My top five favourite songs from each of Mika's albums:
Life in Cartoon Motion: Relax (Take It Easy), Any Other World, Happy Ending, Stuck In The Middle and My Interpretation.
The Boy Who Knew Too Much: By The Time, Blue Eyes, We Are Golden, I See You and Rain.
The Origin of Love: Heroes, Overrated, Celebrate, Step With Me and Underwater.
No Place in Heaven: Talk About You, Hurts, Rio, Ordinary Man and Promiseland.
Life in Cartoon Motion: Relax (Take It Easy), Any Other World, Happy Ending, Stuck In The Middle and My Interpretation.
The Boy Who Knew Too Much: By The Time, Blue Eyes, We Are Golden, I See You and Rain.
The Origin of Love: Heroes, Overrated, Celebrate, Step With Me and Underwater.
No Place in Heaven: Talk About You, Hurts, Rio, Ordinary Man and Promiseland.
on June 29, 2016
Today was mostly okay, apart from a few things.
In PSHE, I was doing my work, and Echosmith Hater Girl told the teacher that she wanted a new seating plan. She said that she wanted to move seats, because she said that she didn't have anyone to talk to. This boy sarcastically said, "You've got Victoria!" and everyone started laughing at me, and I just felt horrible. Then Echosmith Hater Girl started saying that she really didn't want to sit next to me, and I felt bad about that See More too.
At lunch, I was eating my food, and Badge Girl and her best friend came and sat down on my table. That was weird, because they hated me and everyone else on the table. Badge Girl's best friend kept forcing me to put her rubbish in the bin for her, and I did it, but after a while I stopped, because she should get up and put her own rubbish in the bin. When I wouldn't do it for her, she stared at me, and then she said, "She's got something wrong with her." and started laughing. Luckily nobody heard her or payed attention to what she was saying, but it still made me feel awful, because I actually do have something wrong with me. I suddenly felt as if I wasn't supposed to be there, even though I was, and I felt like everyone knew everything about me. Then this boy on my table (Let's call him Eminem Boy, because he's obsessed with Eminem) started making jokes about self harm, and that made me feel even worse. I felt like I was going to have a panic attack, but I managed to calm myself down when Badge Girl and her best friend left the table.
So, yeah. :/
In PSHE, I was doing my work, and Echosmith Hater Girl told the teacher that she wanted a new seating plan. She said that she wanted to move seats, because she said that she didn't have anyone to talk to. This boy sarcastically said, "You've got Victoria!" and everyone started laughing at me, and I just felt horrible. Then Echosmith Hater Girl started saying that she really didn't want to sit next to me, and I felt bad about that See More too.
At lunch, I was eating my food, and Badge Girl and her best friend came and sat down on my table. That was weird, because they hated me and everyone else on the table. Badge Girl's best friend kept forcing me to put her rubbish in the bin for her, and I did it, but after a while I stopped, because she should get up and put her own rubbish in the bin. When I wouldn't do it for her, she stared at me, and then she said, "She's got something wrong with her." and started laughing. Luckily nobody heard her or payed attention to what she was saying, but it still made me feel awful, because I actually do have something wrong with me. I suddenly felt as if I wasn't supposed to be there, even though I was, and I felt like everyone knew everything about me. Then this boy on my table (Let's call him Eminem Boy, because he's obsessed with Eminem) started making jokes about self harm, and that made me feel even worse. I felt like I was going to have a panic attack, but I managed to calm myself down when Badge Girl and her best friend left the table.
So, yeah. :/
@Angelthefallenangel
The teacher that I have for PE at the moment is actually the deputy headteacher, and she really just doesn't like me. She made me go and sit in another room once because I got hurt while playing dodgeball, and she yelled at me for crying. She also wouldn't let my best friend go into the other room to help me, even though she asked the teacher See More if she could help and I was really upset. :/
The teacher that I have for PE at the moment is actually the deputy headteacher, and she really just doesn't like me. She made me go and sit in another room once because I got hurt while playing dodgeball, and she yelled at me for crying. She also wouldn't let my best friend go into the other room to help me, even though she asked the teacher See More if she could help and I was really upset. :/
on June 29, 2016
on June 29, 2016
Today in Drama, we were supposed to be watching a film, but we had to write instead because people were disrupting the lesson and talking during the movie. The teacher said that we could write a story relating to the topic if we wanted, and I wrote this really long story based on the performance that I did before. I was kind of proud of it, and when it was collected in, the teacher said, "At least someone does work in this class." which kind of made me happy.
