Diary of an 8th Grader

I Don't know if I Should Say

November 18, 2013
        Hey so I'm bored. In school I got hit with a basketball straight to the head. Alexia screamed and hugged me tight like I was baby. Then she told me that she'll take me to the nurse. I went and got some ice, the basketball hit me hard but I don't know if it was hard enough to give me a concussion. Hopefully.
       The language teacher moved our seats. Now I don't sit with Ethan and May anymore which makes me really sad :(. Like really why????? Ethan is like two seats away from me a least. I'm not sure if that makes me feel any better. May was absent today so she'll be shocked next class.
       I've been thinking. Should I ever tell Ethan that I like him? I don't know if he likes me too. Which makes me upset. Especially with Nicki since they're dating. *sigh* Gosh I'm feeling even more upset writing this ._. But I shouldn't right? I don't want to be the ex girlfriend that gets in the way of her ex boyfriends relationship but I guess that's what happening right now. I feel terrible. I was talking to Mary and she feels that Ethan and Nicki really don't seem to have a good relationship but idk anymore I'm so confused. Help me?