. When I sat down, I had to answer some questions, and then the nurse told me to wiggle my toes. I was confused, but I did it anyway, and then I had the injection done. It was painful at first, but it wasn't that bad, like last time. Then I went back to my class and carried on with my work, and after a few minutes, the teacher told everyone to go outside quickly. He told us that there was a gas leak, and we all had to line up outside for the rest of the lesson. Everyone thought that we would be being sent home, and the teachers thought that we might not be able to stay in school. But it turned out that we had to stay in school, so I didn't go home.
In English, I was doing my work, and this girl sat behind me (Let's call her Handbag Girl) kept asking me if I had got the injection. I nodded, and she asked me if it hurt. I nodded again, and then I heard Echosmith Hater Girl and the other girls on her table laughing at me. They were obviously just asking me questions to try and get me to speak to them. I turned back around and carried on working, but then Handbag Girl said the same thing again. I nodded again, and they started laughing even more. Then Echosmith Hater Girl said the same thing to me, and then I just ignored them and carried on with my work. I could still hear them laughing, and I felt like crying, but I managed not to.
on June 17, 2016
Today was okay, apart from one thing.
In Maths, we were watching the football, and a teaching assistant told SkyDoesMinecraft Girl and I that we could go home early, because everyone else was in different classrooms. We didn't know if that was true, because when we left the classroom, different teachers told us that we could and couldn't go home. So we decided to just walk around school, and when we were outside, this boy that used to bully me in primary school was walking behind See More me, and I heard him shout my name. I turned around and saw him, and I was scared, because I didn't think he would remember who I was or recognise me since I changed my hair colour. Then he started yelling at me and calling me a goody two shoes. Then he said, "Victoria, you're a goody two shoes, so why aren't you in your lesson?" SkyDoesMinecraft Girl explained why we weren't in our lesson, and the boy started shouting at me again and asking me why I don't talk. Then SkyDoesMinecraft Girl told him to stop making fun of me, and he said that he wasn't making fun of me, even though he obviously was. She said, "Well, to her you're making fun of her." and then this girl who also used to make fun of me in primary school walked out of the door near us. The boy shouted to her and told her that I didn't talk, but then SkyDoesMinecraft Girl and I walked away from them.
One good thing happened today, though. In French, we did a GCSE exam to practise for when we really do them, and I got the highest mark in the class. I got a 7c, which would be the equivalent of a C in my GCSEs. So I could basically have passed my exams two years early , and I was really happy and proud of myself. I'm not that proud anymore now, though, because what that boy said made me feel horrible.
So, yeah. :/
In Maths, we were watching the football, and a teaching assistant told SkyDoesMinecraft Girl and I that we could go home early, because everyone else was in different classrooms. We didn't know if that was true, because when we left the classroom, different teachers told us that we could and couldn't go home. So we decided to just walk around school, and when we were outside, this boy that used to bully me in primary school was walking behind See More me, and I heard him shout my name. I turned around and saw him, and I was scared, because I didn't think he would remember who I was or recognise me since I changed my hair colour. Then he started yelling at me and calling me a goody two shoes. Then he said, "Victoria, you're a goody two shoes, so why aren't you in your lesson?" SkyDoesMinecraft Girl explained why we weren't in our lesson, and the boy started shouting at me again and asking me why I don't talk. Then SkyDoesMinecraft Girl told him to stop making fun of me, and he said that he wasn't making fun of me, even though he obviously was. She said, "Well, to her you're making fun of her." and then this girl who also used to make fun of me in primary school walked out of the door near us. The boy shouted to her and told her that I didn't talk, but then SkyDoesMinecraft Girl and I walked away from them.
One good thing happened today, though. In French, we did a GCSE exam to practise for when we really do them, and I got the highest mark in the class. I got a 7c, which would be the equivalent of a C in my GCSEs. So I could basically have passed my exams two years early , and I was really happy and proud of myself. I'm not that proud anymore now, though, because what that boy said made me feel horrible.
So, yeah. :/
@jenesaispas
Yeah. . . It's horrible how literally everyone in my school is a bad person. :/
Yeah. . . It's horrible how literally everyone in my school is a bad person. :/
on June 16, 2016
@jenesaispas
Thanks. I kind of felt bad for getting a better levels than everyone else, because I started to feel like being the only person in the school who is good was a bad thing.
Thanks. I kind of felt bad for getting a better levels than everyone else, because I started to feel like being the only person in the school who is good was a bad thing.
on June 16, 2016
on June 16, 2016
3+ Likes for:
❥ Single? Yeah.
