on November 12, 2015
Because Mika isn't going to do a countdown to the release of the No Place in Heaven repack, I'm going to do it.
on November 12, 2015
Today was okay, but something happened that was both good and bad.
In PSHE, TheDoctorsQueen and I were looking at this poster with pictures of celebrities on it. There was a picture of Ariana Grande, and I said, "Oh, look. There's a picture of Ariana Grande." Then Diamond Girl ran over to me, and she said, "I love Ariana Grande, I'm her biggest fan. My favourite songs by her are Problem and Popular Song!" Then I got annoyed, because it makes me angry when people say that Popular See More Song is Ariana's song, when it isn't, it's Mika's. So I turned round and said, "Popular Song isn't her song, you know. It's Mika's song, and he wrote and produced the whole song. The only thing Ariana did was sing." Then Diamond Girl said, "Oh my gosh, so Mika is the guy in Popular Song?" and I said that he was. Then she said, "I understand why you like him so much now, he does look good in the music video." I smiled at her, but I was annoyed because she only likes celebrities for their looks and she doesn't even know what Mika is like as a person. Then HeyHoHereWeGo started singing Lollipop, and Diamond Girl asked who sang it. I said that it was Mika, and she was shocked because of how different Popular Song and Lollipop are. Then we had a conversation about Mika, and she also said that she wasn't stalking my social media, and that she just wanted to follow everyone that she knows. I said that was okay, and she asked if we could stop arguing and just be okay with each other, and I said that was okay too because I just wanted her to stop telling people about my social media at school.
And I didn't have to do the presentation on my own, which was a relief. A few people did their presentations, but there wasn't enough time left in the lesson for my group to do it, and the teacher forgot that we had to present. That was good, because I was so scared about what would happen if I had to do it on my own.
But when the lesson ended, I saw her go over to her best friend and tell her about the conversation we were having. I heard them say my username, and I was annoyed. But I don't even know if she's doing it to be mean or just because she didn't know that my social media or the fact that I like Mika is supposed to be a secret. I don't even know whether I should be her friend or not, because she's an okay person most of the time, but I don't really trust her. I'm still kind of angry at her, because before she knew what Mika looked like, she called him ugly and old. And she would have made me do the presentation on my own if we had to do it, and she bullies SkyDoesMinecraft Girl. That just gives me even more reasons not to be her friend, really. :/
In PSHE, TheDoctorsQueen and I were looking at this poster with pictures of celebrities on it. There was a picture of Ariana Grande, and I said, "Oh, look. There's a picture of Ariana Grande." Then Diamond Girl ran over to me, and she said, "I love Ariana Grande, I'm her biggest fan. My favourite songs by her are Problem and Popular Song!" Then I got annoyed, because it makes me angry when people say that Popular See More Song is Ariana's song, when it isn't, it's Mika's. So I turned round and said, "Popular Song isn't her song, you know. It's Mika's song, and he wrote and produced the whole song. The only thing Ariana did was sing." Then Diamond Girl said, "Oh my gosh, so Mika is the guy in Popular Song?" and I said that he was. Then she said, "I understand why you like him so much now, he does look good in the music video." I smiled at her, but I was annoyed because she only likes celebrities for their looks and she doesn't even know what Mika is like as a person. Then HeyHoHereWeGo started singing Lollipop, and Diamond Girl asked who sang it. I said that it was Mika, and she was shocked because of how different Popular Song and Lollipop are. Then we had a conversation about Mika, and she also said that she wasn't stalking my social media, and that she just wanted to follow everyone that she knows. I said that was okay, and she asked if we could stop arguing and just be okay with each other, and I said that was okay too because I just wanted her to stop telling people about my social media at school.
And I didn't have to do the presentation on my own, which was a relief. A few people did their presentations, but there wasn't enough time left in the lesson for my group to do it, and the teacher forgot that we had to present. That was good, because I was so scared about what would happen if I had to do it on my own.
