amity -my own divergent book

chapter six

I woke to my sisters alarm clock. i kept my clothes on until my sister pulled off my blankets and she pulled me up.
"today is a special day please get up" Nikky said letting me go
"ok" i said still a little tired i picked up a long sleeve shirt and black leggings.  i took a small shower and ate breakfast.  Nikky and i walked to the the roof and she gripped my hand as we looked down at the ground.  She looked at me with a smile, she knew i was leaving dauntless she knew i wouldn't visit this was our last good-bye.  
"aren't you coming to the ceremony?, doesn't everyone have to go?" i asked
"ya" Nikky said quietly "i just want too stay here forever, i'm sorry" she looked at the ground then at me and hugged me
"it's not good-bye yet we still have the ceremony"
"i know, i know but we won't get to look at each other or hug so i'm doing it now" these words made me cry and i quickly wiped them from my cheek before jump onto the train.i walked over to mako who was sitting with may. i sat in between them and put one arm around mako and my other arm around may and hugged them.  
"do you think we will ever see each other again after this day" i asked
"i bet they will let us see each other on visiting day" may said
"maybe" mako said his blue eyes on me and may. the train seemed to go by fast and i jumped out with Nikky and other dauntless.  we took the stairs and i knew what was going to happen, first we walked with the abnegation's then we began to run and sprint crashing into walls laughing talking till we got to the top floor.  we got into our seats in the dauntless section and watched as everyone went into their faction categories. everyone started to talk but were quickly cut off by Marcus.   
"quiet, quiet please, thank you" i blacked out the rest of the time i was to busy looking at the amity and abnegation bowls on the table. one bowl had dirt in it standing for amity, the one had white smooth stones for abnegation, one of those bowls would determine my furture and how i live and what i believe in.  
"and from dauntless painfield Tapanga" i snapped into reality and Nikky gave me a shove and i steeped down the steps and walked over to Marcus he handed me a small knife and i cut into my skin and blood dripped down.
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