❥ Crushing? No.
❥ Favourite food? Chicken noodles.
❥ Favourite color? Indigo.
❥ Favourite Music? Mostly pop music.
❥ Favourite band/artists? Mika is my favourite artist, but I also love Echosmith, Ariana Grande and Alessia Cara. I also like Cher Lloyd, the Scissor Sisters, La Roux, Marina and the Diamonds and a few other bands and artists. See More
❥ Talents? My only talent is writing, really.
❥ In love? With Mika, haha.
❥ Hobbies? Writing stories, listening to music, posting on my social media.
❥ Gamer? No.
❥ Long/short hair? My hair is medium length.
❥ Height? I don't actually know, but I'm about 5"2.
❥ Jacket/Hoodie? Jacket, I guess.
❥ Eye colour? Brown.
❥ Hair colour? Dark brown, with dyed blonde streaks.
❥ Shirt colour? Black.
❥ Jeans or shorts? I don't like either, I usually just wear leggings.
❥ Get married? I don't think I ever will. I'm not sure I would want to be married, and I really can't imagine anyone liking me in that way.
❥ Have kids? I don't think I would want to have kids, to be honest.
❥ Ever or still do wet the bed? I probably did when I was younger, but not anymore.
❥ Had or have depression? I probably do have depression, but I don't know because I can't be diagnosed with anything at the moment.
❥ Daydream? I daydream a lot.
❥ Thought of food? Not really.
❥ Someone you love? Mika, and my internet friends.
❥ Someone you hate? Most of the people at my school.
❥ Dream job? An author or a journalist.
❥ Got tattoos? No, but I want to get a tattoo in the future that says, "I wish there was a way to give you a hand to hold, because you don't have to die in your glory, die to never grow old." which is the line from Mika's song Heroes that saved my life. I don't know if I'll ever get it, though, because I'm kind of scared of needles.
❥ Got piercings? No.
❥ Worst day of your life? Probably one day when I was 11 that I don't really want to talk about. And also that day a few months ago when the school nurse nearly told my parents everything about me, and I really wanted to die. I don't think I'd ever been that scared in my life.
-Stolen-
❥ Single? Yeah.
❥ Crushing? No.
❥ Favourite food? Chicken noodles.
❥ Favourite color? Indigo.
❥ Favourite Music? Mostly pop music.
❥ Favourite band/artists? Mika is my favourite artist, but I also love Echosmith, Ariana Grande and Alessia Cara. I also like Cher Lloyd, the Scissor Sisters, La Roux, Marina and the Diamonds and a few other bands and artists. See More
❥ Talents? My only talent is writing, really.
❥ In love? With Mika, haha.
❥ Hobbies? Writing stories, listening to music, posting on my social media.
❥ Gamer? No.
❥ Long/short hair? My hair is medium length.
❥ Height? I don't actually know, but I'm about 5"2.
❥ Jacket/Hoodie? Jacket, I guess.
❥ Eye colour? Brown.
❥ Hair colour? Dark brown, with dyed blonde streaks.
❥ Shirt colour? Black.
❥ Jeans or shorts? I don't like either, I usually just wear leggings.
❥ Get married? I don't think I ever will. I'm not sure I would want to be married, and I really can't imagine anyone liking me in that way.
❥ Have kids? I don't think I would want to have kids, to be honest.
❥ Ever or still do wet the bed? I probably did when I was younger, but not anymore.
❥ Had or have depression? I probably do have depression, but I don't know because I can't be diagnosed with anything at the moment.
❥ Daydream? I daydream a lot.
❥ Thought of food? Not really.
❥ Someone you love? Mika, and my internet friends.
❥ Someone you hate? Most of the people at my school.
❥ Dream job? An author or a journalist.
❥ Got tattoos? No, but I want to get a tattoo in the future that says, "I wish there was a way to give you a hand to hold, because you don't have to die in your glory, die to never grow old." which is the line from Mika's song Heroes that saved my life. I don't know if I'll ever get it, though, because I'm kind of scared of needles.
❥ Got piercings? No.
❥ Worst day of your life? Probably one day when I was 11 that I don't really want to talk about. And also that day a few months ago when the school nurse nearly told my parents everything about me, and I really wanted to die. I don't think I'd ever been that scared in my life.
-Stolen-
@MobileDorkestra
Haha. I used to think I was tall, and that most people are just taller than me, but then I found out that I'm the fifth shortest person in my year on school photo day. ?
