Four years ago I was a 15/16 year old on here venting about how hard high school was, my parents were together, my pets were alive and healthy, I was in a toxic relationship and now?? I'm 19, my parents are divorced and my dad passed away, some of my pets passed away/went missing, I just got in a new relationship and I hope it'll all be okay.
on January 01
Merry Christmas. 🎀
- I got a few nice things.
- I don't think my boyfriend actually likes me or wants a relationship but at the same time I can't tell if I'm overreacting or panicking about something that isn't really a big issue.
- I'm supposed to be going back into my therapy program and get help moving out and whatnot.
- I'm tired and exhausted by literally everything.
- Just want everything to work out nicely.
- I got a few nice things.
- I don't think my boyfriend actually likes me or wants a relationship but at the same time I can't tell if I'm overreacting or panicking about something that isn't really a big issue.
- I'm supposed to be going back into my therapy program and get help moving out and whatnot.
- I'm tired and exhausted by literally everything.
- Just want everything to work out nicely.
on December 26, 2023
I want to start using this more often but I'm not sure if coming back regularly would be a good idea lmao.
I just do not want to be remembered by anyone on here or be involved in any type of drama because that's all everyone on here did before. 💀😭
on December 21, 2023
on December 21, 2023
Weekly update;
- I'm living at my grandmother's now.
- My crush is now my boyfriend?!
- I realized I really miss using this website because let's be honest, I've used it on and off since 2014. Don't miss half the users though, I'm sorry.💀
- Have a lot of cool new friends.
- Obsessed with hello kitty at the moment.
- Graduating in four months.
- I'm living at my grandmother's now.
- My crush is now my boyfriend?!
- I realized I really miss using this website because let's be honest, I've used it on and off since 2014. Don't miss half the users though, I'm sorry.💀
- Have a lot of cool new friends.
- Obsessed with hello kitty at the moment.
- Graduating in four months.
on December 21, 2023
Updates again: 🦋
- Had another pregnancy scare. (Not pregnant.)
- Will probably be in the psych ward for a few days/weeks after I post this.
- Got suspended from school because I can't afford to pay my bills right now LOL but I'll figure something out like I always do.
- I have some really good friends who I love and I feel like most of my friendships are genuine.
- I have a bad crush that'll probably end in me getting my heart broken.
- Thinking about cutting my See More hair again.
- Had another pregnancy scare. (Not pregnant.)
- Will probably be in the psych ward for a few days/weeks after I post this.
- Got suspended from school because I can't afford to pay my bills right now LOL but I'll figure something out like I always do.
- I have some really good friends who I love and I feel like most of my friendships are genuine.
- I have a bad crush that'll probably end in me getting my heart broken.
- Thinking about cutting my See More hair again.
on December 11, 2023
Literally everything in my life has changed so much since I left this site, so much for the better. I'm no longer friends with anyone I used to be from here and that's wild as fuсk to me. My mental health as been a little better but I've had a few relapses though. It's genuinely insane to me how different my life is now because what the fuсk lmao.
on December 03, 2023
Life update! 🌙
- Moving AGAIN. Gonna be living with my aunt.
- Still working on producing all of my projects.
- Made a lot of new friends/followers.
- Learning to be okay without having any bio family members in my life. I'm more at peace whenever I'm alone.
- Started dating again and I've had some great experiences that I absolutely deserve. If ykyk.
- Enjoying my hobbies again. See More
- Trying to be more positive and happy.
- Moving AGAIN. Gonna be living with my aunt.
- Still working on producing all of my projects.
- Made a lot of new friends/followers.
- Learning to be okay without having any bio family members in my life. I'm more at peace whenever I'm alone.
- Started dating again and I've had some great experiences that I absolutely deserve. If ykyk.
- Enjoying my hobbies again. See More
- Trying to be more positive and happy.
on December 03, 2023
Updates; 🌙
- Moving again.
- Actually studying often, trying to get myself to be more motivated.
- I don't know, life is weird and I've been thinking about a lot of things lately. It's strange how different my life is now compared to when I was primarily active on here. Everything has changed so fast and I've experienced a lot of things I shouldn't have.
- I'm trying to enjoy my hobbies again but I'm going through a major depressive episode along with some other things. See More
- I have a bunch of new friends/2K+ followers but I'm still lonely LOL.
- Pretty sure I'm pagan/wiccan?
- Might be vegetarian? Thinking about it.
- Completely irrelevant but I don't think I'm bisexual at all anymore. I don't really feel attraction to men but I can't date either way so it doesn't matter.
- Overall I'm just trying to move forward with my life.
- Moving again.