But when the lesson ended, I saw her go over to her best friend and tell her about the conversation we were having. I heard them say my username, and I was annoyed. But I don't even know if she's doing it to be mean or just because she didn't know that my social media or the fact that I like Mika is supposed to be a secret. I don't even know whether I should be her friend or not, because she's an okay person most of the time, but I don't really trust her. I'm still kind of angry at her, because before she knew what Mika looked like, she called him ugly and old. And she would have made me do the presentation on my own if we had to do it, and she bullies SkyDoesMinecraft Girl. That just gives me even more reasons not to be her friend, really. :/
@jenesaispas
Thanks. And yeah, I guess. Most people at school have parents just like them, so they probably learned to act the way they do from their parents.
Thanks. And yeah, I guess. Most people at school have parents just like them, so they probably learned to act the way they do from their parents.
on November 12, 2015
on November 12, 2015
The signs as Popular Song:
Models: Leo, Libra, Taurus, Gemini, Aquarius, Pisces.
Scholars: Sagittarius, Aries, Cancer, Virgo, Scorpio, Capricorn.
Models: Leo, Libra, Taurus, Gemini, Aquarius, Pisces.
Scholars: Sagittarius, Aries, Cancer, Virgo, Scorpio, Capricorn.
on November 12, 2015
Someone leaked the new Mika songs on Twitter, but I'm not going to listen to them because it would be disrespectful, and I need something positive to think about tomorrow to get me through the presentation. :/
on November 12, 2015
I just remembered that I have to do that presentation in PSHE on my own tomorrow, and I'm really scared. Diamond Girl will probably make it even worse for me, because she hates me even more now that she's read my posts about her.
At least the No Place in Heaven repack is released at midnight tomorrow. That's something to look forward to.
At least the No Place in Heaven repack is released at midnight tomorrow. That's something to look forward to.
on November 11, 2015
Today was a bad day.
In English, the teacher came over to me and asked me if I wanted to be a Literacy Leader. I didn't know what that was, because she didn't even explain what I had to do to me. So I said that I didn't know, and the teacher said that she would ask me again after she had asked the other people on her list. When she went to ask other people, she actually explained what a Literacy Leader was. I heard her say that it was a job where you got to work with the BBC See More and be a journalist. I got excited, because if I don't get to become an author, then I want to be a journalist. And working with the BBC would be good, because then the whole country could see my work. But after the teacher had asked the people on the list, she didn't come back to me and ask me about it. She just started writing an email to the French teacher telling her that she had chosen enough people to be Literacy Leaders, and forgot to ask me again. I was really annoyed, but it might be a good thing that I'm not part of it. If I was on TV or something, I probably wouldn't even be able to talk to the interviewers, which would just ruin everything. And it would probably be scary as well.
At lunch, SkyDoesMinecraft Girl and I were eating our lunch on a different table away from TheDoctorsQueen and her popular friends, because we were sick of them making fun of us. When we had finished eating, we were just sat down talking, and then Diamond Girl and HeyHoHereWeGo came over to our table. Diamond Girl sat down next to me, and she said, "Hello, MikasPrincess." I suddenly got really scared, because she knew that MikasPrincess was me and she had probably read my posts about her. Then HeyHoHereWeGo said, "Ooh, she said your username. She means business." and that just made me even more worried. They started to talk about my social media accounts and how they had read my posts about them, and SkyDoesMinecraft Girl turned round to me and said that we should go. I agreed, and she told them that we were leaving. Then for some reason, as we were walking away, we both said, "We are not what you think we are, we are leaving!" and we ran out of the canteen. HeyHoHereWeGo yelled, "SkyDoesMinecraft is a really bad Youtuber!" at SkyDoesMinecraft Girl, but she was trying to ignore him. When we finally got away from them, we went to find the pastoral mentor and told him that they kept reading my social media posts and bullying us because we have idols that mean a lot to us. The pastoral mentor said that he would find them and talk to them, and he said that we should write down the names of everyone who has ever made fun of us on a piece of paper and give it to him so he could try and sort it out. That was kind of good, but he didn't help when we told him about bad things happening to us before, so I don't know if he will even try to help us.