Haha. I used to think I was tall, and that most people are just taller than me, but then I found out that I'm the fifth shortest person in my year on school photo day. ?
on June 17, 2016
on June 15, 2016
My speech for the one year anniversary of No Place in Heaven:
Talk About You taught us that love is an amazing thing, and that everyone should be able to show their love for another person.
All She Wants taught us that everyone should be accepted for who they are, and that a good parent would love their child no matter who they grow up to be.
Last Party taught us to live our lives while we are here in the world, and to live in the moment, as if the world is going to end.
Good See More Guys taught us that true musical geniuses and legends never die, and that their memory will continue to live on so that there are still amazing people to look up to.
Oh Girl You're The Devil taught us that everyone can be who they want to be, no matter if you're an outspoken girl or a gay guy, and that stereotyping is wrong.
No Place in Heaven taught us that even if you aren't society's idea of 'perfect', you are still a human being that is worthy of love.
Staring at the Sun taught us that even if you are far away from someone you love, they are still thinking of you, and you are still in their heart.
Hurts taught us that saying horrible things to people can often hurt more than physically hurting someone, and that bullying is an awful thing that should be stopped.
Good Wife taught us that if you love someone, but they are in a difficult situation, then you shouldn't confess your feelings to them at that time, but you could try in the future.
Rio taught us that it is normal to feel sad, but if you feel sad all the time and like your life isn't worth living, you should keep holding on, because the pain will end soon.
Ordinary Man taught us that it doesn't matter what other people think of you, and at the end of the day, all that matters is how you see yourself.
Promiseland taught us that you should always be who you want to be, not what someone else tries to force you to be, because that isn't the real you and you will be happier as yourself.
Porcelain taught us that even though bad things might happen to you, you will get through them and become a stronger person at the end of it all.
L'Amour Fait Ce Qu'il Veut taught us that love is love, and that everyone should be free to love whoever they want to without being hated for it.
A year ago today, this incredible album was released. A year ago today, I was listening to these songs for the first time and instantly loving them. No Place in Heaven has taught us many things, and become a big part of many people's lives. Thank you for this amazing album, Mika.
~ MikasPrincess/Victoria
Talk About You taught us that love is an amazing thing, and that everyone should be able to show their love for another person.
All She Wants taught us that everyone should be accepted for who they are, and that a good parent would love their child no matter who they grow up to be.
Last Party taught us to live our lives while we are here in the world, and to live in the moment, as if the world is going to end.
Good See More Guys taught us that true musical geniuses and legends never die, and that their memory will continue to live on so that there are still amazing people to look up to.
Oh Girl You're The Devil taught us that everyone can be who they want to be, no matter if you're an outspoken girl or a gay guy, and that stereotyping is wrong.
No Place in Heaven taught us that even if you aren't society's idea of 'perfect', you are still a human being that is worthy of love.
Staring at the Sun taught us that even if you are far away from someone you love, they are still thinking of you, and you are still in their heart.
Hurts taught us that saying horrible things to people can often hurt more than physically hurting someone, and that bullying is an awful thing that should be stopped.
Good Wife taught us that if you love someone, but they are in a difficult situation, then you shouldn't confess your feelings to them at that time, but you could try in the future.
Rio taught us that it is normal to feel sad, but if you feel sad all the time and like your life isn't worth living, you should keep holding on, because the pain will end soon.
Ordinary Man taught us that it doesn't matter what other people think of you, and at the end of the day, all that matters is how you see yourself.
Promiseland taught us that you should always be who you want to be, not what someone else tries to force you to be, because that isn't the real you and you will be happier as yourself.
Porcelain taught us that even though bad things might happen to you, you will get through them and become a stronger person at the end of it all.
L'Amour Fait Ce Qu'il Veut taught us that love is love, and that everyone should be free to love whoever they want to without being hated for it.
A year ago today, this incredible album was released. A year ago today, I was listening to these songs for the first time and instantly loving them. No Place in Heaven has taught us many things, and become a big part of many people's lives. Thank you for this amazing album, Mika.
~ MikasPrincess/Victoria
on June 15, 2016
I just found out that today is one year of No Place in Heaven, and I thought it was tomorrow. ?
on June 15, 2016
Also, today I was in a shop with my grandma after school, and Talk About You came on the shop's radio. I was surprised, because I hadn't heard it anywhere for a while, but I was still really happy that it was being played. So I was just walking around the shop, trying not to cry or fangirl because a Mika song was on the radio.
