"Who is your favourite singer?"
Me a year ago: Mika.
Me today: Mika.
Me in a year: Mika.
Me in 50 years: Mika.
Me on my death bed: Mika.
Me in my next life: Mika.
Me a year ago: Mika.
Me today: Mika.
Me in a year: Mika.
Me in 50 years: Mika.
Me on my death bed: Mika.
Me in my next life: Mika.
on November 05, 2015
Today was mostly okay, but at break these Year 10 boys kept yelling at me and calling me a cheese string because of the colour of my hair. :/
on November 05, 2015
Someone on Twitter made an astrology post of the signs as my posts and I feel famous. ??
on November 04, 2015
I just ruined my four weeks of being clean. . .I'm sorry. :/
four weeks is a lot, whoa. you should be proud for being a week clean, even a day clean.
on November 15, 2015
@jenesaispas
Yeah, I might try that. But I'm not allowed to have my own money, and when I do my parents always tell me what to get with it. So I don't know what I could do for a reward, really.
Yeah, I might try that. But I'm not allowed to have my own money, and when I do my parents always tell me what to get with it. So I don't know what I could do for a reward, really.
on November 04, 2015
on November 04, 2015
on November 04, 2015
Part 2 of today's post:
In Maths, there was a new seating plan, and SkyDoesMinecraft Girl and I had to sit behind Goldfish Girl and Smoking Boy's best friend. Goldfish Girl was making fun of SkyDoesMinecraft Girl for being bisexual, and she asked her if she would date her. She said that she wouldn't, and Goldfish Girl said, "Why not? I'm really pretty." Then I whispered, "It's a pity that her personality isn't as nice as her face." and SkyDoesMinecraft Girl started laughing. See More Goldfish Girl said, "Victoria just said something about me, didn't she?" and Smoking Boy's best friend said, "I heard what she said." She asked him what I said, and he told her. Then she said, "Oh, really, Victoria?" and she turned to SkyDoesMinecraft Girl and said, "Is that you why wouldn't date me? Because I don't have a nice personality?" SkyDoesMinecraft Girl said, "Yes. Because you're a horrible person." and Goldfish Girl said, "Well, you're horrible too. Both of you. You're disgusting as well. And Victoria, you need to sort your hair out." Then she turned back to her work, and I almost cried.
I just feel really horrible today and I want to die. :/
In Maths, there was a new seating plan, and SkyDoesMinecraft Girl and I had to sit behind Goldfish Girl and Smoking Boy's best friend. Goldfish Girl was making fun of SkyDoesMinecraft Girl for being bisexual, and she asked her if she would date her. She said that she wouldn't, and Goldfish Girl said, "Why not? I'm really pretty." Then I whispered, "It's a pity that her personality isn't as nice as her face." and SkyDoesMinecraft Girl started laughing. See More Goldfish Girl said, "Victoria just said something about me, didn't she?" and Smoking Boy's best friend said, "I heard what she said." She asked him what I said, and he told her. Then she said, "Oh, really, Victoria?" and she turned to SkyDoesMinecraft Girl and said, "Is that you why wouldn't date me? Because I don't have a nice personality?" SkyDoesMinecraft Girl said, "Yes. Because you're a horrible person." and Goldfish Girl said, "Well, you're horrible too. Both of you. You're disgusting as well. And Victoria, you need to sort your hair out." Then she turned back to her work, and I almost cried.
I just feel really horrible today and I want to die. :/
on November 04, 2015
Part 1 of today's post:
Today was absolutely awful.
In PSHE, I was in a group with TheDoctorsQueen, Diamond Girl and HeyHoHereWeGo. We had to do a presentation about an invention we had made up, and everyone else in the group was planning it. I wanted to help with it, so I tried to suggest some ideas, but they all ignored me. After a while, everyone started talking about who would do the presentation. Diamond Girl said that I had to do it, because she said that I 'hadn't contributed' See More to the group at all. I got really scared and said that I couldn't do it, but she said that I had to. I hoped that TheDoctorsQueen would tell her that I couldn't do it, because she actually knows why I can't speak at school, but she didn't. She agreed with Diamond Girl, and HeyHoHereWeGo agreed too. They went back to their work, and I had a panic attack because I was absolutely terrified of having to speak in front of the whole class. I couldn't breathe properly, and I couldn't stop shaking. When I finally stopped panicking, it was time to do the presentation. The teacher picked groups to do their presentations, and I was so scared that my group would get picked. But luckily he didn't pick my group, and there wasn't enough time for all the groups to present. I was relieved, but the teacher said that we would have to present in the next lesson, and I started worrying about that as well. Then SkyDoesMinecraft Girl came out of her class, which is next door to mine, and I told her what the other people in my group were going to make me do. She yelled at them and said that they shouldn't make me do things like that when they know that I don't talk. Then TheDoctorsQueen, HeyHoHereWeGo and Diamond Girl all started yelling at her and saying that I just 'choose not to speak' and that I'm pathetic for not being able to talk to people. That really hurt, because I used to call those people my friends. And it's not my fault that I can't talk to people. If I could, I would. But I can't, and it's not like I chose to have a disorder. When they said that, SkyDoesMinecraft Girl tried to stick up for me, but they wouldn't stop saying horrible things about me. So we walked to Maths together, and she told me to try my best to ignore them. While we were walking, I was going to tell her why I couldn't talk to people. But as I started to tell her, Maths Girl came running up to us and started telling us about what she had done in the last lesson. I got really angry, because I was trying to say something really important and she just interrupted us.
