every time they pick up on my mannerisms and the way i talk i giggle and kick my feet a little bit abslwgiw god i am not straight nor am i well
on August 24, 2023
currently can’t stop thinking about the girl who tried to get me expelled from school for because i allegedly tried to poison her was obsessed with jeffery dahmer and would sit in the common space and ogle at the polaroids he took of mutilated corpses
idk if ive ever mentioned the roommate lore but tl;dr two of my roommates tried to get me expelled from school for allegedly sending her into anaphylaxis on purpose by baking cookies for myself with 1/2 teaspoons of cinnamon with the windows open while she wasn’t home (i have cooked with much more cinnamon than that before with her in the room and there had never See More been an issue until she got mad at me for threatening to report her to the housing department for stealing from me) and then i ran away and she trashed my bedroom
on August 22, 2023
on August 22, 2023
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@shanked let me post and see if they view my story because i forgot their handle but i’ll let you know🥲
on October 16, 2023
@mamma.mia WHATS THEIR IG OMG i want to reconnect with this person oh my god i miss them lowkey
on October 16, 2023
on August 22, 2023
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on August 21, 2023
i can’t wait until classes start again so i have skmwthinh to do other than be on here
on August 21, 2023
can’t tell if they want me, they want to be me, or i’m delusional<\3
this is not about anyone i am currently involved w btw LMAO this is a past “lover” who i have not seen in over a year now
on August 22, 2023
on August 21, 2023
on August 20, 2023
my ass could not win an argument against julien baker i’d b all “sure thing princess😋 whatever u want”
on August 18, 2023
high society was so dumb but god i love this boys and especially d ray. bro was hilarious. “it’s not gay to give your homies cpr is it?”
rex too omg “yeah my grandma’s a gardener and my grandpa owns a coffee shop…” (his grandparents run a dispensary in amsterdam)
on August 17, 2023
on August 17, 2023
i saw this post once that said that the gay people equivalent of men holding up a fish in pictures is showing people plants and never before have i felt so personally violated
on August 16, 2023
i just watched such a good film omg
its called le passione de jeanne d’arc highly highly recommended (it’s one of those 1920s french silent films)
on August 16, 2023
on August 16, 2023
that period of time:
-living with three of the worst possible people to live with
-spending almost every evening in my friends’ dorms until 3 am
-getting the hell beat out of me in mosh pits (i came home from black midi w bruises on my ribs)
-i think i spent more time under the influence of things than actually sober
-ran my own small business and was widely known as “walter west”. made several hundred dollars doing this. (my apartment was regularly searched for drugs and See More someone tried to turn me in but there was 0 proof i’d actually done anything and i was never punished. however i turned her in for having both loads of drugs and an unregistered cat in the dorm bc she is a horrible person and three days later we got a schoolwide email about the school’s drug policies and she got expelled)
-would eat practically anything without concern. i made pot brownies once and left them on counter and was still eating them unbothered after a month
-was always at a party. was invited to so many parties that id have to turn down invitations because i was already going to another party
-had a literal harem. idek how many people i was maintaining weird non monogamous relationships with (consensually ofc everyone knew it was non committed)
-literally had a ladder to climb in my ceiling
-living with three of the worst possible people to live with
-spending almost every evening in my friends’ dorms until 3 am
-getting the hell beat out of me in mosh pits (i came home from black midi w bruises on my ribs)
-i think i spent more time under the influence of things than actually sober
-ran my own small business and was widely known as “walter west”. made several hundred dollars doing this. (my apartment was regularly searched for drugs and See More someone tried to turn me in but there was 0 proof i’d actually done anything and i was never punished. however i turned her in for having both loads of drugs and an unregistered cat in the dorm bc she is a horrible person and three days later we got a schoolwide email about the school’s drug policies and she got expelled)
-would eat practically anything without concern. i made pot brownies once and left them on counter and was still eating them unbothered after a month
-was always at a party. was invited to so many parties that id have to turn down invitations because i was already going to another party
-had a literal harem. idek how many people i was maintaining weird non monogamous relationships with (consensually ofc everyone knew it was non committed)
-literally had a ladder to climb in my ceiling
now i live alone, go to bed at 11, still go to concerts but not as often bc i’m broke, only do drugs on special occasions, still like baking and plan on reopening (i will probably not be making edibles though), have horrible contamination anxiety with food, actually focus on school instead of partying, and have dissolved the harem. no more ceiling room unfortunately.
on August 15, 2023
on August 15, 2023
i may be healthier, better off, safer, happier, and more approachable, but i will NEVER be as strong as i was from september-early december 2022.
on August 15, 2023