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ive been rewatching tuca and bertie again. literally one of the best shows of all time i think. for a show about animated bird people it’s so incredibly realistic specifically in how it handles bertie’s backstory. i had an extremely similar experience with a coach when i was in high school and you have absolutely no idea how comforting it is to see a character responding to their trauma in a similar way to you. also the whole bit where bertie tries to talk to her friends See More about it and they all just dismiss it fuckking destroyed me bc that’s literally how my former friends acted

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they won’t let me name the band masturhaters dhmu

i pulled up to the coffee place boofed as fuckk and my barista did a ?at me goobye

we waking and baking today

people who think that gettin with a musician = song about them r so funny to me. as a musician writing songs is fuckking hard. most of my songs are about my own misery anyways

currently in my ‘distancing myself from all of my friends, lovers, and in betweens’ era bc i’m convinced they all can’t stand me and i am a leech

like sophomore year i was in a musical and for whatever reason we were comparing body types(?) and this girl i hated told me i was a rectangle bc i’m built like a door and that shit ruined my life for the next two years tbh

rizz lord (gave her some cool rocks and posted her to say yes)

god im so gay

tbh neurodivergent flirting is the cringest shit looking back my senior year me and that one dude we’re all over each other all the time and like we were always j exchanging trinkets and complimenting eachother’s clothes and sometimes he’d lean up against me and i spent a full year wondering if he was into me or if i was just having delusions bc of my bpd

cam tweets criminally underrated tbh he’s so funny

after months of pondering i have decided i can use the word cum in a song. hozier did it i can too!!!

i love hozier bc he’s just this GORGEOUS musical genius with a voice like smooth espresso and his whole vibe is just pure beautiful forest creature and then you actually listen to the lyrics of his songs and realize a LARGE portion of his songs are straight up having sex doing heroin, and dying

hot take but unless they started dating in high school college students dating high seniors is Weird. coming from a college student the maturity levels r so different.

also hopefully seeing black country new road this fall (pleazzz i really want to see them live)

on the contrary mustard service fans are the best ever. idk if it’s bc they’re a relatively small group or what but god they’re the best. i legitimately made friends at a mustard service concert. like we exchanged socials and everything. so fun. so nice. mosh pit was awesome too, intense but people werent getting hurt or anything. there is one ms fan i am not on the best terms with (tl;dr dated my friend for a very short period. they broke up and for a few days she was chill ab See More it and even approached me to tell me he was into me but afterwards she j started being mean idk)

coming from a hardcore black midi fan it’s kinda disappointing how like 90% of the fanbase is so incredibly shitty. i know a lot of decent ones but tbh so many of them j don’t know basic concert etiquette and i’ve heard sm horror stories from bm concerts (fans disrespecting the opener is common, there were some people screaming at morgan the whole time at one show and then they stole his drumsticks, i saw a post on reddit ab some dude intentionally shitting himself in the pit) See More like they’re extremely talented but 1. chill out 2. they aren’t the only band that exists 3. good god people treat the band members + openers with basic fuckking human dignity this is why greep hates the fanbase sm!!