Today was mostly okay, but this morning these Year 10 kids made fun of my outfit because it was Christmas non-uniform day and I was completely dressed in Christmas-themed clothes, while everyone else was just wearing normal clothes with tinsel or a Santa hat. :/
But in Maths, we were allowed to listen to music on our phones. I listened to Mika the whole lesson, which was good. ?
But in Maths, we were allowed to listen to music on our phones. I listened to Mika the whole lesson, which was good. ?
on December 17, 2015
Oh my gosh.
Mika just tweeted that he loves Marina and the Diamonds, and he said that her song Teen Idle is one of his favourite songs. That's one of my favourite songs too, and for some reason the fact that we have the same favourite song made me feel happy. I probably like Teen Idle even more now that I know Mika likes it. I knew that he was a fan of Marina and the Diamonds already, because there were songs from her album Froot on his Deezer playlist when he was doing his Deezer See More Takeover, but I didn't think that he would know that song.
He also said that he added it to his playlist of music to listen to when he's writing songs, and he tweeted a link to a live performance of Teen Idle that he said was really good. That made me happy as well, because my favourite male artist is a fan of my favourite female artist, and Mika likes a lot of the same songs and artists as me. I still think that he and Marina should collaborate, because they both make happy sounding songs with really dark lyrics. If they collaborated, then the result would probably be an amazing song.
I don't think they will collaborate, but it would be great if they did.
Mika just tweeted that he loves Marina and the Diamonds, and he said that her song Teen Idle is one of his favourite songs. That's one of my favourite songs too, and for some reason the fact that we have the same favourite song made me feel happy. I probably like Teen Idle even more now that I know Mika likes it. I knew that he was a fan of Marina and the Diamonds already, because there were songs from her album Froot on his Deezer playlist when he was doing his Deezer See More Takeover, but I didn't think that he would know that song.
He also said that he added it to his playlist of music to listen to when he's writing songs, and he tweeted a link to a live performance of Teen Idle that he said was really good. That made me happy as well, because my favourite male artist is a fan of my favourite female artist, and Mika likes a lot of the same songs and artists as me. I still think that he and Marina should collaborate, because they both make happy sounding songs with really dark lyrics. If they collaborated, then the result would probably be an amazing song.
I don't think they will collaborate, but it would be great if they did.
on December 17, 2015
Today was mostly okay, apart from one thing.
In PE, we were playing dodgeball, and someone hit me in the face really hard with the ball. It actually hurt a lot, and I cried a bit. SkyDoesMinecraft Girl came over to ask if I was okay, and the teacher noticed that I was crying. She started yelling at me and saying that if I was just going to get upset about being hit, then I shouldn't be in the lesson and I should just stop getting upset if I was going to play the game. Then she See More told me to go and sit in the other room where the other group were on the climbing wall, and SkyDoesMinecraft Girl said that she would go with me. The teacher started shouting at her too, and she said that she wasn't going anywhere because she needed to be in the lesson. SkyDoesMinecraft Girl said that she needed to help me because I get really anxious if I'm on my own at school somewhere other than where I should be, but the teacher wouldn't listen, so I had to go and sit in the other room. I went into the smaller room that led to the big room that the other group were in, and I suddenly didn't want to go in. I felt like everyone would make fun of me and ask me why I was there, so I stayed inside the smaller room. I was scared that someone would find me, and that would have been even worse. I wanted to cry because I was so anxious, so I actually cried while nobody was watching. People started to notice me and ask me why I was there, and I told them what happened. It must have sounded really pathetic, and they just nodded and walked off. Eventually Laughing Boy went past me, and he asked me why I was there. I explained what had happened, and he asked if I had been crying. I said no, even though I had, and he said that I could go and sit in the bigger room. I forced myself to go inside, and I spent the rest of the lesson getting started at by the people in the other group and feeling like I wasn't supposed to be there.