So, yeah. :/
In English, the teacher came over to me and asked me if I wanted to be a Literacy Leader. I didn't know what that was, because she didn't even explain what I had to do to me. So I said that I didn't know, and the teacher said that she would ask me again after she had asked the other people on her list. When she went to ask other people, she actually explained what a Literacy Leader was. I heard her say that it was a job where you got to work with the BBC See More and be a journalist. I got excited, because if I don't get to become an author, then I want to be a journalist. And working with the BBC would be good, because then the whole country could see my work. But after the teacher had asked the people on the list, she didn't come back to me and ask me about it. She just started writing an email to the French teacher telling her that she had chosen enough people to be Literacy Leaders, and forgot to ask me again. I was really annoyed, but it might be a good thing that I'm not part of it. If I was on TV or something, I probably wouldn't even be able to talk to the interviewers, which would just ruin everything. And it would probably be scary as well.
At lunch, SkyDoesMinecraft Girl and I were eating our lunch on a different table away from TheDoctorsQueen and her popular friends, because we were sick of them making fun of us. When we had finished eating, we were just sat down talking, and then Diamond Girl and HeyHoHereWeGo came over to our table. Diamond Girl sat down next to me, and she said, "Hello, MikasPrincess." I suddenly got really scared, because she knew that MikasPrincess was me and she had probably read my posts about her. Then HeyHoHereWeGo said, "Ooh, she said your username. She means business." and that just made me even more worried. They started to talk about my social media accounts and how they had read my posts about them, and SkyDoesMinecraft Girl turned round to me and said that we should go. I agreed, and she told them that we were leaving. Then for some reason, as we were walking away, we both said, "We are not what you think we are, we are leaving!" and we ran out of the canteen. HeyHoHereWeGo yelled, "SkyDoesMinecraft is a really bad Youtuber!" at SkyDoesMinecraft Girl, but she was trying to ignore him. When we finally got away from them, we went to find the pastoral mentor and told him that they kept reading my social media posts and bullying us because we have idols that mean a lot to us. The pastoral mentor said that he would find them and talk to them, and he said that we should write down the names of everyone who has ever made fun of us on a piece of paper and give it to him so he could try and sort it out. That was kind of good, but he didn't help when we told him about bad things happening to us before, so I don't know if he will even try to help us.
So, yeah. :/
@Galactic_Noodles
Maybe, but he tends to favour the popular kids and ignore everyone else. And we've talked to him about things before, and he never actually sorted them out. :/
Maybe, but he tends to favour the popular kids and ignore everyone else. And we've talked to him about things before, and he never actually sorted them out. :/
on November 11, 2015
on November 11, 2015
So apparently one of the other judges on The Voice France, who has a crush on Mika, went up to him today and said, "Why don't you date a girl for a change? A lot of girls try to flirt with you, you know." And Mika said, "Lol, no." and walked off.
This made me laugh, because she tried to make him realise that she liked him, but it didn't work. She actually deserved it, because why would you go up to someone who you know is gay and tell them to date the opposite gender? It's just See More disrespectful and ignorant, to be honest. And she's nearly 60 as well, which makes it even worse because Mika is a lot younger than her.
I can't even imagine Mika saying 'lol', though. ?
This made me laugh, because she tried to make him realise that she liked him, but it didn't work. She actually deserved it, because why would you go up to someone who you know is gay and tell them to date the opposite gender? It's just See More disrespectful and ignorant, to be honest. And she's nearly 60 as well, which makes it even worse because Mika is a lot younger than her.
I can't even imagine Mika saying 'lol', though. ?
on November 11, 2015
My dad called me a letdown because I got 8 out of 24 on my Spanish test, and then when I was eating tea, my mum called me a difficult person and said that I just cause problems for everyone.
I'm already upset enough, I didn't need this as well. :/
I'm already upset enough, I didn't need this as well. :/
on November 10, 2015
Today was a bad day.