- Actually studying often, trying to get myself to be more motivated.
- I don't know, life is weird and I've been thinking about a lot of things lately. It's strange how different my life is now compared to when I was primarily active on here. Everything has changed so fast and I've experienced a lot of things I shouldn't have.
- I'm trying to enjoy my hobbies again but I'm going through a major depressive episode along with some other things. See More
- I have a bunch of new friends/2K+ followers but I'm still lonely LOL.
- Pretty sure I'm pagan/wiccan?
- Might be vegetarian? Thinking about it.
- Completely irrelevant but I don't think I'm bisexual at all anymore. I don't really feel attraction to men but I can't date either way so it doesn't matter.
- Overall I'm just trying to move forward with my life.
on November 05, 2023
Short update:
- I'm back in school.
- Still looking for another place to stay because my family is toxic + more.
- Trying to stay as relaxed and calm as possible but it's never easy.
- Trying to get back into things I used to enjoy.
- Taking everything one day at a time.
- I'm back in school.
- Still looking for another place to stay because my family is toxic + more.
- Trying to stay as relaxed and calm as possible but it's never easy.
- Trying to get back into things I used to enjoy.
- Taking everything one day at a time.
- Also, I'm so much more pretty now. For obvious reasons I'm never posting a photo here again lmao but I've lost weight, found a makeup and hair style that really suits me and overall I'm genuinely more confident and I lowkey like myself.
on October 13, 2023
on October 13, 2023
Life update:
- Currently staying here and there. I never know where I'll be at.
- I'm trying to enroll in an online school/early college.
- I'm slowly giving up on my music - I don't have anywhere to record or wifi so. I gotta push through this and hopefully I'll be able to record and release new things soon.
- My book(s) are getting published very soon.
- I've been having a lot of health issues and family drama but I'm trying to stay positive and relaxed.
- I think See More I'm doing a lot better compared to the times I was primarily active on this website and that's such a blessing lmao.
- Had a lowkey glow up compared to last year.
- Overall, I'm surviving by some miracle.
- Currently staying here and there. I never know where I'll be at.
- I'm trying to enroll in an online school/early college.
- I'm slowly giving up on my music - I don't have anywhere to record or wifi so. I gotta push through this and hopefully I'll be able to record and release new things soon.
- My book(s) are getting published very soon.
- I've been having a lot of health issues and family drama but I'm trying to stay positive and relaxed.
- I think See More I'm doing a lot better compared to the times I was primarily active on this website and that's such a blessing lmao.
- Had a lowkey glow up compared to last year.
- Overall, I'm surviving by some miracle.
on October 03, 2023
Random update. ✨
- Living with a relative until another week. Then I'm going to be living in a different state and will be a lot more happier and successful.
- Forcing myself to be positive even though everything is not that good in my life right now. I've been thinking about a lot and at this point I geuninely want to be okay for once.
- I got a kitten.
- Sleeping more often.
- Publishing my books soon.
- Finishing up my album. See More
- Probably going to go no contact with my mom since she loves to choose men over me and left me to go live with a stranger. 🥰
- Nothing too crazy.
- Living with a relative until another week. Then I'm going to be living in a different state and will be a lot more happier and successful.
- Forcing myself to be positive even though everything is not that good in my life right now. I've been thinking about a lot and at this point I geuninely want to be okay for once.
- I got a kitten.
- Sleeping more often.
- Publishing my books soon.
- Finishing up my album. See More
- Probably going to go no contact with my mom since she loves to choose men over me and left me to go live with a stranger. 🥰
- Nothing too crazy.
on September 15, 2023
Life updates again because everything has changed so much in a short time period.✌️
- Dealing with a lot of things right now and it's so stressful. I'm not completely safe or happy where I am but I can't do anything about it so it's almost kind of pointless to say anything. I've had to get restraining orders and that's insane.
- I'm nineteen now.
- Once again applying for multiple different jobs.
- Can't focus on classes because of all the issues in my life but hopefully See More everything will calm back down soon enough.
- I've been exhausted all the time.
- I started working on art again and I have my own online shop/commissions.
- Currently in a situationship?!
- Dealing with a lot of things right now and it's so stressful. I'm not completely safe or happy where I am but I can't do anything about it so it's almost kind of pointless to say anything. I've had to get restraining orders and that's insane.
- I'm nineteen now.
- Once again applying for multiple different jobs.
- Can't focus on classes because of all the issues in my life but hopefully See More everything will calm back down soon enough.
- I've been exhausted all the time.
- I started working on art again and I have my own online shop/commissions.
- Currently in a situationship?!
on August 13, 2023