This just proves how pathetic I actually am. :/
In PE, we were playing dodgeball, and someone hit me in the face really hard with the ball. It actually hurt a lot, and I cried a bit. SkyDoesMinecraft Girl came over to ask if I was okay, and the teacher noticed that I was crying. She started yelling at me and saying that if I was just going to get upset about being hit, then I shouldn't be in the lesson and I should just stop getting upset if I was going to play the game. Then she See More told me to go and sit in the other room where the other group were on the climbing wall, and SkyDoesMinecraft Girl said that she would go with me. The teacher started shouting at her too, and she said that she wasn't going anywhere because she needed to be in the lesson. SkyDoesMinecraft Girl said that she needed to help me because I get really anxious if I'm on my own at school somewhere other than where I should be, but the teacher wouldn't listen, so I had to go and sit in the other room. I went into the smaller room that led to the big room that the other group were in, and I suddenly didn't want to go in. I felt like everyone would make fun of me and ask me why I was there, so I stayed inside the smaller room. I was scared that someone would find me, and that would have been even worse. I wanted to cry because I was so anxious, so I actually cried while nobody was watching. People started to notice me and ask me why I was there, and I told them what happened. It must have sounded really pathetic, and they just nodded and walked off. Eventually Laughing Boy went past me, and he asked me why I was there. I explained what had happened, and he asked if I had been crying. I said no, even though I had, and he said that I could go and sit in the bigger room. I forced myself to go inside, and I spent the rest of the lesson getting started at by the people in the other group and feeling like I wasn't supposed to be there.
This just proves how pathetic I actually am. :/
on December 15, 2015
I really like this. We Are Golden and Some Nights go so well together. ?❤
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=d90mbz9tQpY
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=d90mbz9tQpY
Mika vs. Fun. - Some Golden Nights
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on December 15, 2015
MIKA JUST REACHED A MILLION TWITTER FOLLOWERS. ??
I feel like a proud mother. ?
I feel like a proud mother. ?
on December 14, 2015
Today was okay, but when I went to the school nurse today, I didn't get to talk about a lot of things.
We spent ages talking about the things that didn't really matter, and I didn't get to talk to her for very long. I had time last week because I spent break, the third lesson and lunch telling her about everything that has been happening to me. But I didn't have enough time today because she wasn't in her office at break, so I had to go at lunch, and then she had a meeting during See More the fourth lesson of the day, so she couldn't stay and talk to me. But we talked about me not being able to speak to people again, and the school nurse said that she thinks I might have a deep-rooted anxiety disorder. I told her about what my mum said to me last Monday and my dad saying horrible things to me after I didn't become a Literacy Leader, and we talked about that for so long that I didn't get to mention anything else, even though I wanted to mention things like Human Copy Machine Girl talking about my social media and those boys making fun of me in Music.
We talked until the end of lunch, and I didn't even get time to eat. So I've not eaten anything today apart from a brioche this morning for breakfast, and I was really hungry all afternoon. :/
We spent ages talking about the things that didn't really matter, and I didn't get to talk to her for very long. I had time last week because I spent break, the third lesson and lunch telling her about everything that has been happening to me. But I didn't have enough time today because she wasn't in her office at break, so I had to go at lunch, and then she had a meeting during See More the fourth lesson of the day, so she couldn't stay and talk to me. But we talked about me not being able to speak to people again, and the school nurse said that she thinks I might have a deep-rooted anxiety disorder. I told her about what my mum said to me last Monday and my dad saying horrible things to me after I didn't become a Literacy Leader, and we talked about that for so long that I didn't get to mention anything else, even though I wanted to mention things like Human Copy Machine Girl talking about my social media and those boys making fun of me in Music.
We talked until the end of lunch, and I didn't even get time to eat. So I've not eaten anything today apart from a brioche this morning for breakfast, and I was really hungry all afternoon. :/
on December 14, 2015
I just found out that a few people from school followed most of my internet friends from the Mika fandom on Instagram.
