I sometimes wonder....why I continue this fight...whether it be for me or others....I contemplated that this very morning.....I still do...it's quite easy to just give up. So many stimuli won't be able to do anything to me if that were to happen...and so many things would be guaranteed...the easy path, that's what I always search for, yet I won't take this one...I am sorry if this would be the first thing some of you read in the morning....and sorry if it insinuated anything...
tylnapp
Some thoughts and revoking of freedoms..somewhat. Though for my own personal safety.
on November 03, 2016
SlugcatSeagullAghase
What happened???
on November 02, 2016
on November 02, 2016
on November 02, 2016
I would like to wish everyone a goodnight's sleep tonight....to add, I would like to wish everyone who is pulling an all-nighter tonight the best of luck in their endeavours....today was...interesting....though slow....and like that of an 8.8cm kwk-L51 APBC shell whizzing past...I was close to biting the bullet as they say. I am still shaken by many events that had transpired today, whether it be just in my head, online, or off....the waves of fear began to crash against the rounded See More edges of the still crumbling dam that provides just enough power to this dwindling mind...that is on the brink of possible collapse....or ruin....or worse....but there are always the repair crews....even if it is a daily task...friends....family...they repair what they can....and I thank them for that....Anyways....Goodnight Qfeast...and Goodnight to all of its inhabitants.
on November 02, 2016
May I ask how everyone's day has been thus far..?
They may see your apologies in the morning then, or later today. Either way, both parties will understand what misunderstanding had partaken in.
on November 02, 2016
Perhaps it is not you, but themselves for assuming that hey were a part of it. They may not be replying due to either anger, or they went AFK as they say in PC gaming. Went to let the very steam out for a while...when they return, they may understand, or may not.
on November 02, 2016
You did not walk in on a bad time...nor a good time for either of us...It is alright that you intruded when you did, and I still do hope that WolfHuman is alright.....
on November 02, 2016
on November 02, 2016
Look what personality I've got! What about you?
Which Zootopia character are you? (1)
Finnick
Just like Finnick, you're sarcastic and introverted. You probably hate most people, and that's perfectly fine. You're one who prefers spending time alone to spending time with a crowd. You are also mature and funny!
on November 01, 2016
I would like to wish everyone a goodnight's sleep tonight. To add, I would like to wish everyone who is pulling an all-nighter tonight the best of luck in their endeavours....today was...interesting...vastly different than most days with new stimuli in abundance that I do not know whether will lead to my down-fall or my rise from this barbed trench that I have fallen into, and keep falling deeper into. So many new things...thoughts...I suppose I create new problems for myself See More everyday simply at the fact I am terrified at mostly everything....from the simple shelling of high explosive vocabulary to actual shells...to disconnecting certain PC parts and replacing them, with the idea it could be a ticking metaphorical time bomb with more than explosives...Many are right...I worry too much about everything....someone has to do it though, and...I cannot imagine not worrying about all of these little subjects that protrude from my very mind....though I suppose I can....find a middle ground...one day....Anyways....Goodnight Qfeast, and Goodnight to all of its inhabitants.
on November 01, 2016
May I ask how everyone's day has been thus far..?
on November 01, 2016
on November 01, 2016
on November 01, 2016
on October 31, 2016
I would like to wish everyone a Goodnight's sleep tonight, to add, I would like to wish anyone pulling an all-nighter tonight the best of luck in their endeavours....today was...interesting...though lower at points than others days this week....like small puddles in a grassy field...at least I have surpassed some trenches for now...though craters still line what parts of this crumbling dam of a mind I have...whether things change....my personality, my anything changes due to external See More stimuli is still clouded like that of a thick fog infront of me...so many unanswered questions...and it seems that the right side is becoming clouded as well...and a new solution has appeared, the void...or the water....two new solutions....possibilities that could resolve this issue I have...but I still don't know too much...Anyways...Goodnight Qfeast, and Goodnight to all of its inhabitants.
on October 31, 2016
I know you have not been on in a while...nor was on for that long when you came back...and I am also dearly sorry for intruding onto your page...but the RPs aren't the same, Qfeast, people aren't the same...nothing is...having you come back may not change that...but some of us still miss people like you, miss you guys coming back...Like a bird that had flung itself into the wind to escape the yapping wolves and yipping Foxes, leaving a few feathers for us to hold onto....you came, See More left, circled back, then left us again....I do hope for your return....but I am not sure about much of anything these days, and am not sure about you return....but still hope you do...Sorry again if this post was intruding, or not up to my previous snuff...
on October 31, 2016
May I ask how everyone's day has been thus far....?
May I ask whether you have seen two of my older drawings....? One of them was nothing but eyes...
on October 31, 2016
on October 31, 2016
I...may have accidentally contemplated about somethings that dig a deeper hole in...the higher anxiety I experience...and now I question so many things in life that many could fathom...but I am not sure whether to worry about...along with that, I observed some odd things occurring today....new things that I don't quite know what to do about...
It seems to be like that of an armored train on a track...it has its times when trekking uphill is like a mountain...or subtle hill, while others are like cliffs or steep inclines that leave the train in the air, without a clue of whether it will derail or not...with me sitting on the guard rail.
on October 30, 2016
Physically...I'm absolutely fine....mentally...I question much in life like normal, questioning what I imagine...what I don't...what I hypothesize, and what things I don't know anything about....it is the normal situation that I have dug myself into...We can talk if you would like...but it would just be the same as previous times....My worries and such that is.
on October 30, 2016
on October 30, 2016
