Vent? Just a talk ig. Tw, self harm. I’m okay.
It’s so weird. Like. I’ve relapsed a few times this and last month and I just. I don’t feel bad about it. I do it high enough on my thigh that if I wear shorts you can see it, it’s practically on my hip. Not only that, I started using fuckingg,,,, scissors and idk it’s. It’s weird. Like. I’m kinda scared it’s gonna get worse but i also want it to be cold so I can actually like. Do it where I want to. And I know I should tell someone See More but I don’t want all my shit to get taken away. Nothings ever bleeds, but it tears skin enough to leave marks for a couple days??? Idk. Idk idk. It hurts but it feels really good and I don’t do it for pleasure or anything, I don’t enjoy the paint but. It’s relieving. And I hate it.
It’s so weird. Like. I’ve relapsed a few times this and last month and I just. I don’t feel bad about it. I do it high enough on my thigh that if I wear shorts you can see it, it’s practically on my hip. Not only that, I started using fuckingg,,,, scissors and idk it’s. It’s weird. Like. I’m kinda scared it’s gonna get worse but i also want it to be cold so I can actually like. Do it where I want to. And I know I should tell someone See More but I don’t want all my shit to get taken away. Nothings ever bleeds, but it tears skin enough to leave marks for a couple days??? Idk. Idk idk. It hurts but it feels really good and I don’t do it for pleasure or anything, I don’t enjoy the paint but. It’s relieving. And I hate it.
on September 17, 2020
Me: it’s Suicide awareness month!!
Me, two hours later: I wish I wasn’t alive
Me, two hours later: I wish I wasn’t alive
on September 16, 2020
National suicide awareness month! I just learned that September is National Suicide awareness month, please help spread awareness to save lives and help those struggling
https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/promote-national-suicide-prevention-month/
https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/promote-national-suicide-prevention-month/
Promote National Suicide Prevention Month : Lifeline
We can all help prevent suicide. Every year, the Lifeline and other mental health organizations and individuals across the U.S. and around the world raise awareness of suicide prevention during September, National Suicide Prevention Month.
on September 16, 2020
I love that a lot of my friends just dropped off the face of the earth and don’t talk to me and now I’m wondering if they’re even alive :P
on September 15, 2020
And on top of that I’m only contacted for TH A T HAHAHAHAHAHDGSHSGAFSVSBDBSVSBSGGSVZGDHSHAJANXNS
on September 10, 2020
Tw s**cide
Lol my friends contemplating suicide this week just keeps getting worse
Lol my friends contemplating suicide this week just keeps getting worse
on September 10, 2020
Lol so youth is starting in person again and guess who can't go because they're doing it inside :)
on September 10, 2020
on September 09, 2020
on September 09, 2020
I love that I’m scared to express my interests to my parents. I love that I have to hide my fandoms from them. Why?? Because at a young age I was told I wasn’t allowed to like certain things and so many things I enjoyed were taken from me and I had to hide it. So now when my parents find out about certain fandoms, I get scared they’re going to say ‘no that’s not okay’ and then ground me. It’s such a stupid fear.
@your.cool.grandma don't worry, it's really not a weird or stupid fear. I'm in the same boat smh :( I really wish there was an easy fix to it
on September 09, 2020
That’s not a stupid fear they’re are plenty of people who fear expressing themselves to their parents it’s (in my opinion) completely rational
on September 09, 2020
on September 09, 2020
on September 08, 2020
People editing and drawing lupisvulpes’ OCs as LGBTQ is my new aesthetic
https://youtu.be/gn7xB-FrffE
https://youtu.be/gn7xB-FrffE
lupisvulpes 2020
edit: i dont support her actions and im spreading the awareness of this situation discord server https://discord.gg/BebQJdQ original video: https://twitter.c...
on September 06, 2020
Gotta love that the guy I’m kinda interested in is going into the marines. It’s scary idk. I’ve known him for 8 years and we’re finally reconnecting and idk.
on September 05, 2020