Him

Broken and Lost

The next day at school, Kara walked up to Sesa, hair a mess and eyes red from crying.
The weird thing about Kara was, when she cried or was angry ir otherwise upset, her irises turned red, not her actual eye. The same thing happened when she was sad or even happy.

She walked up to him, then laid her head on his chest.
"Kara, what's- Have you been crying?" He asks, lifting her chin to where she looked into his eyes.
She nods, then pulls away.
"Sesa, you know how I feel about you. I'm obsessed with you... You're my idol, my everything." She says, wiping her tears away.

Sesa sighed, then rubbed his neck. "To be honest, I've been meaning to talk to you about something personal." He said, filling her with a desperate hope.
"Really? What is it?" She asks, hiding her desperation and need with professional practice.

"I know you're in love with me and all," he says, gently laying his hand on her shoulder, "But there's something you have to know. It'll upset you, but you need to know that..." he looks down, then away from her as he adds with soul-crushing honesty,
"I'm gay." He said simply, shrugging.

She heard her heart shatter, along with her mind.
It... just couldnt... be true...


Could it...?


Sesa felt the air tense around him, and Kara hung her head. She didn't cry, didn't make a sound, which is what scared Sesa the most;
The silence.

He looks at her, concerned and scared.
"Kara, are--"
She suddenly starts screaming, her irises blood red, her teeth suddenly protruding from her mouth like she was some kind of animal.
He had only seen that once, when she found out her mom had been killed.
"You're lying! Liar! Liar!!" She screached, mind completely destroyed. "Liar liar pants on fire! You're lying to me because you hate me!"

Sea was shocked.
And hurt.
"This was a mistake. I... Goodbye, Kara." He said, turning to walk away.
Kara stopped him, crying harder than she's ever cried before.
"You can't be gay! We were supposed to get married! Start a family!! You just can't be, Sesa!!"

He pulled away from her, it beginning to rain hard now. They were the only ones outside, and his face was contorted to one of pity and anger.
"Why would i lie to you, Kara? I've never lied to you before! Ugh, just leave me alone!"
She stopped him, but he pushed her down, into the mud.

Then, with no remorse, said in finality, "I don't think we should be friends anymore. Goodbye, Kara..."

As soon as he said that, she felt herself slip from reality.
She had lost him...
As a lover...
A brother...
Friend.

Her eye twitched, and she finally snapped. She hung her head, letting the thunder full her ears. Anything was better than the silence.
"Sesa..." She whispered, her eyes changing to a grey-blue.
Emptiness.

"Thank you, Sesa. Now I can't hold back... No, I won't hold back, because you messed up. You Could be been so happy with me, but now the game has changed." She says, smiling hollowly.

She was dead inside now.
Maybe she'd-
"No... I won't be like daddy." She says, slowly standing up and caked in mud.
"Now, I have a reason to kill them all." She says monotonously, looking at her hands.

Grey.
Everything was grey now.
Dull.
Meaningless...

"Ripe for the killing..." She says, then laughs insanely. "You can reject me all you want, but I'll always be there!!!" She screamed, laughing harder, already formulating the perfect plan.
And, as she walked home, she sang softly through her tears, "Happy birthday to poor, stupid me... Happy friendship anniversary, My love..."