There are reasons I have walls built up, and it's pretty much because I'm tired of being hurt. I've let my guard down multiple times and it has come back to bite me in the ass and I'm tired of it.
wxtch.bxtch
My pms and dms are open if you wanna talk
on May 10, 2020
Irrelevant
@wxtch.bxtch That's a very good question
on May 10, 2020
wxtch.bxtch
You okay?
on May 10, 2020
on May 10, 2020
How come my cat only sits on my lap and cuddles me when I'm feeling depressed? Granted she doesn't do it everytime I'm depressed but 99.9% of the time it's when I'm depressed. Or busy okay 75% depressed, 10% when I'm busy and 15% when I'm trying to sleep and she cuddles because she loves snuggle time. Literally scream snuggle time she comes running. But seriously... why though?
@Your.Local.Parasite I know and that makes me happy, she literally has stopped me from having multiple mental breakdowns
on May 10, 2020
on May 10, 2020
I'm an aggressive person, I make stupid decisions, I say stupid things I'm going to regret. I'm sorry I'm a screw up!
Coming back to this site was a f'ucking mistake!
Coming back to this site was a f'ucking mistake!
on May 10, 2020
Rewriting to make my statement a little more clear
If you have a crush on someone else and you're dating someone, that is a sign you're drifting apart and or you're poly (which is fine). It's not cheating ?, cheating is dating another person behind your s/os back, continuously flirting with other people behind your s/os back, there are other forms but this is what I dealt with and a few others which details I won't get into.
That or having a crush on someone else could be just See More a crush! Not everything leads to cheating. Now, before someone goes after me for this, I've been cheated on multiple times, my friend has been cheated on multiple times. Can a crush eventually lead to cheating, yes. However, if you're with someone and you can't trust them enough and your mind instantly goes to cheating you don't have enough trust in said person and therefore you probably shouldn't be in a relationship. Now, if someone is crushing on someone else, don't instantly call them a cheater ask them what's going on and talking to them.
I might not be America's Relationship Expert because of my issues but I do know a FEW things. Do not attack me for this post, do not say I'm targeting someone with this post. I am not targeting anyone and I swear to God if someone argues with me over this I'm blocking. I'm done with this shit. Don't get in a relationship unless you know you can trust them. Don't do the stupid shit I did because that got me hurt.
This wasn't an indirect and since I probably need to restate this THIS ISN'T AN INDIRECT! I am allowed my own posts and my own opinions. Thank you very much!
If you have a crush on someone else and you're dating someone, that is a sign you're drifting apart and or you're poly (which is fine). It's not cheating ?, cheating is dating another person behind your s/os back, continuously flirting with other people behind your s/os back, there are other forms but this is what I dealt with and a few others which details I won't get into.
That or having a crush on someone else could be just See More a crush! Not everything leads to cheating. Now, before someone goes after me for this, I've been cheated on multiple times, my friend has been cheated on multiple times. Can a crush eventually lead to cheating, yes. However, if you're with someone and you can't trust them enough and your mind instantly goes to cheating you don't have enough trust in said person and therefore you probably shouldn't be in a relationship. Now, if someone is crushing on someone else, don't instantly call them a cheater ask them what's going on and talking to them.
I might not be America's Relationship Expert because of my issues but I do know a FEW things. Do not attack me for this post, do not say I'm targeting someone with this post. I am not targeting anyone and I swear to God if someone argues with me over this I'm blocking. I'm done with this shit. Don't get in a relationship unless you know you can trust them. Don't do the stupid shit I did because that got me hurt.
This wasn't an indirect and since I probably need to restate this THIS ISN'T AN INDIRECT! I am allowed my own posts and my own opinions. Thank you very much!
I will apologize in advance, I did say some mean things in the comments of my first post. I was angry and I shouldn't have said those things. I shouldn't have said "just because you've been around it, doesn't mean you know about it", that was wrong of my to say. Not only does it go against what I'm constantly saying, I did invalidate someone's feelings and I See More should not have done so, I was angry but that doesn't justify my actions.
I shouldn't have said those things, honestly I shouldn't have gotten angry in the first place considering my first post was kind of aggressive so that's my fault.
I shouldn't have said those things, honestly I shouldn't have gotten angry in the first place considering my first post was kind of aggressive so that's my fault.
on May 09, 2020
on May 09, 2020
The more I remind myself about previous relationships the more I hate myself.
on May 09, 2020
on May 09, 2020
"Staying up all night isn't a good habit to get into"
Well you seem to know all the good habits. Now, tell me... is yelling at your child they're not gay and constantly reminding them of that encounter a good habit? No, I don't think so.
Also, is it bad that I want to throw up and I haven't eaten anything?
Well you seem to know all the good habits. Now, tell me... is yelling at your child they're not gay and constantly reminding them of that encounter a good habit? No, I don't think so.
Also, is it bad that I want to throw up and I haven't eaten anything?
on May 09, 2020
My cat must be having amazing dreams since she's making cute noises.
on May 09, 2020
I'm going to cry because I don't know why
on May 09, 2020
Qfeast, can you please get rid of mobile site ads. I cannot see anything on my news feed and when I'm doing something an ad pops up and ruins it.
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on May 09, 2020
on May 09, 2020
