peachytea - Page 14

Wow, I never thought I'd actually be here again. I'm not going to reach out to anyone for obvious reasons. I used this site often between the years 2014 - 2020/2021. I have a lot of great memories here and a lot of bad memories as well, although the bad memories outweigh the good. The thing I remember most is the drama, death threats/constant harassment, grooming, and being doxxed from this site. So yeah, not a lot of good memories came from this website and I'm sure things that See More happened on here later contributed to my PTSD. I thought about this site a lot but never regained the nerve to rejoin after everything. I still get flashbacks to certain events to be honest. I thought I'd rejoin to somehow give myself closure or peace over things that happened here so I could finally forget about it all and move on, if that makes any sense. I do want to say I don't necessarily hold any grudges towards anyone because I think most of us were literal children, although some users have definitely left me with scars and trauma, not going to lie. Anyhow, I didn't come back to cause drama so I won't mention anything else. I'm moving forward with life and I hope everyone else has too.

I also won't mention previous usernames or names I used to go by, because I'm not planning on being active or interacting with anyone. I only came to visit for a few minutes due to nostalgia and repressed memories I need to work through.

My life has changed very much since I was on here, a lot for the better. I'd rather not give an actual life update due to the small chance someone somehow recognizes me because I'm still very anxious of nearly all users. I'm definitely not the same person I was when I joined, and when I left. Everything about me has changed from how I look, my hobbies, my interests, my political opinions, how I present myself. Everything. I was a young child when I first joined this site and now I'm an adult, and that feels very strange to me. This website used to be my safe place once upon a time, and I don't think I'd ever forget all the friends I had once or the good times.

I doubt anyone will even see this because this place seems very dead now and like I said, I'm not planning on actually being active again. I'm surprised this website is still running but I think I'll finish this whole thing up here.

This website used to mean a lot to me as a kid and I wanted to revisit for a while.