Diary of an 8th Grader

Nicki Should Go Tbh

November 15, 2013
      So today we had our "monthly" relays at school today! My team one!! I feel so accomplished even though I was just sitting at the bleachers cheering them on ~(`_`)/. I was sitting next to Ethan though. But Nicki was right across from us. We didn't really talk and Ethan didn't poke me or tease me or anything while Nicki was there. But then, Nicki soon left so she could sit with her friends on the other side of the gym. Then soon I felt a poke on my side. I turned my head and Ethan's head was turned the other way and then he turned to face me and smirked. I'm guessing that he felt more comfortable or better when Nicki was gone.
       Before in health, we were watching a video about how to ask your crush out. When the video was over, Enrique reached over and whispered in my ear, "You should do that to ask Ethan out." I blushed, "He would never say yes."  "Yes he would," Enrique replied back to me. In my head I said "yeah right." I kind of have the feeling Enrique is trying to tell me something but I don't know exactly what it is so yeah. I need help with that.
      Yesterday I was texting May. I told her about Ethan poking me yesterday. She asked me if I liked him still, and I told her I just started liking him again. I then told May that I was just cautious about Nicki. May told me that Nicki flirts with everyone especially these two boys Jacob and Kyle. I was so shocked yet not shocked. I was shocked that May actually noticed that as well because I noticed that for a while now. I told her that Ethan deserved better than that. I mean he shouldn't be in that kind of relationship. May agreed. Then soon we made up this plan to talk to Ethan about the whole thing sometime but we don't know when. May said she'll tell me when the right time comes. I don't exactly know if were actually going to do it but I am just hoping that if we do, everything will go well.