Diary of an 8th Grader

My Head Hurts . . .

December 20, 2013
          *Sigh* Okay so today was confusing. Um so first of all, today was a half day and we had a basketball game at the end of the day, so classes were only 30 minutes. In gym, we didn't change so we had free gym today. But before we could do that, the gym teachers had to take attendance. I sat on the bleachers next to Enrique and he was teasing me around and stuff. Then, Ethan entered the gym with a few others, and he looked at the bleachers and saw me laughing with Enrique. All of a sudden he started to mope and walk over to us and sat down next to me. And for the rest of the gym class he was moping. People kept on asking him why he look depressed but he wouldn't say anything but, "I'm fine." No he was not fine and I don't know why he's been acting so upset recently.
          In language he seemed better. The teacher let us talk freely until we were called down to the basketball game. Everyone had their backpacks with them and I placed mines on my desk. Ethan, May, Frank and I sat together in a small group. I guess Ethan got bored, so he opened my backpack and looked through my stuff. Then he found my student id. My student id has the most terrible picture of me. My hair was frizzy and down, there was a tiny bit of acne on my chin and I made the most stupidest smile ever, but for some reason on that day when I got that picture taken, Ethan was talking to me a lot and playing around with me (check out chapter 3). Anyways, when he took out the id out of my backpack, I went into total "freak out-this is embarrassing" mode the minute he looked at the picture. I quickly got up and rushed over to him as I tried to take the id away from him. "No no no! Don't look at it! Give it to me!" I told him. I leaned on him and reached out while he had the student id out of my reach, and he looked at it some more. "Stop looking at it!" "Why?" Ethan asked. "Because I look hideous!" I replied. "It's a pretty picture though," Ethan told me. I finally grabbed the id and stuffed it back in my backpack. "You look pretty," Ethan said. I pouted, "No I don't stop lying."
          During the basketball game, Enrique asked me out and I said yes. So yeah I guess we're going out now but, something doesn't feel right and it's been bugging me ever since I agreed to be his girlfriend. I like him but it just feels like it's not right :/. I'm confused to be honest, about my feelings. During gym Enrique asked me if I still liked Ethan since I told him that I was a bit worried about Ethan, and I told him no. But I really don't know . . . I'm so confused my heart and my head hurts. >.< at least I'm given about two weeks of no school to think about it but I kinda wanna see Ethan again and ARGH what's wrong with me???

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