The new girl's stealing my bf! (keiras bf cheated on her, they're trying to get back together, when someone else arrives)

Chapter 7

The cold was shocking and numbing and I wish I had got more than a cardi. Jack took off his sexy red coat and threw it over me. We sat down on a bench, watching our breathing look like steam in the air. "Stella-" I  hushed him. Silence was better somehow. He grabbed my red hands and blew on them. "Your absolutely freezing." He started to rubb his hands against mine and I lent my head against his chest. "-Juts like the time you were in the bath." I smiled at the memory. So sweet and delicous. "You seemed so fragile and I just thought, was I the one breaking you like that?" Jacks voice broke my heart. I placed his hand against my heart whilst he stroked my hair with the oither.

"I just couldn't get you out of my head Stel, the way you seemed so sad and broken- Still can't. And I'm just so surprised at how you still put up with me after all we've been through."

I reached up to stroke his cheek which was now growing stubble. "I love you Jack." My head was now on his lap. He bent down and kissed me long and hard and it felt like christmas, new year, my birthday all at once. "I love you too Stel."

Slowly, he followed me towards my house and we climbed the steps up to my bedroom. My breathing became fast and suddenly I seemed scared. I was just a beginner and he's done it twice before! He nuzzled my neck and lay a small trail of kisses from my ear lobe towards my shoulder. So intense. So sweet. I placed my fingers across his neck and he ran his hands down my thigh. Suddenly, I broke free. I couldnt do it. Not after what he put me through, even though I knew it wasnt intended. I just couldnt do it. And how can I go out with him if I couldnt even think of doing this with him? How can I go out with him after I can't give him something Courtny Or amanda gave him? Something special they share. The answer is, I can't. I never thought my story would end like this.

I reached out to embrace Jack long and hard and with tears in my eyes I mumbled, "I hope you understand I just can't do it." He hugged me tighter and with his voice cracking he said, "I understand, but does this have to be the end for us?"


...And thats for you to decide alone.