Today was absolutely awful.
In PSHE, I was in a group with TheDoctorsQueen, Diamond Girl and HeyHoHereWeGo. We had to do a presentation about an invention we had made up, and everyone else in the group was planning it. I wanted to help with it, so I tried to suggest some ideas, but they all ignored me. After a while, everyone started talking about who would do the presentation. Diamond Girl said that I had to do it, because she said that I 'hadn't contributed' See More to the group at all. I got really scared and said that I couldn't do it, but she said that I had to. I hoped that TheDoctorsQueen would tell her that I couldn't do it, because she actually knows why I can't speak at school, but she didn't. She agreed with Diamond Girl, and HeyHoHereWeGo agreed too. They went back to their work, and I had a panic attack because I was absolutely terrified of having to speak in front of the whole class. I couldn't breathe properly, and I couldn't stop shaking. When I finally stopped panicking, it was time to do the presentation. The teacher picked groups to do their presentations, and I was so scared that my group would get picked. But luckily he didn't pick my group, and there wasn't enough time for all the groups to present. I was relieved, but the teacher said that we would have to present in the next lesson, and I started worrying about that as well. Then SkyDoesMinecraft Girl came out of her class, which is next door to mine, and I told her what the other people in my group were going to make me do. She yelled at them and said that they shouldn't make me do things like that when they know that I don't talk. Then TheDoctorsQueen, HeyHoHereWeGo and Diamond Girl all started yelling at her and saying that I just 'choose not to speak' and that I'm pathetic for not being able to talk to people. That really hurt, because I used to call those people my friends. And it's not my fault that I can't talk to people. If I could, I would. But I can't, and it's not like I chose to have a disorder. When they said that, SkyDoesMinecraft Girl tried to stick up for me, but they wouldn't stop saying horrible things about me. So we walked to Maths together, and she told me to try my best to ignore them. While we were walking, I was going to tell her why I couldn't talk to people. But as I started to tell her, Maths Girl came running up to us and started telling us about what she had done in the last lesson. I got really angry, because I was trying to say something really important and she just interrupted us.
on November 04, 2015
on November 03, 2015
Today was mostly okay, apart from a few things.
At break, HeyHoHereWeGo was making fun of SkyDoesMinecraft Girl and I, so we went to the pastoral mentor to tell him about what he had been saying to us. When we walked into the pastoral mentor's office, that Year 10 Girl who always makes fun of me and some of her friends were there. They started yelling at me saying that my hair was ginger and ugly, so we walked out of the room, but they followed us and kept shouting at me. Eventually See More they went away, but it was still horrible.
In PE, when we were getting changed after the lesson, Lollipop Girl was eating a lollipop. SkyDoesMinecraft Girl started singing Lollipop, and she heard her. Then Lollipop Girl yelled, "Oh, are you referencing the Mika song?" and I think everyone in the changing rooms heard her. I got scared in case people started asking me about Mika, but luckily nobody did. SkyDoesMinecraft Girl told her to stop talking about Mika in front of everyone, and she stopped. When everyone else had gone, SkyDoesMinecraft Girl asked Lollipop Girl if she knew any more songs by Mika than just Lollipop. She said that she knew a lot more of his songs, but she 'couldn't remember their names'. I said that she was probably lying, and then she said, "Wait, I've remembered a Mika song. Doesn't he sing This Is Halloween?" Then SkyDoesMinecraft Girl and I started laughing, because Mika definitely doesn't sing This Is Halloween. I said that she was a fake fan, and Lollipop Girl said that she wasn't a fake fan, and that she was a huge fan of Mika. I told her that she probably wasn't, and she said, "I am, because I like Lollipop." Then I said, "Yes, but that means that you're a fan of the song. Not Mika himself." and SkyDoesMinecraft Girl and I walked away.
So, yeah. :/
At break, HeyHoHereWeGo was making fun of SkyDoesMinecraft Girl and I, so we went to the pastoral mentor to tell him about what he had been saying to us. When we walked into the pastoral mentor's office, that Year 10 Girl who always makes fun of me and some of her friends were there. They started yelling at me saying that my hair was ginger and ugly, so we walked out of the room, but they followed us and kept shouting at me. Eventually See More they went away, but it was still horrible.
