the ayakos hamster thing was genuinely one of the craziest things to ever happen on qfeast dot com. who started it? did we ever find out who tf ayako was? why was our response to make a bunch of accounts adding to the lore? why was there lore in the first place???
on June 28, 2023
Guys, my Mom just dropped me off back home alone and my pathologist told me I had a brain tumor today. This is one of the worst days of my life. I ca'nt believe it, you all better be f*cking sensitive to me! I have so much sh*t going on in my life, it's almost funny when someone thinks they have it worse. I can prove it by the way, my Mom lets me log into her email and my pathologist sent the pathology report there!
on June 28, 2023
going to concerts is crazy. like wym ive been in the same room as geordie greep? i took a picture of elton john once. ive talked to one of my favorite bands ever irl. insand
on June 28, 2023
my beige flag is that i string together random words for compliments and somehow they always make sense. j referred to a good friend as “giving euphoria meets rhps frank f furter but also barbie”. a few weeks ago said the person im now seeing is very “sticky note doodle franz kafka insect car seat headrest core”. somehow it makes sense. not sure how but they always di
on June 28, 2023
would it be counterintuitive to ask qfeast dot com for first date advice im gonna go on a real date i usually just have friends and then we start making out so this is kinda new to me
on June 28, 2023
on the topic of him nobody addresses how much of an ass snufkin can be and it’s wild
bro fr went around town stealing things from people and then gaslit the police into thinking the thief was invisible. king shit
on June 27, 2023
on June 27, 2023
how is snufkin simultaneously 14 and 25
if i wasn’t confused enough already he’s little my’s half brother and she’s actually older than he is
on June 27, 2023
bro plays w the rest of the kids and spends more time w them than the adults but he also canonically smokes
on June 27, 2023
on June 27, 2023
nothing bothers me more than “oh no way you have anxiety you’re so friendly!!” “you’re literally a singer how do you get anxious around people” “oh but you’re always so calm and collected” no gerald im not i am freaking out 99% of the time and i don’t show it because it’s embarrassing
it also helps slightly that i’m mildly sedated 90% of the time with either weed or prescription medication LMFAO
on June 27, 2023
on June 27, 2023
on June 26, 2023
i ❤️ making lists so here r some things i’m excited about for going back to chi
-i miss my best friend sm. we haven’t been talking as much bc we’ve both been under a lot of stress lately but i still love her + care ab her even if rn i can’t show it. i want to catch up
-so excited to get out of ohio. i feel trapped here and i constantly have to be surrounded by people and it just makes me so incredibly nervous, i get panic attacks most every night
-i was offered a job at my See More fav pizza place in the area
-i’m really looking forward to going out with that person. anyone who knows me knows im SUPER iffy when it comes to any matters of romance and the idea of being pinned down scares me but something feels different about this, and they’re really cool and talking to them doesn’t feel suffocating in the slightest. they’ve got this whole creatureish vibe ab them that i fw + their music taste is insane too
-getting a bicycle!!!! super hype for this
-can finally eat healthy!! im staying w my parents rn and i’ve been surviving on herbal teas and carbohydrates for a month and a half bc they literally only buy carbs/starch, sweets, and meat and im vegetarian so my options r limited. i feel so disgusting atm this is killing my stomach i can’t wait to get back to chi so i can make my silly little snacks with my silly little fruits and vegetables
-god i kiss walking everywhere. all the businesses and houses are much too far apart here, im used to having a coffee shop, a trader joe’s, and a park all basically in my backyard
-beaches. god chicago beaches r ❤️ need i say more?
