on December 24, 2017
I have started my training on drawing Foxes more accurately again. The first image I believe is the best one I've done in years! It's unfinished, but I'm proud with how it's coming out.
on December 21, 2017
In my campaign, my DnD one I intend to use for oher purporses....the players caused not one, but three revolutions in a single country...
on December 18, 2017
I suppose to try and stop pushing people away, I'll trt thinking abd saying positive things for a change. This is going to be insanely weird..but here we go.
Thus far, lately some good things have happened that offset the bad, I got a stable job, learned how to play/DM DnD, have set my mind on my goals, and started on three PMVs. Admittedly looking at the second PMV, the song's length, and going at 16FPS, there's a total of 10.1k still images involved, but hey, animation!
Thus far, lately some good things have happened that offset the bad, I got a stable job, learned how to play/DM DnD, have set my mind on my goals, and started on three PMVs. Admittedly looking at the second PMV, the song's length, and going at 16FPS, there's a total of 10.1k still images involved, but hey, animation!
on December 17, 2017
I am sorry if over these two years I've been a depressive prick that has ruined your life, or made it worse in some way. There are somethings I wish I could take back, alot of things, too many things, especially now, that I wish I could restore. I'm sorry for everything for anyone that is listening, or well, reading technically.
You shouldn’t need to apologize. You are a human, with emotions. You have a right to those humN emotions. Everyone. EVERYONE. Has bad times. Sometimes they last a few minutes, and sometimes years. It’s okay. Just focus on your future. You’ve got a large future.
on December 11, 2017
Ty. Tylnapp. You have done NOTHING wrong. You have your bad days and that's understandable. But that's in your rear view mirror- it's small, but look in the front window; there is SO MUCH ahead of you. Keep driving. Don't worry too much about in the rear view mirror. Don't apologize for ANYTHING.
You've got this, I promise.
You've got this, I promise.
on December 11, 2017
on December 11, 2017
Ideas for what to draw anyone?
on December 10, 2017
I'm working on animations now, have a stream, Deviant Account, and such even! I know dust covers the stream though, I will be streaming today at 3 or so to 5 or so, perhaps before just to get into the groove before driving into a tank battle, then return to the front!
*Gets back up while brushing my fur back to relative normality*
I've...been getting better I suppose. Worse in some regards, better in most others.
I've...been getting better I suppose. Worse in some regards, better in most others.
on December 06, 2017
*hug tackles* you're back! i didn't notice untill then! i keep missing you when you're on, it would seem, how've you been??
on December 04, 2017
on December 03, 2017
Hey, not sure if you remember me mate, But it's Reaper. Just wondering how you are.
on December 06, 2017
on November 27, 2017
YOU'RE BACK!
on November 21, 2017
I suppose throughout life, we either wither away staying in one location, digging our own graves, but nice ones, or we set sail, on a voyage to foreign realms in all regards. They can sometimes be familiar, but like setting sail in life, you'll always eventually find yourself back where you started, because that's just how a sphere works.
I suppose you could say I'm back for now. The few reasons I left were rather personal so I won't spill them without being asked.
I suppose you could say I'm back for now. The few reasons I left were rather personal so I won't spill them without being asked.
on November 21, 2017
Am I stuck in the past, perhaps. Perhaps I'm also the depressive cancer that this site must remove...most likely. I can see that most whom had known me at one point gave up on this corner of qfeast, it wouldn't surprise me to leave..well this piece of shite that can't do anything more than complain about menial things. Things that one could fix but chooses not to. I've said I'd leave once before...people, few, but still people cared...then I came back after not being able to pull See More through. I did so again, yet no one kept the search light on. No one cared or will care or ever will care...No one ever does care do they? Not one. Only one cared on another site, but only to say goodluck. So I am officially deactivating my account. I didn't want to before so I could leave all my published things here...but now it seems that well...no one cares anyway.
on October 02, 2017
Looks like some fears, and reminders of those fears have resurfaced, while most fears fading, the ones that don't have come to light, or have grown more powerful.
Darkness is no longer a foe, but an ally. Aliens no longer really scare me, facehuggers do, but only them. I no longer fear whether this reality is a simulation, test, or anything of the sort...though there are only a few ways of actually finding that out...war no longer really bothers me either, I know the relaities See More and tragedies behind it, the motives, what's the point in them? Death is no longer feared either...actually seen as an option for quite a while now. It isn't death that holds me back though, it is whether or not there is another side..an afterlife...or whether we don't exist after death...or can never die...(there's an explanation for the main character plot theory that's too long to explain here, so in another text later).
I have hit a wall of sorts. I went from dirt to sky high, so many friends I couldn't count to...well, nothing. Each one soon fell off the grid..off contact...real life, game friends, and here. My glory days of friendships are over, I admit that, I admit that I won't be as good at the whole friend thing anytime in the future...though one thing that bugs me to this day still is the, well, emptiness, the lack of communication between personel anymore. I know I'm dying alone, I've...come to some terms with that, mostly just grumbling to myself and staying out of people's ways really...
Darkness is no longer a foe, but an ally. Aliens no longer really scare me, facehuggers do, but only them. I no longer fear whether this reality is a simulation, test, or anything of the sort...though there are only a few ways of actually finding that out...war no longer really bothers me either, I know the relaities See More and tragedies behind it, the motives, what's the point in them? Death is no longer feared either...actually seen as an option for quite a while now. It isn't death that holds me back though, it is whether or not there is another side..an afterlife...or whether we don't exist after death...or can never die...(there's an explanation for the main character plot theory that's too long to explain here, so in another text later).
I have hit a wall of sorts. I went from dirt to sky high, so many friends I couldn't count to...well, nothing. Each one soon fell off the grid..off contact...real life, game friends, and here. My glory days of friendships are over, I admit that, I admit that I won't be as good at the whole friend thing anytime in the future...though one thing that bugs me to this day still is the, well, emptiness, the lack of communication between personel anymore. I know I'm dying alone, I've...come to some terms with that, mostly just grumbling to myself and staying out of people's ways really...
on October 02, 2017