And when the song finished, Wild Things by Alessia Cara came on straight after it, and I was really happy about that too, because two of my favourite songs See More by two of my favourite artists had been played after each other. Also, I had only ever heard the remix of Wild Things on the radio before, and I had never heard the original played anywhere. So that made me want to fangirl even more.
It just made me really happy.
And when the song finished, Wild Things by Alessia Cara came on straight after it, and I was really happy about that too, because two of my favourite songs See More by two of my favourite artists had been played after each other. Also, I had only ever heard the remix of Wild Things on the radio before, and I had never heard the original played anywhere. So that made me want to fangirl even more.
It just made me really happy.
on June 15, 2016
Today was mostly okay, apart from Football Boy making fun of me when I was walking to my Maths classroom.
on June 15, 2016
Today was mostly okay, apart from a few things.
In PE, I was on the exercise bikes with SkyDoesMinecraft Girl, and we were sharing a pair of headphones like yesterday. Diamond Girl was on the bike next to the ones we were on, and she started asking us what we were listening to. I was scared, because it was Lollipop, and I didn't want her to find out that it was a Mika song. SkyDoesMinecraft Girl didn't tell her, which was good, and then she started asking us who our favourite See More singers were. I started to feel even more anxious, and then she turned round to me and said, "I know your favourite singer, you like Mika." I felt even worse, and I hoped she wouldn't say anything else to me. She kept talking to SkyDoesMinecraft Girl for a while, and eventually she left us alone, but I still felt bad.
In Drama, we were playing a game, and we all had to say something when the number we were given was called. We had to keep switching numbers, and I said what I had to say at the wrong time with someone else's number. Everyone laughed at me, and Farm Boy, whose number it was, yelled at me for it. I was just really embarrassed and upset, and I felt awful. When I went to sit at the other end of the circle, which was where you had to sit when you were out, we had to move seats, and I was slow to move because I was waiting for the people in front of me to move up. When I didn't move, Laughing Boy said that he couldn't move because I was in the way, even though it wasn't my fault. I just felt even worse.
In Science, I was doing my work, and this girl walked out of the classroom and said that she hoped someone in the classroom would kill themselves. Then Goldfish Girl said, "I hate when people say that they're going to kill themselves and they don't do it." I was disgusted, because she was basically saying that she would want people to kill themselves. You should want people to live, not end their lives. Then the teacher said that people who wanted to die were attention seeking, which was bad as well. I just felt awful.
And today was the day of the Literacy Leaders trip to the zoo, and I was feeling bad about that too because I wasn't there. :/
In PE, I was on the exercise bikes with SkyDoesMinecraft Girl, and we were sharing a pair of headphones like yesterday. Diamond Girl was on the bike next to the ones we were on, and she started asking us what we were listening to. I was scared, because it was Lollipop, and I didn't want her to find out that it was a Mika song. SkyDoesMinecraft Girl didn't tell her, which was good, and then she started asking us who our favourite See More singers were. I started to feel even more anxious, and then she turned round to me and said, "I know your favourite singer, you like Mika." I felt even worse, and I hoped she wouldn't say anything else to me. She kept talking to SkyDoesMinecraft Girl for a while, and eventually she left us alone, but I still felt bad.
In Drama, we were playing a game, and we all had to say something when the number we were given was called. We had to keep switching numbers, and I said what I had to say at the wrong time with someone else's number. Everyone laughed at me, and Farm Boy, whose number it was, yelled at me for it. I was just really embarrassed and upset, and I felt awful. When I went to sit at the other end of the circle, which was where you had to sit when you were out, we had to move seats, and I was slow to move because I was waiting for the people in front of me to move up. When I didn't move, Laughing Boy said that he couldn't move because I was in the way, even though it wasn't my fault. I just felt even worse.
In Science, I was doing my work, and this girl walked out of the classroom and said that she hoped someone in the classroom would kill themselves. Then Goldfish Girl said, "I hate when people say that they're going to kill themselves and they don't do it." I was disgusted, because she was basically saying that she would want people to kill themselves. You should want people to live, not end their lives. Then the teacher said that people who wanted to die were attention seeking, which was bad as well. I just felt awful.
And today was the day of the Literacy Leaders trip to the zoo, and I was feeling bad about that too because I wasn't there. :/
on June 14, 2016
Also, the other day, Human Copy Machine Girl literally came to school with all the same stationery as me.
This is why I call her Human Copy Machine Girl. :/
This is why I call her Human Copy Machine Girl. :/
on June 14, 2016