But I really hope See More that the teacher actually reads it and doesn't just put it in the bin like she usually does when we have to do written work instead of learning. I worked really hard on it, and I want to get recognition for it, because I think it was actually quite good. :/
But I really hope See More that the teacher actually reads it and doesn't just put it in the bin like she usually does when we have to do written work instead of learning. I worked really hard on it, and I want to get recognition for it, because I think it was actually quite good. :/
on June 28, 2016
on June 28, 2016
My internet friend apologised to me, and we're friends again now. So that's good. ?
on June 27, 2016
I kind of want to apologise to the internet friend that doesn't like me anymore, but I don't know if I should, because I don't think it was my fault, really. I was just saying how I felt about something, and she just yelled at me for how I felt, even when she knew how I would feel about it. But maybe I should apologise, because I'm just horrible, and nobody should really listen to anything that I say, because everything I say just annoys people. And I don't have any other internet See More friends that really talk to me or care about me, because most people don't like me. I kind of wish someone would care about me.
But she also seems to be doing okay without me, and she has a lot of other internet friends that are better than me that she could talk to instead. She also hasn't talked to me in a long time, so she isn't really bothered about me. So we don't really have to be friends. And I talked to SkyDoesMinecraft Girl about it today, and she said that it wasn't my fault, and that my internet friend shouldn't have done what she did.
But I don't know. I guess I just want everything to be okay. :/
But she also seems to be doing okay without me, and she has a lot of other internet friends that are better than me that she could talk to instead. She also hasn't talked to me in a long time, so she isn't really bothered about me. So we don't really have to be friends. And I talked to SkyDoesMinecraft Girl about it today, and she said that it wasn't my fault, and that my internet friend shouldn't have done what she did.
But I don't know. I guess I just want everything to be okay. :/
on June 27, 2016
Today was mostly okay, apart from a few things.
In PE, we were playing dodgeball, and I had to throw the ball. When I threw it, it hit Human Copy Machine Girl's best friend, and everyone started laughing at me and making fun of me. I felt like I wanted to cry, and I just felt awful.
In RE, we redid a test, and I had to swap my test with someone else to have it marked. The girl I passed my test to passed it to the table behind her, and I heard a boy on that table say, "Why would See More I want Victoria's test?" and everyone laughed. After we had marked it, I found out that I got the highest mark in the class, as well as Phone Girl. The teacher had to mark the last question, and she said that if I got all of the marks on that question, I would have got full marks on the test. But I couldn't even be happy about it, because I just felt so bad.
In English, we were answering questions, and TheDoctorsQueen literally copied all of my answers, word for word. She also literally told the other people on the table what she had 'wrote', which was really my work, when they asked for help. I was so angry about it, but I didn't say anything because she would probably lie and say that we had wrote the same things 'by coincidence', like she always does. So I didn't say anything, and she carried on. Then the teacher came over to me and said that my work was good, but I couldn't even be happy about that either, because I just felt horrible.
And all day, I've just been worrying about the fact that one of my internet friends hates me now. And I've been feeling kind of suicidal, because everything is just horrible at the moment. I have a lot of things to be scared about, like my presentation, and I feel awful because of other people being better than me and actually achieving things or being happy, as usual. So I feel bad because of that too. :/
In PE, we were playing dodgeball, and I had to throw the ball. When I threw it, it hit Human Copy Machine Girl's best friend, and everyone started laughing at me and making fun of me. I felt like I wanted to cry, and I just felt awful.
In RE, we redid a test, and I had to swap my test with someone else to have it marked. The girl I passed my test to passed it to the table behind her, and I heard a boy on that table say, "Why would See More I want Victoria's test?" and everyone laughed. After we had marked it, I found out that I got the highest mark in the class, as well as Phone Girl. The teacher had to mark the last question, and she said that if I got all of the marks on that question, I would have got full marks on the test. But I couldn't even be happy about it, because I just felt so bad.
In English, we were answering questions, and TheDoctorsQueen literally copied all of my answers, word for word. She also literally told the other people on the table what she had 'wrote', which was really my work, when they asked for help. I was so angry about it, but I didn't say anything because she would probably lie and say that we had wrote the same things 'by coincidence', like she always does. So I didn't say anything, and she carried on. Then the teacher came over to me and said that my work was good, but I couldn't even be happy about that either, because I just felt horrible.
