dilemma of the day: i am addicted to caffeine and want a coffee however im on my period and coffee will make me even more miserable
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drank coffee am feeling surprisingly ok
on November 11, 2023
on November 11, 2023
life updatesxd
-ive taken up sewing for some silly reason. i make stuffed animals
-as mentioned i finished crime and punishment this morning. currently about 1/3rd through the bell jar rn.
-uhh currently can’t sleep bc my uterus is killing itself and i am nauseous and in agony all i can currently do is sit on the couch and pray my heating pad doesnt give me first degree burns again
-recording session on wednesday for a theme song for a show:p
-idk whats going on w school atp See More ive barely had class in two weeks bc most of my professors have been on strike
-played at a show on tuesday which was neat
-post show, went on an impulsive wander-date, whatever it was, around the city w the person im currently smitten with. wonderful time, gave them a private concert by the lakeside and we talked about books and astrology. once im no longer uhhh impaired we’re going to the museum
-ive taken up sewing for some silly reason. i make stuffed animals
-as mentioned i finished crime and punishment this morning. currently about 1/3rd through the bell jar rn.
-uhh currently can’t sleep bc my uterus is killing itself and i am nauseous and in agony all i can currently do is sit on the couch and pray my heating pad doesnt give me first degree burns again
-recording session on wednesday for a theme song for a show:p
-idk whats going on w school atp See More ive barely had class in two weeks bc most of my professors have been on strike
-played at a show on tuesday which was neat
-post show, went on an impulsive wander-date, whatever it was, around the city w the person im currently smitten with. wonderful time, gave them a private concert by the lakeside and we talked about books and astrology. once im no longer uhhh impaired we’re going to the museum
on November 11, 2023
finished crime and punishment it was so good
on November 11, 2023
this weird fuckk in my EMD class was literally mansplaining feminism it was so funny
same dude that called me a hoe for not wanting to date him (this was the day after i went on a date. with the person ive been going on dates with for months. not a man. idek if i like men the last “man” i was this in love for isnt even sure theyre a man)
on November 09, 2023
my friend made a joke like “is it bc im a woman😡😡😡” and he was like “im a feminist thats not funny i know about womens rights bc i have a sister”
on November 09, 2023
on November 09, 2023
today i wore my hair in braids tied w ribbons and this old man comes up to me in a coffee joint and starts telling me i remind him of his dead wife who wore ber hair like that when she was my age
on November 09, 2023
gonna wage war w whoever lives next to me she forcibly throws up like three times a day and its loud and annoying
on November 09, 2023
i feel so pretty rn
lowkey thought i would look and feel like shit tpfay since my periods ab to start and im running on 6 hours of sleep bc me n the 🤭 went on a 3 ish hour post-show wander but no like its giving low effort doe eyes bedroom pop clairo core idk
on November 08, 2023
on November 08, 2023
no way😭 guys my professors might be on strike alm semester wtf
“oh lol school’s in debt so im gonna cut faculty pay, fire a bunch of ppl, and raise tuition (i still get my 250k bonus tho)”
on November 07, 2023
admin is refusing to negotiate and the union is not stopping til they get everything they want this is insane
on November 07, 2023
on November 07, 2023
no way bro wrote a song ab me and put it on his ep and it is terrible 😭
also the person im seeing makes music too and im pretty sure he’s trying to sound like them bc hes from wisconsin his ass does not have an accent
on November 05, 2023
on November 05, 2023
on November 05, 2023
upd9tes :p
-that one “nice guy” who i rejected a while ago kept leaving poems and flowers at my door and i finally confronted him ab it and now hes pissed again. he also figured out who the “enemy” is! yay!!!! hopefully neither of us get harassed or worse!!!!!
-honestly pretty happy despite being really anxious lately.
-made a loaf of bread but forgot sugar and salt, somehow still very good
-goin on another date soon!! eeeek!!
-in disbelief that its november rn…
-quite a big See More success in the emetophobia department today. girl ran out of my master class and didn’t come back. she looked sick and im pretty sure she probably threw up in the bathroom but i didn’t freak out. i stayed where i was. i was anxious but didn’t literally have to leave so!!!
-finished a major class project today!!!
-that one “nice guy” who i rejected a while ago kept leaving poems and flowers at my door and i finally confronted him ab it and now hes pissed again. he also figured out who the “enemy” is! yay!!!! hopefully neither of us get harassed or worse!!!!!
-honestly pretty happy despite being really anxious lately.
-made a loaf of bread but forgot sugar and salt, somehow still very good
-goin on another date soon!! eeeek!!
-in disbelief that its november rn…
-quite a big See More success in the emetophobia department today. girl ran out of my master class and didn’t come back. she looked sick and im pretty sure she probably threw up in the bathroom but i didn’t freak out. i stayed where i was. i was anxious but didn’t literally have to leave so!!!
-finished a major class project today!!!
on November 04, 2023
i have been disappointing my orchestra director for MONTHS bc no matter what i did i couldnt play this rly high passage i have… he thought i j didnt have the breath support turns out im j fuckking stupid and was holding down a key accidentally that was making it sound bad and i can play the notes fine now god
on November 01, 2023
ppl be making playlists and its just the worst songs ever bruh
on October 31, 2023
i bring a sort of “sorry, am emergency came up and i cant make it to class today” to the email that my professors don’t really like
99% of the time said emergency is me having a panic attack so bad that i feel like ill either start crying or throw up
on October 31, 2023
on October 31, 2023
when i said ngl (as in “not gonna lie”) and that one dude thought i said a racial slur
on October 30, 2023
i think junie b jones actually changed my brain chemistry im her but grown up
on October 29, 2023
on October 29, 2023
going to this cute little park with the person i like tomorrow. its been so pretty, i cant wait.
on October 29, 2023