Diary of an 8th Grader

"Say something I'm giving up on you -"

February 10, 2014
          OMG my school is having a writing contest!! I'm super stoked!!!! The only problem is that I don't think my writing is going to be that good. I'm mean I think I can write okay, but it's not as great as I would want it to be. And I don't even think my language arts teacher likes my writings. When I go up to present my writings, after I finish, she says okay, sighs, and then says I did a "good" job. And I slouch and walk back to my seat in shame. So now my determination is to win that contest and show my language arts teacher and anyone else who thinks I can't write, what I'm made of. They won't even see it coming >:).
          Valentine's Day is coming up as we all know! I don't know what to get Enrique though. Girl's give gifts to the guys too, right? I asked Enrique what he wanted for Valentine's Day, and he said, "Well, I have you, so I don't what else I could ask for." I smiled at him but he still didn't answer my question ._. he did another good job of sweet talking his way out. I asked Lauren what I should get him and she told me maybe a kiss since I haven't kissed him on the lips yet. I'm taking it into consideration but I don't know. As I've said before, I NEVER kissed anyone before. I don't want to embarrass him or me. Plus how do I do it? I'm not going to be in school on Friday since I'll be traveling with my youth group. So like on Thursday, at the end of the day, we walk outside and I just go and kiss him or what? I'm just worried that I might mess up.
          I know I'm late, but you know that song "Say Something" by A Great Big World ft. Christina Aguilera? That song is so sad. I get so many feels every time I listen to it. I like think about my love life and how its big up till now. Way too many things have been happening. But the main reason that this song hits me so much is because it makes me think back to when I liked Ethan in the beginning of this school year and how he flirted with me and stuff. So yeah ._. makes me think hard. Very hard.