In Science, we were doing an experiment to see if we could melt limestone, and I was working in a group with SkyDoesMinecraft Girl, Lollipop Girl, HeyHoHereWeGo, TheDoctorsQueen and this other boy who TheDoctorsQueen is friends with. In the experiment, you had to suck a straw, and we got HeyHoHereWeGo to do it. Then TheDoctorsQueen started singing Lollipop, and I told her to stop, but she just carried on and got the boy that she's friends with to join in. See More They kept singing and laughing, and I felt horrible. I actually nearly cried, because they were making fun of Mika in front of me. TheDoctorsQueen knows that I like him, and she still did it. Then I saw SkyDoesMinecraft Girl stood near a table, and I went over to her because I didn't want to hear them say awful things about Mika. I told her about what they did, and she told me to try and ignore them. I was still upset, though.
In Maths, SkyDoesMinecraft Girl and I were being made fun of by Goldfish Girl. She kept yelling at us, and she said that SkyDoesMinecraft Girl had ears like an elephant and that I looked like a TV character that she hated. We tried to tell the teacher, but he just ignored us and kept walking past us, even though SkyDoesMinecraft Girl kept shouting to him and asking him to come over to us. Then people kept trying to have fights and throwing things across the classroom, and it got really noisy. We tried to tell the teacher about that as well, because he was just oblivious to it all and he wasn't doing anything about it. But he still kept ignoring us, and SkyDoesMinecraft Girl and I were sick of everything that was going on. I actually felt as if I was going to have a panic attack, because I was so overwhelmed. So she went up to the teacher and asked if we could go and get some fresh air, and he said yes. So we went to go out of the classroom, and the teacher asked us where we were going. SkyDoesMinecraft Girl said that we were going outside, and the teacher said that she could go, but I couldn't. She tried to explain to him that I was feeling the same way as her, but the teacher just said that he didn't care and that I couldn't go with her. I sat back down in my seat, and I was really angry. Then Goldfish Girl came over to me and kept yelling at me, asking why I didn't like her. I didn't answer, so she yelled more and I ended up having a panic attack, and then she just laughed at me and walked away. When SkyDoesMinecraft Girl came back, I had managed to calm myself down and the bell had gone. As I was about to walk out of the door to go to my next lesson, Drake Boy pushed past me and almost knocked me over. I almost started crying, but then SkyDoesMinecraft Girl asked me if I was okay and told me to keep breathing in and out. I did, and it helped a bit, and then I had to go to my next lesson.
So, yeah. :/
In Science, we were doing an experiment to see if we could melt limestone, and I was working in a group with SkyDoesMinecraft Girl, Lollipop Girl, HeyHoHereWeGo, TheDoctorsQueen and this other boy who TheDoctorsQueen is friends with. In the experiment, you had to suck a straw, and we got HeyHoHereWeGo to do it. Then TheDoctorsQueen started singing Lollipop, and I told her to stop, but she just carried on and got the boy that she's friends with to join in. See More They kept singing and laughing, and I felt horrible. I actually nearly cried, because they were making fun of Mika in front of me. TheDoctorsQueen knows that I like him, and she still did it. Then I saw SkyDoesMinecraft Girl stood near a table, and I went over to her because I didn't want to hear them say awful things about Mika. I told her about what they did, and she told me to try and ignore them. I was still upset, though.
In Maths, SkyDoesMinecraft Girl and I were being made fun of by Goldfish Girl. She kept yelling at us, and she said that SkyDoesMinecraft Girl had ears like an elephant and that I looked like a TV character that she hated. We tried to tell the teacher, but he just ignored us and kept walking past us, even though SkyDoesMinecraft Girl kept shouting to him and asking him to come over to us. Then people kept trying to have fights and throwing things across the classroom, and it got really noisy. We tried to tell the teacher about that as well, because he was just oblivious to it all and he wasn't doing anything about it. But he still kept ignoring us, and SkyDoesMinecraft Girl and I were sick of everything that was going on. I actually felt as if I was going to have a panic attack, because I was so overwhelmed. So she went up to the teacher and asked if we could go and get some fresh air, and he said yes. So we went to go out of the classroom, and the teacher asked us where we were going. SkyDoesMinecraft Girl said that we were going outside, and the teacher said that she could go, but I couldn't. She tried to explain to him that I was feeling the same way as her, but the teacher just said that he didn't care and that I couldn't go with her. I sat back down in my seat, and I was really angry. Then Goldfish Girl came over to me and kept yelling at me, asking why I didn't like her. I didn't answer, so she yelled more and I ended up having a panic attack, and then she just laughed at me and walked away. When SkyDoesMinecraft Girl came back, I had managed to calm myself down and the bell had gone. As I was about to walk out of the door to go to my next lesson, Drake Boy pushed past me and almost knocked me over. I almost started crying, but then SkyDoesMinecraft Girl asked me if I was okay and told me to keep breathing in and out. I did, and it helped a bit, and then I had to go to my next lesson.