-i miss my best friend sm. we haven’t been talking as much bc we’ve both been under a lot of stress lately but i still love her + care ab her even if rn i can’t show it. i want to catch up
-so excited to get out of ohio. i feel trapped here and i constantly have to be surrounded by people and it just makes me so incredibly nervous, i get panic attacks most every night
-i was offered a job at my See More fav pizza place in the area
-i’m really looking forward to going out with that person. anyone who knows me knows im SUPER iffy when it comes to any matters of romance and the idea of being pinned down scares me but something feels different about this, and they’re really cool and talking to them doesn’t feel suffocating in the slightest. they’ve got this whole creatureish vibe ab them that i fw + their music taste is insane too
-getting a bicycle!!!! super hype for this
-can finally eat healthy!! im staying w my parents rn and i’ve been surviving on herbal teas and carbohydrates for a month and a half bc they literally only buy carbs/starch, sweets, and meat and im vegetarian so my options r limited. i feel so disgusting atm this is killing my stomach i can’t wait to get back to chi so i can make my silly little snacks with my silly little fruits and vegetables
-god i kiss walking everywhere. all the businesses and houses are much too far apart here, im used to having a coffee shop, a trader joe’s, and a park all basically in my backyard
-beaches. god chicago beaches r ❤️ need i say more?
@lesbianism if u have any good recipes i would veryy much b interested tho:) i’m super picky and i’m looking for new things to hopefully enjoy
on June 27, 2023
i seee sorry im vegan and i love cooking i get rly excited when i see ppl talk about going veg/veggie i always have to ask hehe❤️
on June 27, 2023
on June 27, 2023
@lesbianism i don’t have any good ones atm <\3 i j started and i’m stuck w my parents til this weekend and i’ve j gotta eat what they have til then
on June 27, 2023
on June 26, 2023
y am i always getting told i look like bjork i look nothing like bjork
its always either bjork, billie eilish, taylor swift, zooey deschanel, or carly rae jepson, i can only see zooey and maybe carly tho
on June 26, 2023
on June 26, 2023
found a little baby praying mantis the size of my fingertip today. best thing ever
on June 25, 2023
i luv those scenes in 90s moomin where snufkin’s in the background of a scene and he’s just standing there like ? why does he always look so shocked
on June 25, 2023
on June 25, 2023
should i a. grow out my hair like i’ve been planning to or b. keep it short and go as joan of arc for halloween
on June 24, 2023
updated updates bc things changed fast LMFAO also i forgot stuff the other day
-currently writing songs and i finally have my first album almost written
-getting a new tat soon! probably a franz kafka one:) though i also decided i want a medusa and boygenius one too among others. might try 2 convince my friends to get matching boygenius teeth
-also thinking ab a belly button piercing
-love life is still weird. im scared of commitment however when im back in town ive got a See More date w this cool fella and im actually nervous about it??? i don’t usually get nervous but this is like a date date and most of my situationships have j been kinda “lol ur hot let’s kiss” but i see potential here they r really nice
-gonna try to hit up an open mic while i’m out of town
-ive decided to start saving up money for travel starting once i’m back in chicago. if i can im going to try and manage a simple low-price vegetarian diet, work as much as i can, and have a couple of savings collections!! i want to travel westward for a couple of weeks (i can get an amtrack pass for like <500 bucks) and it’ll last me a month and i can i take the rail out to california which would be sick and i also wanna save over years to eventually go abroad, explore a few european countries, maybe catch up w rom and my other friends there.
-currently writing songs and i finally have my first album almost written
-getting a new tat soon! probably a franz kafka one:) though i also decided i want a medusa and boygenius one too among others. might try 2 convince my friends to get matching boygenius teeth
-also thinking ab a belly button piercing
-love life is still weird. im scared of commitment however when im back in town ive got a See More date w this cool fella and im actually nervous about it??? i don’t usually get nervous but this is like a date date and most of my situationships have j been kinda “lol ur hot let’s kiss” but i see potential here they r really nice
-gonna try to hit up an open mic while i’m out of town
-ive decided to start saving up money for travel starting once i’m back in chicago. if i can im going to try and manage a simple low-price vegetarian diet, work as much as i can, and have a couple of savings collections!! i want to travel westward for a couple of weeks (i can get an amtrack pass for like <500 bucks) and it’ll last me a month and i can i take the rail out to california which would be sick and i also wanna save over years to eventually go abroad, explore a few european countries, maybe catch up w rom and my other friends there.
on June 24, 2023