i have been disappointing my orchestra director for MONTHS bc no matter what i did i couldnt play this rly high passage i have… he thought i j didnt have the breath support turns out im j fuckking stupid and was holding down a key accidentally that was making it sound bad and i can play the notes fine now god
on November 01, 2023
on November 01, 2023
ppl be making playlists and its just the worst songs ever bruh
on October 31, 2023
i bring a sort of “sorry, am emergency came up and i cant make it to class today” to the email that my professors don’t really like
99% of the time said emergency is me having a panic attack so bad that i feel like ill either start crying or throw up
on October 31, 2023
on October 31, 2023
when i said ngl (as in “not gonna lie”) and that one dude thought i said a racial slur
on October 30, 2023
i think junie b jones actually changed my brain chemistry im her but grown up
on October 29, 2023
on October 29, 2023
going to this cute little park with the person i like tomorrow. its been so pretty, i cant wait.
on October 29, 2023
made the most INSANE batch of cookies but i didnt use a recipe and i didnt write down what i used🤕
on October 28, 2023
it is 11:51 on a friday night and good lord i want a hash brown so bad rn
on October 28, 2023
buying clothes is so weird for me bc im built different (im like 5’8 1/2 without shoes) and i’m tall and sorta skinny so everything is either too loose and too long or fits right and is too short i hate it
the corduroys im wearing in that one picture r a size 12 and the right length but i have to cinch my belt so tight i got them last year j after i moved to the city and i literally went down like 5 or 6 sizes so they no longer fit right
on October 27, 2023
my best fitting pair of jeans is like uhhh an 8 i think?? they’re loose but not stretchy and r j a little loose and a bit short
on October 27, 2023
on October 27, 2023
on October 27, 2023
not my history professor going on strike😭
on October 27, 2023
analog.whore uploaded a photo
me when my friend feeds me a weird stick shaped object
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on October 27, 2023
analog.whore uploaded a photo
i think she knows how joan of arc felt
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on October 27, 2023
on October 26, 2023
life updates:
-midterms are going to be the end of me i am dying i am dead
-had a panic attack during a voice lesson and had to leave
-currently running on 5 hours of sleep and a double shot of espresso im so sleepy and the weather is making me even sleepier
-binged over the garden wall last weekend such a cutie show
-my cold is going away thank GOD
-first orchestra performance on flute tonight im gonna shit and fart and cry i have a solo See More
-in a few days im going on the date ive been planning for four months:p
- think i hurt my back probably from carrying music gear around the city and also bc i keep picking up my friend i feel like an old lady
-midterms are going to be the end of me i am dying i am dead
-had a panic attack during a voice lesson and had to leave
-currently running on 5 hours of sleep and a double shot of espresso im so sleepy and the weather is making me even sleepier
-binged over the garden wall last weekend such a cutie show
-my cold is going away thank GOD
-first orchestra performance on flute tonight im gonna shit and fart and cry i have a solo See More
-in a few days im going on the date ive been planning for four months:p
- think i hurt my back probably from carrying music gear around the city and also bc i keep picking up my friend i feel like an old lady
on October 25, 2023
so confused ab my advertisements lately. what did i search thats making my phone advertise crocs with stuffed animals glued to them, a 59 dollar used washcloth, and a tee shirt that says “my bitch got autism”
on October 24, 2023