Confessions Page

I absolutely hate it when people borrow my stuff. I always feel like I have to. I say yes when they ask, but I just don't like sharing. Call me "rude," "selfish," or "spoiled brat," but I just don't like sharing just because someone else wants something of mine and I say no. I don't care if "Oh, well, I lent you a pencil in math class, so you should let me borrow your favorite earrings!" I usually lie when a classmate asks if I have a pencil he/she can borrow. I'm always afraid See More I'll never get it back. But my mom makes me share. Like "Oh, well she wants to borrow your clothes, so you NEED to let her!! You need to share! SHARE SHARE SHARE SHARE SHARE!"

I accidentally hit a kid with a book super duper hard on purpose

I have a crush on like 2 different guys and I feel like such a slut...

I enjoy watching those videos on YouTube with the girls in the inflation suits that turn into blueberries. Like blueberry fetish videos, if you will. I'm not sexually aroused by them, I just like to watch them. I think the suit would be fun to wear.

I still don't know if I'm gay or what at my age. I'm pretty sure I'm Bi but I don't know. If someone can help; here's what I'd say... I would date a boy or a girl, and I'm not sure which ones I'd date more than the other. I just dunno guys..

I may look strong on the outside... to the world i seem happy and bubbly... but... when im alone... or im going to bed... i just break down and cry for no apparent reason... there is never a reason why im crying... i just do.. and... maybe thats why.. at 15 years of age... i still suck my thumb... because to me its comfort... and i still have a teddy bear.. but he is the most important thing to me.. he has been through thick and thin with me. Alwayd coming to hospital when im See More admitted in because of an asthma attack... he always comes on holidays with me... i feel childish... i really do...

Whenever my family goes somewhere on a long trip and leaves me at home I think that I have no family since they all died in a horrible accident and this is the house I provided for myself and make a lame ass story to myself saying I have to work late tonight and won't be able to do taxes
I just hate myself so much

I feel like shit, because I've had this crush on a person, for almost a year.
And I absolutely adore Jason, but I still haven't gotten over that one damn person.
And then they fell in love with someone else.
And it hurt? I don't know.
I thought for a while that I might have a chance with them, but they hardly talk to me anymore.
So I guess I should attempt to just get over this one damn person.
I don't think they even liked me as a friend in the first place. They probably just See More pitied me. But, whatever

Ok you probably figured this out but for those who haven't--


I'm probably have lost motivation for pretty much everything, and the only reason I contenue on is so I don't show how much of a failiure I am in life because nobody really has time to see that.
I've broken down alot recently, AND I MEAN ALOT. I never cry, and I've been crying alot recently. Everyone says I'm being emotional, and maybe I am, but it's shocking how I've shown every sign before possible that it's how See More I feel before making it obvious, and EVERYONE gets suprised.
I know I probably shouldn't feel like it, but it feels like alot of people ignore me, both on here and in real life.
I guess that's just me, though.

I live in the same city as Xycron

I'm admitting this here and now, and I know a lot of you will brawl at me for it.

I'm not proud of myself on here.
I acknowledge that I'm a cringey person.
And I acknowledge that I will sometimes use my autism as an easy way out.
And I regret it. Heavily.
I regret a lot of things I've done on this site.
I know I am a horrible person. I am nothing but a huge crybaby, a cringey brat, and just... See More
well, downright horrible.
I apologise to anyone and everyone I have ever hurt in the 3 years I have been here.
I know a lot of you won't see this, especially those who have blocked me for my actions, but it would be nice to know you guys acknowledge that I have now owned to my mistakes, and I heavily apologise for every single wrong thing I have ever done.
I promise I will try to be a better person from now on.

I actually hate children and people. No doubt about it. And pshyical touch is the worst thing in the universe ever. Unless I want it.

I'm still a fangirl

If I shared any of my REAL Opinions about, hold on.
Sexuality.
Gender.
Politics.
People.
Or ANYTHING.
I would be stabbed, shamed, bullied, harassed and f*cked by everyone on this site for the rest of the time I spend on it.

All the people who have blocked me...
I honestly don't know why they blocked me, but whatever reason it was, I'm pretty sure it's something every user, friend or not, will agree with.

Sometimes I wish I didn't have friends.

I really want to quit dance next year and be an actress. I'm afraid to tell my mom because I'm afraid she'll get mad at me. Dance is just something that I just lost interest in over the years. I've been doing it for the past 9 years now and I think it's time to change my passion. Acting is more my passion now. I'm scared that my mom would tell me that I'd be "ruining a family dream" or "wasting money." I can't quit now because my dance teacher already got our costumes and they're See More pretty expensive and it's too late. What should I do? Should I tell her or keep doing it just to please my family?

I want some people to die honestly

I secretly want to create my own fnaf game

I like to make everyone happy no matter what.