I'm kind of scared now, because I feel like the Mika fandom and bullies from school should never have anything to do with each other, or else something bad will probably happen. If my internet friends and people from school found each other on the internet, they might treat my followers how they treat me or use them to find out more information about me to use See More against me. :/
I'm kind of scared now, because I feel like the Mika fandom and bullies from school should never have anything to do with each other, or else something bad will probably happen. If my internet friends and people from school found each other on the internet, they might treat my followers how they treat me or use them to find out more information about me to use See More against me. :/
@jenesaispas
They don't follow me, though. I block them, and the ones I didn't block just stalk me.
They don't follow me, though. I block them, and the ones I didn't block just stalk me.
on December 14, 2015
on December 14, 2015
@jenesaispas
She still thinks that we are friends. And the people I'm talking about are the people from school who are following people like Elika and all of the other people who are Mika fan accounts. Your personal account is your main Instagram, and it's not a Mika account, so I don't think they'll find you.
She still thinks that we are friends. And the people I'm talking about are the people from school who are following people like Elika and all of the other people who are Mika fan accounts. Your personal account is your main Instagram, and it's not a Mika account, so I don't think they'll find you.
on December 14, 2015
on December 14, 2015
My hobbies include:
Listening to Mika
Talking about Mika
Looking at pictures of Mika
Crying about Mika
Watching Mika interviews
Listening to Mika
Talking about Mika
Looking at pictures of Mika
Crying about Mika
Watching Mika interviews
on December 14, 2015
on December 13, 2015
I bet Mika won't notice he has a million followers until about a month after it has happened. ?
on December 13, 2015
Mika has 999k Twitter followers and he'll probably reach a million followers tomorrow or during this week. ??
I am not prepared. ?
I am not prepared. ?
on December 13, 2015
Me on the outside: I am a mature, sensible young adult.
Me on the inside: *sings Lollipop*
Me on the inside: *sings Lollipop*
on December 13, 2015
I just realised something.
Mika releases an album every two or three years, so his fifth album will probably come out in 2018.
He will be 35, nearly 36, when it is released.
And I will be 17, nearly 18.
So I will be almost an adult then.
That's actually kind of scary to think about. :/
Mika releases an album every two or three years, so his fifth album will probably come out in 2018.
He will be 35, nearly 36, when it is released.
And I will be 17, nearly 18.
So I will be almost an adult then.
That's actually kind of scary to think about. :/
@jenesaispas
I just realised that I meant the Love Today EP, not the Grace Kelly one. And yeah, but I saw it on Spotify.
And okay, thanks. ☺
I just realised that I meant the Love Today EP, not the Grace Kelly one. And yeah, but I saw it on Spotify.
And okay, thanks. ☺
on December 14, 2015
@jenesaispas
Only Lonely One has already been released on the Grace Kelly EP. And I've never heard of Hia Leah.
Only Lonely One has already been released on the Grace Kelly EP. And I've never heard of Hia Leah.
on December 13, 2015
@jenesaispas
I don't really like his unreleased songs, actually. Most of the lyrics aren't as relatable and meaningful as the ones in his other songs, and they just talk about love.
I don't really like his unreleased songs, actually. Most of the lyrics aren't as relatable and meaningful as the ones in his other songs, and they just talk about love.
on December 13, 2015
on December 13, 2015
on December 13, 2015
I just watched Mika's interview on Radio Deejay in Italy, and they played Stitches by Shawn Mendes in the background while they were interviewing him. Mika was humming along to it, and now I kind of want him to do a cover of it. ☺
@Galactic_Noodles
Haha, I know. I like it too, it's a good song. And yeah, it would be cool. ?
Haha, I know. I like it too, it's a good song. And yeah, it would be cool. ?
on December 13, 2015
on December 12, 2015
Today was okay, but when I went to see the pastoral mentor this morning, he said that there were too many other people waiting to see him, so I didn't get to talk to him. :/
on December 11, 2015
Mika has designed a Christmas card again, and he's going to be selling it online like he does at the end of every year. And all of the money raised from selling the card is going to go to charity, like last year. ?
