graduating is insane, three years ago i had so many friends i thought i was gonna keep forever and once we got out of school they just vanished. looking back everyone was just tolerating me until they didn’t have to anymore. i kept four friends and of these the freshman i adopted and the exchange student i took in are the only ones who actually text me first
on April 05, 2023
its so funny i think when ppl freak over the smell of weed. i live in chicago and the AIR smells like weed
on April 04, 2023
does anyone else remember when i posted “qfeast suicide pact” and everyone and their mothers liked it or did i make that up in my head
on April 03, 2023
do the death threats you sent me on ur burner account qualify as things u regret saying bc personally i think those were mighty cringe ?
*also i think it’s sooper funni that ur justification for making death threats is bc i told pedophiles (i won’t even call them people.) to kts. makes me wonder…
on April 01, 2023
on April 01, 2023
spent like 60 bucks on plants this is so fuvking embarrassing
on April 01, 2023
on April 01, 2023
art school is a fever dream at my old school republican mullet bros were praised and worshipped and here if u even set foot within a mile radius of a columbia building w a trumpie mullet ur getting ridiculed
also if ur a girl w bangs and a septum piercing or a guy who sorta looks like robbie shapiro u will get so many bitches
on March 31, 2023
on March 31, 2023
who remembers catboy
on March 31, 2023
on March 31, 2023
last night i got high and my friend sent me this video that was in english but with dutch subtitles and that confused my brain sm i didn’t even realize the video was in english until like halfway through
on March 31, 2023
lowkey my baton twirling arc was so embarrassing why was i straight
also had a brief relationship w one of my coaches (he was almost ten years older than me at the time)
on March 31, 2023
on March 31, 2023
chicago allergies violent im hardly ever allergic to anything but jesus my nose and eyes r burning rn
on March 30, 2023
im so obsessed with elliott smith rn. its actually embarrassing and unhealthy.
on March 28, 2023
i think i need to de yassify myself im sick of men treating me like an animal in the zoo
on March 27, 2023
my current music is just
-alcoholism
-alcoholism pt 2
-long distance pining
-identity crisis
-in love with every little thing
-i so desperately want to be good enough to be loved by anyone at all but i know that’s basically impossible because i’m scared See More
-unfinished and written as a school project
-basically just added chord ms to a suicide note
-ultra rare not depressing song
-huge collaborative project
-i listened to SO MUCH radiohead when i wrote this and it’s obvious
-alcoholism pt 3
-long distance pining (with heavy focus on the long distance)
-long distance pining (with heavy focus on the pining)
-about previous suicide attempt
-ohio bad
-i realized i can say fuckk in my songs
-everything is boring and nothing matters
-alcoholism
-alcoholism pt 2
-long distance pining
-identity crisis
-in love with every little thing
-i so desperately want to be good enough to be loved by anyone at all but i know that’s basically impossible because i’m scared See More
-unfinished and written as a school project
-basically just added chord ms to a suicide note
-ultra rare not depressing song
-huge collaborative project
-i listened to SO MUCH radiohead when i wrote this and it’s obvious
-alcoholism pt 3
-long distance pining (with heavy focus on the long distance)
-long distance pining (with heavy focus on the pining)
-about previous suicide attempt
-ohio bad
-i realized i can say fuckk in my songs
-everything is boring and nothing matters
on March 26, 2023