So, yeah. :/
Well, at least SkyDoesMinecraft Girl was with you today. I'm sorry you had a sucky day.
on November 10, 2015
on November 10, 2015
Today in RE we had to learn about the meaning of the word 'promiseland' and I laughed every time the teacher said it. ?
I actually understand what Mika is trying to say in Promiseland now, though. He's saying that society tries to make him believe in certain things and change himself so that people will accept him, but he's saying that he doesn't want to do that and that he wishes that everyone could just treat each other equally and respect one another's beliefs. ❤
I actually understand what Mika is trying to say in Promiseland now, though. He's saying that society tries to make him believe in certain things and change himself so that people will accept him, but he's saying that he doesn't want to do that and that he wishes that everyone could just treat each other equally and respect one another's beliefs. ❤
on November 10, 2015
Today was mostly okay, but in English the teacher chose a group of the most intelligent people in the class to take to a different room to do advanced work, and I wasn't part of the group.
Some of the most immature and annoying kids in the class got to be in it, and it made me realise how untalented and worthless I actually am. TheDoctorsQueen was chosen to be in it, and she kept talking about how fun it was and how talented she was when she came back, which just made me feel See More even worse. I felt awful about it, because I've always been told that I was one of the best people in my year at English. I have won trophies for my writing, and I try to learn what I need to even though the teacher never teaches us properly. And I was the only reason that those people got to go to the biggest World Book Day festival in the world, even though I got no recognition for that and people just treated me horribly the entire time. So I thought that I would have been in the group. But apparently the kids who disrupt lessons have the levels of college students, and I just have the average level for my age.
The teacher is probably right, though. I'm probably not in the group because it's only for people who are actually good at English. And I'm definitely not. I'm not even that good of a writer, and I'll never become an author anyway because my work is just terrible and nobody would ever want to read it. :/
Some of the most immature and annoying kids in the class got to be in it, and it made me realise how untalented and worthless I actually am. TheDoctorsQueen was chosen to be in it, and she kept talking about how fun it was and how talented she was when she came back, which just made me feel See More even worse. I felt awful about it, because I've always been told that I was one of the best people in my year at English. I have won trophies for my writing, and I try to learn what I need to even though the teacher never teaches us properly. And I was the only reason that those people got to go to the biggest World Book Day festival in the world, even though I got no recognition for that and people just treated me horribly the entire time. So I thought that I would have been in the group. But apparently the kids who disrupt lessons have the levels of college students, and I just have the average level for my age.
The teacher is probably right, though. I'm probably not in the group because it's only for people who are actually good at English. And I'm definitely not. I'm not even that good of a writer, and I'll never become an author anyway because my work is just terrible and nobody would ever want to read it. :/
on November 15, 2015
on November 09, 2015
Other artists: *counts down the hours to their new albums and singles with their fans, tweets about it and gets really excited*
Mika: *logs onto Twitter a month after his album is released* Oh, by the way, my new album came out about a month ago. You can buy it if you want, but you don't have to, you'll probably hate it.
Mika: *logs onto Twitter a month after his album is released* Oh, by the way, my new album came out about a month ago. You can buy it if you want, but you don't have to, you'll probably hate it.
on November 08, 2015
How others think of different points in their life: 2012, 2013, 2014, 2015, etc.
How I think of different points in my life: Life in Cartoon Motion era, The Boy Who Knew Too Much era, The Origin of Love era, No Place in Heaven era.