I've seen pictures of it, and it's really cute. On the front of the envelope, it says, "To my one and only love, Lover's Lane, 73, Cupidtown, Heartsville, HV, Neptune." On the back there is a bite mark at the top of the envelope, and it says, "I'm sorry, this was my See More dog Melachi. She was jealous of our love." on it with a drawing of Melachi. On the front of the actual card, there's a drawing of a house covered in snow with a moon, and it says, "It was the night before Xmas. . ." at the bottom of the drawing. Inside the card, it says, "Now choose, me or presents?" with a drawing of Mika and a present, and it also says, "Merry Christmas, from Mika." On the top of the Christmas card, it also has Mika's initials with a Santa hat on the letter M. ?
And the whole thing was drawn by Mika. ?
I've seen pictures of it, and it's really cute. On the front of the envelope, it says, "To my one and only love, Lover's Lane, 73, Cupidtown, Heartsville, HV, Neptune." On the back there is a bite mark at the top of the envelope, and it says, "I'm sorry, this was my See More dog Melachi. She was jealous of our love." on it with a drawing of Melachi. On the front of the actual card, there's a drawing of a house covered in snow with a moon, and it says, "It was the night before Xmas. . ." at the bottom of the drawing. Inside the card, it says, "Now choose, me or presents?" with a drawing of Mika and a present, and it also says, "Merry Christmas, from Mika." On the top of the Christmas card, it also has Mika's initials with a Santa hat on the letter M. ?
And the whole thing was drawn by Mika. ?
on December 11, 2015
I literally just found out that Mika performed at the Telethon in France, and I haven't watched his performances yet. ?
I want to watch them, but my parents are upstairs so I can't. :/
I want to watch them, but my parents are upstairs so I can't. :/
on December 10, 2015
Today was okay. ?
on December 10, 2015
I just realised that literally everyone hates me.
My parents hate me because they think that I'm a failure.
People at school hate me because I don't talk and they think I'm weird.
My fake friends hate me because I don't want to be around them after what they did to me. Most of my internet friends hate me because of my opinions or don't talk to me that much.
Mika probably hates me because I'm a bad fan and I can't support him as much as the other people in the fandom do.
This See More is why I would actually be better off dead. The world would be much better without me. :/
My parents hate me because they think that I'm a failure.
People at school hate me because I don't talk and they think I'm weird.
My fake friends hate me because I don't want to be around them after what they did to me. Most of my internet friends hate me because of my opinions or don't talk to me that much.
Mika probably hates me because I'm a bad fan and I can't support him as much as the other people in the fandom do.
This See More is why I would actually be better off dead. The world would be much better without me. :/
@jenesaispas
It is true, though. And I guess so, but people only like me on the internet, really.
It is true, though. And I guess so, but people only like me on the internet, really.
on December 10, 2015
@jenesaispas
Exactly. Nobody knows me, and I don't make very much of a difference to the world, so it wouldn't matter too much if I died. Literally anyone could replace me, because it's not like I have anything special about me or I've made much of a difference to the world. Mika would definitely hate me if he met me, and I only have about two proper internet See More friends now because most of them don't like me anymore. My grandma and my brother don't love me, they just don't care about me and they ignore me most of the time. And my parents liked me when I was younger and was at the top of the class for everything, but not now.
Exactly. Nobody knows me, and I don't make very much of a difference to the world, so it wouldn't matter too much if I died. Literally anyone could replace me, because it's not like I have anything special about me or I've made much of a difference to the world. Mika would definitely hate me if he met me, and I only have about two proper internet See More friends now because most of them don't like me anymore. My grandma and my brother don't love me, they just don't care about me and they ignore me most of the time. And my parents liked me when I was younger and was at the top of the class for everything, but not now.
on December 10, 2015
@Galactic_Noodles
That's why I said most of my internet friends, because you're one of the few who doesn't hate me. And exactly, nobody knows who I am, so that proves I'm unimportant and nobody would really care if I died. And I guess so. . .
That's why I said most of my internet friends, because you're one of the few who doesn't hate me. And exactly, nobody knows who I am, so that proves I'm unimportant and nobody would really care if I died. And I guess so. . .
on December 10, 2015
on December 09, 2015
Yay ☺