I might make a post related to why I'm afraid of some things, and explaining my distrust in some people. Right now I'm trying hard not to remember these things, but with recent events I guess they've just brought themselves to light and I need a space to vent.
Irrelevant
It'll be lengthy, it's going to be a long ass post.
on June 07, 2020
on June 07, 2020
Btw, yes I know my sexuality changes left and right I'm trying to find one that suits me.
I like girls I know this for a fact
I like some guys (still in question, this is what I'm questioning!!!) I don't know if I'm sexually attracted to guys. I've dated them they're cool and I mean I like this one guy I just it's confusing!
I like girls I know this for a fact
I like some guys (still in question, this is what I'm questioning!!!) I don't know if I'm sexually attracted to guys. I've dated them they're cool and I mean I like this one guy I just it's confusing!
on June 07, 2020
I really want to do something with someone tomorrow but nobody wants to be around me and it sucks!
on June 07, 2020
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on June 07, 2020
Okay, she lost a little respect from me. She likes the Live Action version of Avatar the Last Airbender...
on June 06, 2020
The girl I got the number from I complimented her hair and she has great movie taste!
on June 06, 2020
I'm at a rummage sale and this girl gave me her number ? she thought I was cool.
on June 06, 2020
So, a lot of people know I have this huge crush on Black Widow, okay? So, this girl I liked in middle school had the same first name (I was super slick too okay), and I gave her the nickname Romanoff. Why, because I liked her a lot. Her mother f'ucking found out before everyone else did and that was the most awkward convo I've ever had!!!
"You gay"
Uh...
"Don't lie, I know you have a crush on my daughter. It's pretty obvious, and I'm fine with it. I'd rather her date you then See More any guys in your school."
Let's just say I was mother approved before I came out as gay! I never did go out with her, I told her I had a crush but she never shared the same feelings which was sad... but I've been rejected most of my life so I'm pretty much used to it now. ?
I pretty much hide my crushes from a lot of people because I already know I'm going to be rejected. At this point it's just a known fact. It hurts, but I've accepted the fact that I'm nobodies standards, and when I am liked they lose interest after meeting me.
If you can't tell I'm still hating myself over the amount of times I've been cheated on and hurt. I hate being lonely in this world and I want someone to actually tell me that I'm going to be okay and they care for me, actually care for me. Might as well cry for a second night because you can't get over the fact you're pathetic and a loser at life ? just a mess. I hate being alone.
"You gay"
Uh...
"Don't lie, I know you have a crush on my daughter. It's pretty obvious, and I'm fine with it. I'd rather her date you then See More any guys in your school."
Let's just say I was mother approved before I came out as gay! I never did go out with her, I told her I had a crush but she never shared the same feelings which was sad... but I've been rejected most of my life so I'm pretty much used to it now. ?
I pretty much hide my crushes from a lot of people because I already know I'm going to be rejected. At this point it's just a known fact. It hurts, but I've accepted the fact that I'm nobodies standards, and when I am liked they lose interest after meeting me.
If you can't tell I'm still hating myself over the amount of times I've been cheated on and hurt. I hate being lonely in this world and I want someone to actually tell me that I'm going to be okay and they care for me, actually care for me. Might as well cry for a second night because you can't get over the fact you're pathetic and a loser at life ? just a mess. I hate being alone.
on June 06, 2020
"Also, be happy for me I'm trying to get body positivity going for me!"
Failed this, 2 days ago I posted this and I didn't even keep the goal. I lost it after a f'ucking day because of how pathetic I am.
Failed this, 2 days ago I posted this and I didn't even keep the goal. I lost it after a f'ucking day because of how pathetic I am.
on June 06, 2020
on June 06, 2020
My Past Usernames: They all sucked
1) Wolfhumanlover
2) Applewolf_The_Wolfhumanlover
3) Protectress_The_Wolfhuman_Protector
4) AvengersTwinsie
5) AngelicPhoenix
6) GayIrishBoiPhoenix See More
7) AmericanNightmare
8) CallOfThePhoenix (now called TheColeWolf which is in control by Colten).
I can't remember my other users.
Now it's GayIrishPanic, which I might change I just don't know what to change it to.
1) Wolfhumanlover
2) Applewolf_The_Wolfhumanlover
3) Protectress_The_Wolfhuman_Protector
4) AvengersTwinsie
5) AngelicPhoenix
6) GayIrishBoiPhoenix See More
7) AmericanNightmare
8) CallOfThePhoenix (now called TheColeWolf which is in control by Colten).
I can't remember my other users.
Now it's GayIrishPanic, which I might change I just don't know what to change it to.
on June 06, 2020
Friends are ghosting this one guy and there's a f'ucking reason behind it. What does he do? MESSAGES ME!!!
on June 06, 2020
If I become a singer I'm singing about serious topics.
TRIGGER WARNING:
-Rape
-Sexual Harassment
-Domestic Violence
-Depression
-Anxiety See More
-Child Abuse
I'd also sing about
-Self Confidence
Idk
TRIGGER WARNING:
-Rape
-Sexual Harassment
-Domestic Violence
-Depression
-Anxiety See More
-Child Abuse
I'd also sing about
-Self Confidence
Idk
on June 06, 2020
Now I'm panicking
I'm not expecting my roommate to be the stereotypical popular girl either. It's just I'm afraid I'm going to be seen as a freak, because I already am.
on June 06, 2020
@damien I've done and said something stupid, tried fixing it, can't fix my stupidity. My roommate's going to hate me, I mean who wouldn't! She's extremely pretty and I'm nothing compared to her (she's also smart)!!! I'm incredibly stupid, I dont think I just do and u f'uck everything up. It's what I'm good for, the only thing I'm good for.
on June 06, 2020
on June 06, 2020