tmi Ooops my period was almost a week late and my mom was starting to think i was pregnant or something (literally haven’t touched a man like that since like january)
on May 27, 2023
i Hate people who act like cuntts j bc they’re morally better than me Ok so i guess you don’t smoke weed and you’ve never told anyone to kill themself cool do u want a sticker or smth
on May 27, 2023
why is it that me as a woman w bpd attract specifically other women, narcissistic evil men, and this one specific genre of weird men who like math rock and play rhythm section instruments
on May 26, 2023
butterfly effect wild i
ur telling me if i did not miss my train to go home i wouldn’t have taken my production course
ur telling me if i did not miss my train to go home i wouldn’t have taken my production course
basically: missed my train —> the former friend that made me miss the train gave me drugs as an apology for missing said train —> one night i took said drugs, underestimated their potency, ended up passing out and when i woke up the next morning (still high) my parents were calling to tell me a family member died —> went on a walk w my friend (who was gonna help See More me produce) to distract myself —> ended up cuddling w him for three hours and confessing interest in one another —> quickly we realized that there’s no way we’re gonna be able to get anything done bc we can’t keep our hands to ourselves apparently—> had to learn to do it my damn self —> took production course
on May 26, 2023
on May 26, 2023
monthly reminder (as of this month) that i didn’t fake my death and anyone who who says i did r cuntts who don’t know a thing ab suicidal tendencies and psychotic behavior ?
on May 26, 2023
geordie greep posted some sad goodbye message thing and this better not mean black midi is breaking up i can not handle that rn
on May 26, 2023
qfeast summer 2022 was prime tbh i stole a bunch of peoples passwords by pretending to be the qfeast team and saying their account was encrypted and their personal information was in danger and then i think the same night the foot edit was posted and i laughed so hard i almost threw up
on May 25, 2023
i keep seein the “dutch is an unserious language geef me een klap papa” thing in tiktok slideshows and it’s so real. also gloves are handschoenen and bra is bustehouder and rhinoceros is neushoorn its like german and english got put in a blender with some 90 proof alcohol
on May 25, 2023
horrid allergies rn (it’s not allergies im in a house that reeks of mold and dog pee and i can’t breathe.)
on May 25, 2023
something crazy: haven’t had any sort of serious romantic anything w an american man since like 2018
on May 25, 2023
several months ago i had a dream where i ate pancakes at ihop and for whatever reason the onceler from the lorax was making and serving them and they were like the best pancakes ever and i said “i’m gonna thneed some more of those”
on May 25, 2023
some more
-imaginary
-when everyone was obsessed with black butler for some reason
-also everyone was goin bonkers for sonic back in the day
-“stealing” people’s copy-paste middle finger text art and then losing their shit over it
-kayla
-roger See More
-anthony (?) they were here in like 2017 i think
-the boob war
-those things people would post on their profiles that were like “3+ LIKES FOR…” and they’d be a bunch of questions about themselves
-chicken bawls °|°
-elephant penis trunk
-snakeninja (i think that was his username??? bro was kinda weird sometimes and not in a cool way)
-the matlen situation
-imaginary
-when everyone was obsessed with black butler for some reason
-also everyone was goin bonkers for sonic back in the day
-“stealing” people’s copy-paste middle finger text art and then losing their shit over it
-kayla
-roger See More
-anthony (?) they were here in like 2017 i think
-the boob war
-those things people would post on their profiles that were like “3+ LIKES FOR…” and they’d be a bunch of questions about themselves
-chicken bawls °|°
-elephant penis trunk
-snakeninja (i think that was his username??? bro was kinda weird sometimes and not in a cool way)
-the matlen situation
on May 27, 2023
What happened with Matlen ? i only remember her cause she had a crush on me but then she disappeared & lowkey i feel bad that i rejected her like dat ?
on May 27, 2023
I remember one time Snakeninja straight up just stole the lyrics of Qwerty by Mushroomhead and tried to pretend he wrote it.
on May 25, 2023
on May 25, 2023
some random songs i really like
-i think i’m gonna kill myself (elton john)
-wasteland, baby (hozier)
-arguments with your lover (mustard service)
-say yes (elliott smith)
-ketchum, id (boygenius)
-reel around the fountain (the smiths) See More
-a pearl (mitski)
-twilight (elliott smith)
-this is not here (the field nice)
-clay pigeons (michael cera)
-everything reminds me of her (elliott smith)
-sober to death (car seat headrest)
-tire swing (kimya dawson)
-love in the time of socialism (yellow house)
-oh my oh me both parts (mustard service)
-like real people do (hozier)
-get fuckked (mustard service)
-emily, i’m sorry (boygenius)
-there is a light that never goes out (the smiths)
-fake plastic trees (radiohead)
-unkind (the sugargliders)
-concorde (black country new road)
-kyoto (phoebe bridgers)
-eat men eat (black midi)
-dansen met alice (doe maar)
-i think i’m gonna kill myself (elton john)
-wasteland, baby (hozier)
-arguments with your lover (mustard service)
-say yes (elliott smith)
-ketchum, id (boygenius)
-reel around the fountain (the smiths) See More
-a pearl (mitski)
-twilight (elliott smith)
-this is not here (the field nice)
-clay pigeons (michael cera)
-everything reminds me of her (elliott smith)
-sober to death (car seat headrest)
-tire swing (kimya dawson)
-love in the time of socialism (yellow house)
-oh my oh me both parts (mustard service)
-like real people do (hozier)
-get fuckked (mustard service)
-emily, i’m sorry (boygenius)
-there is a light that never goes out (the smiths)
-fake plastic trees (radiohead)
-unkind (the sugargliders)
-concorde (black country new road)
-kyoto (phoebe bridgers)
-eat men eat (black midi)
-dansen met alice (doe maar)
on May 25, 2023
new challenge; brew takes a shot of straight acetone every day until either she goes back to chicago or dies (whichever comes first i hate ohio)
on May 25, 2023
took a hit from my parents joint shit tasted like straight vinegar and was like 75% paper
on May 25, 2023