on October 23, 2020
My main moods have been
“Life’s great Wowie I love living!!! Haikyuu among us yaaaay!”
“Life is hell, nothing will get better”
“GRERR RARARARARARAF WOGOFOFO GRGEGRRRR RAYF RUFUUFUFU BARK ABRKABRK”
“Life’s great Wowie I love living!!! Haikyuu among us yaaaay!”
“Life is hell, nothing will get better”
“GRERR RARARARARARAF WOGOFOFO GRGEGRRRR RAYF RUFUUFUFU BARK ABRKABRK”
on October 23, 2020
Tw, s*lf h*rm- hitting
My main source of s/h has just become hitting lol. Like I get upset and I just hit myself as hard as I can and it’s a problem lol.
My main source of s/h has just become hitting lol. Like I get upset and I just hit myself as hard as I can and it’s a problem lol.
on October 23, 2020
Lol I had a mental breakdown last night and I still feel like shit
on October 23, 2020
The whole reason for me going to Kansas for school is to be with my friends but my closest one might not even be there for the first year ugh. I know it’s not a lot but why do things just keep upsetting me like this why am I so selfish
on October 23, 2020
Wow I love that they’re trying to make gay marriage illegal again
Basic human rights
Our rights
Fucck this place
Basic human rights
Our rights
Fucck this place
on October 23, 2020
on October 21, 2020
on October 19, 2020
Hi I’m stupid tw self harm
I just relapsed and forgot I have to change in front of my mom later hi I’m mega dumb
I just relapsed and forgot I have to change in front of my mom later hi I’m mega dumb
on October 19, 2020
I hate math
on October 20, 2020
on October 19, 2020
I’m not even paying attention anymore I don’t care anymore wu want it to end
on October 19, 2020
I hate dance so much I’m so lost and I can’t understand a fuckking thing why am I so stupid why can’t I comprehend anything someone please fuckking Kill me
on October 19, 2020
I didn’t do anything last night but I want to do it now. I’m so sick. I’m tired. I don’t want to exist.
on October 19, 2020
on October 19, 2020
I just want to have a real conversation with one of my friends. At this point it feels like I have no one. I have my friends in Kansas but we don’t talk a lot. We haven’t seen each other in so long and we were supposed to see them multiple times in summer but we couldn’t bc of this stupid fuucking virus and I’m just sick of it. My friends who live close don’t talk. I can text and text but I get nothing. The boy I was interested is going to be practically non existant come January See More because he’s going into the military so there’s no point in perusing a relationship that’s bound to end because of long distance or his death. No one I talk to online talks that much anymore. The people I was once so close to have drifted away from me. I know no one is going to read this but I’m just so, so lonely. I have my sister, I have my family, the occasional friend but I just want more. I miss going out I miss seeing people I miss feeling like I mean something. I’m so tired. I’m so so tired. I can’t even express myself anymore because I can’t fuucking draw anything decent anymore and I’m fuucking done. I’m done with this I don’t want to do it anymore just let me out
Honey if you ever need to talk I’m here I’m sorry that you feel like you have no one but I promise I’m right here and I’ll always be right here by your side if you need me ???
on October 19, 2020
on October 19, 2020
Tw self harm idk
Maybe I’ll cut tonight maybe I won’t we’ll see how I’m feeling
Maybe I’ll cut tonight maybe I won’t we’ll see how I’m feeling
on October 19, 2020
My dumbass mind really do be put here like “maybe you’ll die in your sleep” and I’m just like. “That’s Not so bad, no school then” haha
on October 19, 2020
See a real therapist if you think you need one smh. A random child online won’t be able to help you the way a professional would.
on October 19, 2020