How I think of different points in my life: Life in Cartoon Motion era, The Boy Who Knew Too Much era, The Origin of Love era, No Place in Heaven era.
on November 08, 2015
I was looking through quotes on Instagram, and there was one with the initials MPH. I read it as MHP, like Michael Holbrook Penniman. And then I saw another one by someone called 'penman', and I read it as Penniman. ??
@jenesaispas
Ahahaha. Sometimes I see the name of the Manchester Football Club being shortened to MFC and it makes me laugh. ?
Ahahaha. Sometimes I see the name of the Manchester Football Club being shortened to MFC and it makes me laugh. ?
on November 07, 2015
on November 07, 2015
Mika is Taylor Swift. He's lovely to his fans, he writes songs about his exes and takes more pictures of his pets than he does of himself.
on November 07, 2015
Today my mum bought a lot of Now albums from between the years of 2007 and 2009, and I think there might be Mika songs on them. There was one that I saw had We Are Golden on it, but that was the one that she didn't buy. :/
on November 07, 2015
Someone just sent me an anonymous hate message on Tumblr, and now I feel awful.
They were saying that I was a really rude person who just wants to be Mika's biggest fan and a lot of other insulting things, and I actually nearly cried when I read it. I don't think I'm that rude, but maybe I'm a really horrible person and I just don't realise it. And I definitely don't want to be Mika's biggest fan, because I'm a really bad fan and a lot of people are much bigger fans than me anyway. See More
I blocked the user and deleted the message, but I'm kind of scared because I don't know who sent it to me and it could be anyone. :/
They were saying that I was a really rude person who just wants to be Mika's biggest fan and a lot of other insulting things, and I actually nearly cried when I read it. I don't think I'm that rude, but maybe I'm a really horrible person and I just don't realise it. And I definitely don't want to be Mika's biggest fan, because I'm a really bad fan and a lot of people are much bigger fans than me anyway. See More
I blocked the user and deleted the message, but I'm kind of scared because I don't know who sent it to me and it could be anyone. :/
you aren't a bad fan?? being a fan is about supporting the artist and loving the music, and you definitely do that. i don't have any actual fall out boy cds, but i know i'm a fan because i do listen to their stuff and i love them? the only thing i have to do with dan and phil is tabinof but i'm still a fan of them? you are most definitely not a bad fan. anyone See More should be proud to have someone as dedicated as you as a fan.
on November 15, 2015
@jenesaispas
Yeah. . .So many people in real life are fake fans though, and it makes me angry. :/
Yeah. . .So many people in real life are fake fans though, and it makes me angry. :/
on November 07, 2015
@jenesaispas
I know. . .A lot of people on Qfeast are like that too. They say that fake fans don't exist, and they think that liking one song by an artist makes you a fan of them. They say that nobody deserves to be called a fake fan, and that people can like what they want.
But I just think that you need to know a few less popular songs by the artist and See More a few basic facts to be a fan. If you just like one song, you like the song. Not the musician. And if you just like a lot of the music but don't know much about the people who made it, then you are a casual fan.
I know. . .A lot of people on Qfeast are like that too. They say that fake fans don't exist, and they think that liking one song by an artist makes you a fan of them. They say that nobody deserves to be called a fake fan, and that people can like what they want.
But I just think that you need to know a few less popular songs by the artist and See More a few basic facts to be a fan. If you just like one song, you like the song. Not the musician. And if you just like a lot of the music but don't know much about the people who made it, then you are a casual fan.
on November 07, 2015
@jenesaispas
Yes, but they obviously read my posts about her. A lot of people on the internet yell at me for calling people fake fans, even if they are actually pretending to be a real fan.
Yes, but they obviously read my posts about her. A lot of people on the internet yell at me for calling people fake fans, even if they are actually pretending to be a real fan.
on November 07, 2015
on November 07, 2015
Person: But do you prefer Life in Cartoon Motion, The Boy Who Knew Too Much, The Origin of Love or No Place in Heaven?
Me: Yes.
Me: Yes.
on November 06, 2015