In PE, when we were getting changed after the lesson, Lollipop Girl was eating a lollipop. SkyDoesMinecraft Girl started singing Lollipop, and she heard her. Then Lollipop Girl yelled, "Oh, are you referencing the Mika song?" and I think everyone in the changing rooms heard her. I got scared in case people started asking me about Mika, but luckily nobody did. SkyDoesMinecraft Girl told her to stop talking about Mika in front of everyone, and she stopped. When everyone else had gone, SkyDoesMinecraft Girl asked Lollipop Girl if she knew any more songs by Mika than just Lollipop. She said that she knew a lot more of his songs, but she 'couldn't remember their names'. I said that she was probably lying, and then she said, "Wait, I've remembered a Mika song. Doesn't he sing This Is Halloween?" Then SkyDoesMinecraft Girl and I started laughing, because Mika definitely doesn't sing This Is Halloween. I said that she was a fake fan, and Lollipop Girl said that she wasn't a fake fan, and that she was a huge fan of Mika. I told her that she probably wasn't, and she said, "I am, because I like Lollipop." Then I said, "Yes, but that means that you're a fan of the song. Not Mika himself." and SkyDoesMinecraft Girl and I walked away.
So, yeah. :/
on November 02, 2015
on November 02, 2015
I just found out that the rhyme thing that Mika tweets on the first day of each month is a British tradition.
I am British and I've never heard of that tradition in my life. :/
I am British and I've never heard of that tradition in my life. :/
on November 01, 2015
Mika just tweeted that he's realised that he looks exactly the same as Nick Grimshaw. He said that he saw a poster for X Factor UK while he was out, and he thought that he had seen himself on the poster.
I tweeted about that a month ago, and even Mika agrees now. ??
I tweeted about that a month ago, and even Mika agrees now. ??
on November 01, 2015
The person who posted a picture of my Tumblr post just replied to my comment telling her that the post was mine, and she apologised. She said she didn't know that it was mine, and she gave me credit for it.
But if she didn't know that the post was mine, then where did she get it from? :/
But if she didn't know that the post was mine, then where did she get it from? :/
on November 01, 2015
Today I saw Life in Cartoon Motion again in a shop. This means that I have literally seen it in a shop every day this week. ?
I bet I see it tomorrow as well. ?
I bet I see it tomorrow as well. ?
on October 31, 2015
I just found out that the new version of No Place in Heaven is going to be released in England, and you can preorder it from the Google Play store. I'm really happy about that, because I didn't think it would be released over here and I really want to hear the new songs.
I'm kind of annoyed, though, because I had a discount thing on the Google Play store where I could get any album for half price. I bought Taylor Swift's album 1989 with it, because you can only listen to it if See More you buy it and I loved the few songs that I had already bought. Even though I do like that album, I could have preordered the new version of No Place in Heaven if I had saved the discount, and now I don't have enough money.
I hope the album is on Spotify, and if it isn't, I'll just buy the new songs that I haven't heard individually when they are released.
I'm kind of annoyed, though, because I had a discount thing on the Google Play store where I could get any album for half price. I bought Taylor Swift's album 1989 with it, because you can only listen to it if See More you buy it and I loved the few songs that I had already bought. Even though I do like that album, I could have preordered the new version of No Place in Heaven if I had saved the discount, and now I don't have enough money.
I hope the album is on Spotify, and if it isn't, I'll just buy the new songs that I haven't heard individually when they are released.
on October 31, 2015
So many people on Instagram are posting pictures of my Tumblr posts, and it's annoying me because they're getting credit for them and it actually takes time for me to think of original things to post. :/
@Parabolic
But my Instagram is an edit account and it would just mess up my theme if I posted it.
But my Instagram is an edit account and it would just mess up my theme if I posted it.
on October 31, 2015
on October 31, 2015
Everyone on Twitter and Instagram is obsessing over Ariana Grande's new song Focus, so I listened to it to see if it was as good as everyone says it is.
It's an okay song, but it's not that amazing and I don't really get why everyone loves it so much. :/
It's an okay song, but it's not that amazing and I don't really get why everyone loves it so much. :/
on October 30, 2015
I just found out that one of my Instagram followers from the Mika fandom tried to commit suicide. Apparently he's in the hospital right now, and people are saying that he might not make it.
This makes me really upset, because I love all of my followers and consider them all my friends. Even though I didn't really talk to him a lot, it would still be awful if he died. I hope the doctors manage to help him. . . :/
This makes me really upset, because I love all of my followers and consider them all my friends. Even though I didn't really talk to him a lot, it would still be awful if he died. I hope the doctors manage to help him. . . :/
on October 30, 2015
I just listened to Centre of Gravity, and it's a really good song. ?
on October 30, 2015
Someone gave me the link to listen to Centre of Gravity. I'm going to listen to it now. ?
https://t.co/WV7zayRBHk
https://t.co/WV7zayRBHk
http://mikaitaliaweb.altervista.org/2076-2/
on October 30, 2015