And all day, I've just been worrying about the fact that one of my internet friends hates me now. And I've been feeling kind of suicidal, because everything is just horrible at the moment. I have a lot of things to be scared about, like my presentation, and I feel awful because of other people being better than me and actually achieving things or being happy, as usual. So I feel bad because of that too. :/
on June 27, 2016
Block by block, from the bottom to the top. I know just who I am, and I know just who I'm not. ?
on June 26, 2016
Teacher: *taking the register* Victoria?
Me: Here.
Teacher *carries on with the register*
Me: Oh, oh, I ask myself, what am I doing here?
Me: Here.
Teacher *carries on with the register*
Me: Oh, oh, I ask myself, what am I doing here?
on June 26, 2016
Lover Boy basically explains exactly how I feel about kids dating and claiming to be in love, to be honest.
on June 26, 2016
I was actually feeling quite good today, but now I'm not anymore. :/
on June 26, 2016
By the way, guys, I'm making a new Day In The Life of MikasPrincess story today. ?
on June 25, 2016
And another thing that happened yesterday was that in ICT, TheDoctorsQueen was working on the school newspaper with the Literacy Leaders, so Diamond Girl had nobody to work with. She wanted to work with me, and I said that she could, even though I didn't really want her to. It was actually kind of fun in the end, and the work we did together turned out really good. But she kept asking me questions about myself, like how most people at school do, and then at the end of the lesson, See More she said that it was fun working with me, and that she feels like we've become better friends. I was kind of creeped out, but I also felt like Diamond Girl was kind of a nice person in some ways. She also said that she wants to be friends with SkyDoesMinecraft Girl, but that she doesn't really know how to.
So now I don't even know if we're friends or enemies anymore. :/
So now I don't even know if we're friends or enemies anymore. :/
on June 25, 2016
on June 25, 2016
Also, yesterday in Art, we were drawing optical illusions, and I was one of the only people that could draw them. Nirvana Girl and Mouse Boy, who were sat next to me, couldn't do it, and Mouse Boy literally asked me if he could have my work and pretend it was his, just because he couldn't do it. I just shook my head and carried on drawing, but I was really angry about it. He should learn to do his own work, instead of trying to take other people's.
on June 25, 2016
Yesterday I thought that I wouldn't have to do any more scary things at school for the rest of the school year, because I've got through most of it. But yesterday I was told in History that I have to do a presentation on my own in front of the whole class on Thursday, and now I'm scared about that. :/
on June 25, 2016
Today was okay. ?
@jenesaispas
Yeah, haha. Everyone is talking about it, and it's kind of annoying that the UK has left the EU, because now a lot of good things aren't going to be here much longer, and we might have new bad things, like having to be at school until 5pm.
Yeah, haha. Everyone is talking about it, and it's kind of annoying that the UK has left the EU, because now a lot of good things aren't going to be here much longer, and we might have new bad things, like having to be at school until 5pm.
on June 24, 2016
on June 24, 2016
Pick a number(s) and I'll tell you my:
1) height
2) best friend
3) relationship status
4) favourite movie
5) have or want any piercings
6) what i hate most about myself See More
7) Zodiac sign
8) what song i am currently listening to
9) top three favourite songs
10) top three favourite song artists
11) favourite song lyrics
12) what i find attractive
13) biggest phobia
14) number of girlfriends/boyfriends
15) favourite animal
16) favourite tv show
17) hottest celebrity
18) Create your own question
~Repøsted
1) height
2) best friend
3) relationship status
4) favourite movie
5) have or want any piercings
6) what i hate most about myself See More
7) Zodiac sign
8) what song i am currently listening to
9) top three favourite songs
10) top three favourite song artists
11) favourite song lyrics
12) what i find attractive
13) biggest phobia
14) number of girlfriends/boyfriends
15) favourite animal
16) favourite tv show
17) hottest celebrity
18) Create your own question
~Repøsted
on June 24, 2016
Kids by Mika:
The real lyrics: Just another California day.
What I thought it said: Just another kind of funny day.
The real lyrics: Take your kid gloves off, this is love, not war. Give our peace a chance, make it worth fighting for.
What I thought it said: Take your kid clothes off, this is not normal. Give our peace a chance, make a new world, fall to the floor.
The real lyrics: Just another California day.
What I thought it said: Just another kind of funny day.
The real lyrics: Take your kid gloves off, this is love, not war. Give our peace a chance, make it worth fighting for.
What I thought it said: Take your kid clothes off, this is not normal. Give our peace a chance, make a new world, fall to the floor.
on June 24, 2016
Alessia Cara's song with Troye Sivan was released today, and it's actually amazing. ?
on June 23, 2016