Do you understand?

Look at me now

Look at me now
I'm a changed child
I'm lost without you my friend
your humor
your laugh
your smile
your path
which led you along the perfect road
you are my idol
my one true hero
if only you could see me now
would you be proud
do I look like a clown
you wouldn't be used to me now..
I've lost all confidence
I've lost my friends
I feel like a complete let down
who am I kidding
I thought at night once
but then I felt a leap of faith
I remembered your sayings
the funny ones too
but the one that inspired me the most
was, "be who you are,
you're my little star,
don't be ashamed of yourself."
from then on
I've always thought
of that wise thing you said
before I flood into tears
I'll be who I am
I don't need a star
I will guide myself in life
So thank you Fraser
you're the best
you gave me happiness and hope
as after you set off
for the white clouds above us
I had lost my sight
what will I do
where will I go
but I can always rely on you...