why does no one talk to me i feel like an outcast now. after my friend Lacy killed herself

Just know, that she is where she wants to be now. And that it's not your fault, try and make some other friends.

that's so sad I am so sorry , and i'll talk to you ,

Oh my gosh I am so sorry about your friend! And if you would like to talk you can just post on my wall anyone and everyone is welcome!

I don't talk to you cause I just got back yesterday and there are new people that I haven't met or talked to like you. I am sorry for your friends death and hope she is in a better place now.

And also don't listen to the people who blame you. All that you've den was be a supportive and good friend so don't ever think this was your fault cause it isn't.

And lastly, I'd like to introduce myself, hi I'm antonia and I love smiling. I love to make friends and laugh and even though See More most of the time I am cheery, sometimes I am sad because of what happened to me one year ago. And sometimes, all that happiness is fake but people believe it and don't care.

That's it and hope we become good online friends :)

out cast or not, everyone loses one. i almost became one as i thought i had nothing left, but as i progressed, i saw more than i could ever thought of, try to be more open as i have, i'm not an outcast anymore because of it and dont be afraid to say what you like or dislike, you might pick up a few friends by doing so ;D
and i'm terribly sorry for your loss
its always hard :( but trust yourself to pull through and hopefully find some friends to help along the way